Chapter 81: Destroy You Before Destroying Me

Xu Sheng's expression froze, and Qi Yanhan took the opportunity to push him away and escape from his embrace.

"Xu Sheng, you have children, a wife and a family, we shouldn't be entangled anymore. ”

Xu Sheng's brows were tightly twisted into a Sichuan character, and he looked at Qi Yanhan silently for a long time, and suddenly said.

"What if I don't. ”

Qi Yanhan was surprised, "Are you crazy? You have a family, you are doing this...... It's cheating. And she became a third party who intervened in other people's marriages.

Qi Yanhan's heart became a little irritable, "I haven't figured it out, you are obviously married and have children, why do you still ...... me when you meet me again?"

Qi Yanhan couldn't speak, Xu Sheng was indeed the first to tease her, but she didn't refuse herself, did she? In the end, she was still addicted, if it wasn't for the time when she met Shen Rongrong in the elevator, Qi Yanhan probably hadn't come to her senses until now.

Qi Yanhan and Xu Sheng are both at fault, but this mistake can't go on any longer.

Qi Yanhan was afraid that the guilt in her heart would crush her.

Xu Sheng's eyes couldn't help but get a little cold, he stepped forward and wanted to get close to Qi Yanhan, but Qi Yanhan took a few steps back and didn't let him get closer.

Xu Sheng seemed to be a little unhappy, but Qi Yanhan was not as timid as before this time, the reason why Xu Sheng was allowed to act nonsense some time ago was that Qi Yanhan felt ashamed of Xu Sheng, after all, she was the one who left without a sound, and she didn't dare to think deeply about how Xu Sheng felt at that time, so she could only let Xu Sheng go, and at the same time indulged herself.

But now it's different, and you have to stop your losses in time.

Qi Yanhan was in a stalemate with Xu Sheng like this, confronting each other.

"Director Xu, it's time to prepare for surgery. ”

Dr. Xiao Chen suddenly came in and shouted that Xu Sheng was going to prepare for the next operation, and Xu Sheng shifted his gaze to Dr. Xiao Chen.

"Are Mr. Xu and Mr. Mark here? ”

"Here we are, already preparing in the operating room. ”

"Okay, I see, come right over. ”

Doctor Xiao Chen left first, and Xu Sheng also walked out after taking a second look at Qi Yanhan, but when he walked to the door, he suddenly paused, and said to Qi Yanhan with a slight tilt of his head.

"Do you want to know why I'm pestering you?"

Qi Yanhan was startled, looked at Xu Sheng's back and didn't answer.

"If you want to know, come to me after work and I'll tell you why. ”

After Xu Sheng finished speaking, he left, Qi Yanhan was stunned for a moment and then went out, and came to another operating room, the whole operation process, except for the normal translation, Qi Yanhan did not say a superfluous word, and her mind kept echoing Xu Sheng's words just now, this sentence completely disturbed her heart and made her panic.

The second operation took longer than the first operation, and it was already half past six when Qi Yanhan came out of the operating room, and it was already seven o'clock when he came out of the hospital after tidying up.

But Qi Yanhan didn't go to Xu Sheng's house, but went home directly, ate and took a bath, and then coaxed Dingding to sleep, and it was already ten o'clock in the evening after Dingding fell asleep.

Qi Yanhan lay on the bed alone for a long time, her eyes were wide open, and she didn't feel sleepy at all, because her mind was full of Xu Sheng's words.

If you want to know anything about my house after work, I'll tell you why.

Qi Yanhan told himself not to think about it and not to care, but the more he did this, the more impatient he became.

When she opened her eyes to eleven o'clock, Qi Yanhan couldn't lie down, she got up and put on her clothes, took her bag and went out.

Qi Yanhan didn't know whether she should go or not, she just followed her inner thoughts, she didn't care what the reason for Xu Sheng pestering her was, Qi Yanhan just wanted to make it clear to Xu Sheng, make her stand clear, and completely break off the relationship.

Qi Yanhan took a taxi directly to Baili Bay and came to the door of Xu Sheng's house.

Qi Yanhan was a little hesitant, because it was already half past eleven in the evening, and she didn't know if Xu Sheng was sleeping, but she still tried to knock on the door.

Unexpectedly, a few seconds later, the door opened.

