Sometimes, I hate getting phone calls from my mom because since a series of things happened at home in high school, the phone calls I get from home are always bad news.

For my family, it's best not to be in touch with each other and not to call each other. It's always this and that when I call, sometimes it's annoying.

But this is not a harassing call, and you can't help but answer it, which is the most annoying. Called me at 9 o'clock this evening, usually they go to bed early, thinking that something must be wrong, so they quickly answered.

My mom said that my dad usually always complained about stomach pain, and tonight he pulled out the blood and asked me when I was going to take my dad to the hospital to see when I was going to them, and my dad was still angry on the other end of the phone and asked my mom why she called me.

I used to hear my mom say that my dad had this problem again, but I didn't pay attention to it all the time, and asked him to go to the hospital for a check-up and he said to go, but in the end he always didn't go.

So this time I will go back and make sure to take him to the hospital for a proper check-up. Finally, when I hung up the phone, I said, don't think about it, it's nothing.

You come back early and take him to the hospital. My dear mother, how can you make me not think about it. I'm not with you, I don't know your situation, I can only think about it myself.

At that time, after hanging up the phone, I didn't think about anything, so I searched the Internet to see what department was hung up, and then I couldn't hold back when I saw the Internet.

My dad, when he was in high school, his face was white and fat, and now his face has become black and thin, so he usually agrees to be very diligent when they usually eat better, but you have to look at the dishes they eat, you will feel very sad.

I usually eat cabbage and tofu, and occasionally buy meat to eat to treat myself. They do all manual work, and sometimes they are really worried, but you can't be by their side, and sometimes they really struggle with what to do.

Once in a while, I go back and it's fish, chicken legs, chicken feet or something, because I love to eat. The last time I went back, my dad bought 2 crabs, and then I heard my mom nag me and said, your dad said very early that his daughter came back to buy crabs for her to eat.

I didn't eat it myself, and it all ended up in my stomach. Every time I go, I will go to the supermarket and buy some bread and eight-treasure porridge or something at home, so that they can take it with them every day.

I bought food in September, and when I came home in October, I basically didn't eat it, and I asked why I didn't eat it?

I said I bought it for you, and it expired when I didn't eat it, and then I went home in November, and I still haven't moved much.

Sometimes you really don't know what to tell them to eat what you buy. My dad goes to work far away, he always gets up at 4 o'clock in the morning and cooks rice, then packs up and goes out, and doesn't eat breakfast in the morning.

That rice was cooked for my mom. My mom goes to work at 8 o'clock, and she gets up at 6 o'clock to simply fry a green vegetable and eat, because it takes half an hour to ride an electric car where my mother works, so she sets off every time she calculates the time.

Sometimes I really feel that our family is so tired, and it feels like it is not as smooth as other people's families.

My two little girlfriends don't have this and that at home, and sometimes they are really envious. Although I don't want to think about it, but when I turn off my phone at night and want to sleep, the tears can't stop falling, it's sad to think about what kind of life my parents have lived for so many years, and I have just graduated for less than two years, I feel that I can't help much, and I am very disappointed in myself.

I really think life is so hard. It's really tiring.