February 3, 2020

I knew that this day, sooner or later, I would come back, but I didn't expect this day to come so early. Recently, everyone has also known the situation, and if you can't go out, you won't go out, so I finish eating early and go to bed.

At 8 o'clock, my brother and sister-in-law came back from selling fruits, and my mother discussed buying a house for my brother's family.

Standing at the door and scolding my mother, pointing at my mother and asking why I didn't die sooner, I stood on the side, and replied, and then I fought, and my face was slapped hard, so in the end, the family's mixed station began, saying that it was a family, but I and my mother and my brother participated in this war, which is also ridiculous, my sister-in-law is on the side, and my father has always played the role of a peacemaker, he has always been partial to my brother.

Since I was a child, I have been able to understand my parents' eyes very well, so I have never been beaten by my mother and father, and my brother at that time also doted on me, but I don't know when it started.

He has become unknown to me. I don't like this home with my brother anymore. Because in this current home, there are only quarrels and yelling.

When I was young, I really liked my brother, because he was very gentle, I used to show off my brother to others when I was a child, but really, really, I really don't know when he became, he became more and more unknown to me, scolding his parents, beating his wife and children, gambling, stealing, really, I feel sad now, where is the brother who spoke to me gently and bought me clothes.

After I was in college, I didn't like to answer my mother's phone calls very much, because I knew that when she called me, it was usually a mess at home, whether I wanted to hear it or not.

So I hate this home now, I don't really want to come back every time, because really, I feel so tired.

I like the life of my sixth uncle's family very much, the family atmosphere is really good, my parents have never quarreled or quarreled, their two children, also have to be obedient and well-behaved, never said to beat and scold their parents, every time I go I will envy his family atmosphere, it's really good, but look at my family, a lot of chicken feathers, in the afternoon my mother also said let me give her the money I saved myself, she wants to buy a house for my brother, my money, I didn't dare to move, because I was afraid that if they had some accidents or got sick and had no money, and this happened at night, now think about it, it's really ridiculous。

In the second half of 19, my mother fell ill, and the doctor said that it was suspected of cancer.

Later, I called my brother, and he never took the initiative to ask how his mother's condition was, I sometimes really hated him, for so many years, if he could be more reliable, this family would have been very happy, and his parents would be very happy at home.

People always say that the family is prosperous, and the reason why my family is not prosperous is because our family is not in harmony, so today's situation, I think it is very normal, because I really have been looking forward to this for a long time, and I beat him hard.

If I didn't really can't beat him, I really want to try my best to get him to the point where he will have a long memory in the future.

He is 30 years old this year, and he is also the father of two children, and his mother raised him for 30 years.

I always desperately want my parents to live a better life, and I always want the best to give them, but my brother who is the same father and mother can say that kind of rebellious words, if I can beat, if I were a boy, I would definitely beat him down, so that he would never dare to say such things again, but I can't beat him, it's really sad.

I just feel a little sorry for my little nephew, let him see the ugliness of our quarrel, I don't know if it will cause a shadow in his heart.

I hope he will forget about this when he gets up tomorrow and continue to live happily. I've never dared to fall in love and my married life after that, because I'm afraid that I'll meet someone like my brother in the future, beating and scolding or something, I think, that's really sad.

So sometimes I really sympathize with my sister-in-law, and when it's good, it's good, but when I quarrel, it's really a landslide, I've seen it, but I can't dissuade it, plus the girlfriends around me have had such a boyfriend, so I feel that I'm living well by myself.

Maybe I'm thinking too much about myself, but I really think that men, if you don't have a good character, don't continue, and stop losses in time is the king.