Inside the door, Xu Sheng was wearing home clothes, no glasses, and his hair was a little wet, as if he had just taken a shower.

Xu Sheng squinted his eyes slightly and looked at Qi Yanhan for a moment, then let go.

Qi Yanhan walked in and took a general look, this house was bigger than Xu Sheng's home in Ningcheng, Nordic style, simple decoration, spacious and bright.

Qi Yanhan remembered that when she went to Xu Sheng's house for the first time, she was very curious to admire the room inside and out several times, but Qi Yanhan had no interest in appreciating it at all this time, and her mind was too heavy, so she sat on the sofa and stared at the floor in a daze.

Xu Sheng poured her a glass of water, and neither of them spoke after Qi Yanhan drank the water.

Qi Yanhan thought for a while, she had to take the initiative to take the initiative, she couldn't be passive, if she was passive, she would be led by Xu Sheng's thinking, so there would be no point for her to come here.

"You said you were going to tell me why, say it, I'll listen. ”

Qi Yanhan asked Xu Sheng straight to the point, Xu Sheng sat opposite her, already wearing glasses, but he didn't answer the question.

"When did you know that I was married to Shen Rongrong. ”

Qi Yanhan looked at Xu Sheng thoughtfully, he always seemed to like to ask her like this.

I saw Qi Yanhan tugging at the corners of his mouth, and his thoughts suddenly drifted into the distance.

"Actually, I knew you were married before I met you. ”

When he met Xu Cheng for the first time in Chenghai's apartment, Xu Cheng told Qi Yanhan that Xu Sheng was married, but Qi Yanhan didn't take it to heart at that time, because she felt that it was impossible for her to meet Xu Sheng again, so she didn't think deeply about who Xu Sheng was marrying again.

"How do you know. ”

Xu Sheng asked, and Qi Yanhan answered truthfully.

"Xu Cheng told me. ”

Xu Sheng frowned slightly, "When did you meet him?" ”

In fact, Xu Sheng and Qi Yanhan's first meeting in Tenghua Hospital was deliberately arranged by Xu Cheng, otherwise how could there be such a coincidence.

Qi Yanhan also asked Xu Cheng afterwards, but he didn't admit it to death, which made Qi Yanhan depressed for a long time.

"Xu Sheng, do you know that when I first saw you when I returned to China, I wasn't actually in Tenghua Hospital. ”

Qi Yanhan didn't answer Xu Sheng directly, Xu Sheng recalled, "I know, you recognized me on the plane." ”

Qi Yanhan shook his head, "No, it's earlier than that." ”

Xu Sheng was a little surprised, and he immediately recalled the time before the Chinese New Year, in addition to Tenghua Hospital, where else he went.

After a long time, Xu Sheng's brows suddenly twisted, and he said with some surprise: "Ning Cheng." ”

Qi Yanhan nodded, "Well, it's in Ningcheng." ”

Some pictures quickly flashed in Xu Sheng's mind, he went to Ningcheng a few years ago completely because of work, but in his impression, he didn't seem to have met a woman who looked like Qi Yanhan.

No, he met it once, and it was in Chenghai Apartment.

Xu Sheng's expression froze, and he asked Qi Yanhan uncertainly, "Is it in Chenghai Apartment?" ”

Qi Yanhan was a little surprised, Xu Sheng could actually remember.

"Well, that time, but you didn't recognize me. ”

Xu Sheng was stunned, and then straightened his waist with a brush.

"You went to 1302. ”

Qi Yanhan leaned on the sofa with his hands on his chest and looked at Xu Sheng, and nodded.

"I've been there, that is, that time I accidentally met Xu Cheng. ”

Xu Sheng's mind quickly flashed through all the things that happened that day, and his expression changed in an instant.

It turned out that the woman she met at the elevator door was really Qi Yanhan.

Xu Sheng thought he was a little nervous at the time, but he didn't expect him to really miss it.

Xu Sheng closed his eyes and rubbed the corners of his forehead.

"What are you doing in 1302. ”

Qi Yanhan didn't plan to hide it, "I went back to Ningcheng for work reasons, and I happened to accompany my friend to go there that day, so I went to find the agent at the time, and the agent said that the apartment was bought, so I went to take a look." ”

Xu Sheng reopened his eyes, but his expression had returned to normal, and he looked at Qi Yanhan very calmly.

