April 6, 2020

Really, don't you think I'm a fool. I think I'm already very kind, but I really live up to the old saying, people are good at being bullied, and horses are good at being ridden.

I'm really going to blow up, but I don't dare to be a demon because I have no background, no connections, no savings, and nothing.

After work tonight, my sister in the store asked me, "Are you leaving?"

It's funny in retrospect, and the one I invited was yours, and you still want me to stay until the night. The current person in charge of this shop is you, sister, at best I just came over to help, I didn't do any good.

You can go, so why should I stay? She also said that if we both leave, we will be scolded by the section chief, so you can not leave.

I'm not an unreasonable person, but I'm really used to bullying me, right? Every time my sister has something, I will go over to help, but if I ask her about something, I want her to report it, either she has it, or she has that.

When I first came to the store, I didn't understand anything, I didn't know anything, I didn't know much about the operation in the app, so I asked her, and she ignored it.

Now everything has to be attributed to her, she reports sales, and she takes performance, so everything has to be her, anyway, it has nothing to do with me now.

And now it's really important to be concerned about that. Sure enough, people are really unprofitable and can't afford to be early, pay more attention to what is beneficial to themselves, and don't pay attention to what is bad for themselves and don't understand at all.

Now I've really seen through that. I thought that if I did my duty and was honest with myself, I wouldn't be like this, but reality is not like this, and reality will always slap you in the face to tell you what reality looks like.

To be honest, I'm not very angry, I'm just downplayed, it doesn't matter if my own sales are not reported in the future, my own yards can be accumulated by myself.

I also suddenly remembered the last time I did an event, I was in a hurry, she was like a passerby, she didn't care about herself, and then I bought a few boxes by myself.

Today, I don't need to say it, I went to buy the performance by myself. At first, I thought what was going on, but then I found out.

I just laughed and didn't say anything. What can I say, people are soft-spoken, and everything is a fart.

Go home tonight and listen to more songs, rehearse and relieve yourself. I was really panicked and no one said, so I called my father and talked about family life.

Maybe I've gotten used to calling lately, and my father didn't suspect me, thinking that I just cared about them as usual, but I really wanted to talk to them about work matters, but my mother was a lot of suspicious people, and I was afraid that I would tell my mother that my mother couldn't sleep well at night for a few days.

After a casual chat with your parents, you told them a few words and hung up? Maybe that's how it was when you grew up, so you have to keep things in your heart, and you want to talk about it, but no one can talk to you.

So you have to do everything, and slowly resolve it yourself. In the past two days, Zang Zang told me that she would get married in May or October or this year, and she was about to get married and have children within half a year of coming back.

Tian Tian said the same thing, and I asked the same question, and the answer was about the same.

Zang Zang said, it's really difficult to find a right person, the man doesn't dislike your family, your past, and you can get married if you feel okay with each other.

I said I really didn't want to get married so early, Zang Zang said I was looking for a rich and handsome person, in fact, no, I just wanted to find someone who could live a stable life, and now there are really few people who can find a stable life, and there is actually no marriage in my plan.

Because I've seen my parents' marriages, my brother's and sister-in-law's marriages, really, I've lost faith in marriage. This year, my mother is more urgent, I really, every time I talk about this topic, I avoid it, I really feel that getting married is really tiring and annoying.

Maybe I didn't find someone worthy, and it would have been better if I had someone to face with me.

May I soon find someone worthy and spend my life.