"What are you doing there. ”

Still the same sentence, Qi Yanhan's eyes were a little evasive, "Just passing by, just go and see, after all...... Stayed there for a while. ”

Qi Yanhan sighed, "Actually, I regretted going there, not only did I meet Xu Cheng, but I was almost recognized by you, and I told you the truth, in the four years since I left you, I never thought of seeing you again, so even if I met you and recognized you, I wouldn't recognize you, I originally planned to leave at a glance, but I knew that I was caught by Xu Cheng, and he told me that you were married, but I didn't take it to heart at that time, and I didn't take it seriously." ”

So Qi Yanhan didn't think about who Xu Sheng married to, and her mind seemed to automatically block this question and didn't want to think about it.

"However, after Tenghua saw you, everything you did to me made me have a delusion, thinking that you are still the same Xu Sheng as before, you are not married, and you don't belong to anyone, so you dare to do that to me, but ......"

Qi Yanhan looked at Xu Sheng with a complicated expression, "You are obviously married and have children, why do you want to do that to me." ”

Qi Yanhan took a deep breath and felt a little out of breath, "The night before the Chinese New Year, I originally wanted to go to you, because I missed you, I told you before, I like you to touch me, I like you to kiss me, it's not a lie, so I went to look for you that night, but I met Shen Rongrong and her son in the elevator, they went directly to the 25th floor and came here, at that time I suddenly realized that you are married and have children, and I am a junior." ”

Qi Yanhan sneered, feeling that she was a joke, even if she liked Xu Sheng again, she would never allow herself to become a third party who interfered in other people's marriages.

Qi Yanhan adjusted his thoughts and looked at Xu Sheng again.

"Xu Sheng, I don't want to have any physical contact with you anymore, we can be colleagues, we can be partners, but we must not be couples, let alone sexual partners. ”

"So, please don't do those ambiguous things to me in the future, okay? ”

Qi Yanhan finished speaking in one breath, and suddenly felt a sense of relief, feeling that a stone in her heart had finally been put down, and she had already stated her position, so no matter what Xu Sheng's attitude was, she would not change.

Xu Sheng didn't make a sound, he listened quietly to Qi Yanhan After all the words, after being silent for a while, he picked up the cigarette on the coffee table and slowly stood up, walked to the balcony, and lit a cigarette.

Xu Sheng stood on the balcony and smoked, one after the other. The cool breeze outside the window blew in through the slightly open window, blowing the smell of smoke to Qi Yanhan.

Qi Yanhan looked at Xu Sheng's back, he seemed to have merged with the night scene outside the window, dark and lonely.

In fact, Xu Sheng hadn't touched a cigarette for a long time since he promised Qi Yanhan to stop smoking last time, and he was addicted to smoking, but Xu Sheng had been putting up with it, this pack of cigarettes had been on the coffee table for several days, but tonight Xu Sheng decided not to be patient anymore.

I don't know how long it took, Xu Sheng snuffed out the last cigarette butt, threw the empty cigarette box in his hand into the trash, and then he opened the window, the cold wind poured in, and the smell of smoke on Xu Sheng's body was diluted, and after a while, Xu Sheng closed the window and walked directly to Qi Yanhan, sat on the coffee table, and looked directly at Qi Yanhan.

"Han Siyu, I will also make clear my position. ”

Xu Sheng's eyes flashed with an inexplicable light, and his eyes were like sharp arrows, shooting directly into Qi Yanhan's stubborn heart.

Qi Yanhan unconsciously held his breath and only listened to Xu Sheng.

"My position is that no matter what your attitude is, you can only be my person. ”

Qi Yanhan was startled, her brain banged, she thought she had heard it wrong, and looked at Xu Sheng with some incredulity.

"What nonsense are you talking about? Do you know what you mean by that?"

Xu Sheng tugged at the corners of his mouth, revealing a smile that resembled mockery.

"Of course I know what I'm talking about, I'll tell you again, whether I'm married or not, whether I have children or not, you Han Siyu can only be my woman. ”

Xu Sheng's eyes were turbulent, as if a thousand layers of waves had been swept up, Qi Yanhan's body shook suddenly, and he looked at Xu Sheng in horror.

“...... Are you crazy?"

Qi Yanhan looked at a monster like a monster, "How can you joke about your marriage and make fun of me?"

Xu Sheng laughed out loud and said with some amusement: "What's wrong with kidding? ”

Qi Yanhan's brain was buzzing, she leaned close to the sofa and distanced herself from Xu Sheng, looking at Xu Sheng like a stranger.

Is this Xu Sheng in front of him the same Xu Sheng that Qi Yanhan knows?

Xu Sheng raised his eyebrows slightly, propped up the sofa with both hands, and approached Qi Yanhan, "My marriage is just a marriage certificate, it can't restrain me, you won't think that I married Shen Rongrong because I love her, Han Siyu, my love is not so cheap." ”

Qi Yanhan was a little panicked and had to reach out against Xu Sheng's shoulder to stop him from approaching.

"I, I don't know what you're talking about......"

Xu Sheng took off his glasses, without the blocking of his glasses, Xu Sheng's eyes seemed to have taken off their disguise, dark and bright, dark and deep like an abyss.

"Han Siyu, back then, you left without a word, leaving me only a letter, and you wiped out everything in our past, do you know how hurtful your irresponsible behavior is. ”

"I'm a little sad and sad, you know?"

"During that time, I was depressed for a long time, and I was in a trance to think that you were a person who didn't exist, and I imagined it out of thin air, do you know how uncomfortable and painful I am?"

Xu Sheng pointed to his heart, "I only have you in my heart, but you forcibly tore open my heart, snatched my most precious thing, hid it, and hid it for four years, do you know how I spent these four years?"

Xu Sheng laughed self-deprecatingly, "Han Siyu, you were the one who kept teasing me at the beginning, you were the one who took the initiative to pursue me, and it was you who said that you would face difficulties together with me through thick and thin, but in the end, you were also the one who abandoned me fiercely, I trusted you so much, but you lied to me." ”

"You walked in style, but you left me alone to face everything, I even wanted to die at that time, do you know how dark it was during that time, I stayed alone in the cold room, muddy, living like a year, the pressure of the outside world has never crushed me, only you, only you Han Siyu completely crushed my backbone. ”

Xu Sheng's eyes were scarlet, and the compelling gaze made Qi Yanhan's heart tremble, his eyes were dodgy, and his panicked hands and feet were cold.

Qi Yanhan wanted to escape from here, she covered her ears, she didn't want to listen to Xu Sheng say this, because she couldn't bear it, as long as she thought of the pain Xu Sheng endured during that time, her heart couldn't stop tingling, and the guilt in her heart pressed on her heart like a mountain, making her breathless at all.

Xu Sheng was right, it was Qi Yanhan who deceived him, gave him a reassuring pill and then pushed her into the abyss with his own hands, everything was Qi Yanhan's fault.

"Xu Sheng, don't talk about it...... Please don't talk about it......"

Qi Yanhan's voice trembled, pleading with Xu Sheng, but Xu Sheng took Qi Yanhan's hand, grabbed the back of her head strongly, and forced Qi Yanhan to look at him.

"Can't you stand it? Don't you keep asking me why I'm pestering you, I'll tell you now. ”

Xu Sheng's eyes were cold, his eyes sank, he looked at Qi Yanhan's eyes, and said word by word.

"Han Siyu, this is what you owe me, you owe me happiness, you owe me promise, you owe me my future, you owe me everything. ”

"I'm just taking back everything you owe me, what's wrong with that?"

"Don't say that you are now the mother of the child, even if you are married and have other men, as long as you meet me, you will never want to get rid of me. ”

"You should have gone completely and didn't come back, but the fault was that you came back and met me. ”

Xu Sheng pinched Qi Yanhan's chin and said in a deep voice, "Han Siyu, you were caught by me, do you still have a chance to escape?"

Qi Yanhan's body trembled, and his eyes instantly filled with crystal tears, "I'm sorry...... Xu Sheng is sorry ......"

Qi Yanhan shook his head desperately, "We really can't do this...... It's wrong, it's wrong......"

Xu Sheng pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed, "What if it's wrong, I just want you, as long as you stay by my side, even if the sky falls, I'm not afraid." ”

Xu Sheng pinched Qi Yanhan's chin hard, and said a little domineering and fierce.

"Don't try to escape from me again, I know what kind of calculation you are making, you ruined me once, do you want to destroy me a second time? Han Siyu, you don't have a chance, because I will destroy you before you destroy me, completely. ”