Not everyone has the luck to be able to stick to their dreams and not be polluted by the big dye vat of life.

How lucky they are!

Coming back from Niuhu Mountain, Pang Fei was in a good mood and ate deliciously.

"Brother, it must be very hard to run for a day, eat more. Pang Yan was distressed, she had never seen Pang Fei eat like this.

Pang Yan didn't know about the affairs of the wild troops, it was a confidential matter, and Pang Fei still knew what to say and what not to say.

Quickly finished pulling the rice chop in the bowl, Pang Fei said "go", and the person had already disappeared at the door.

The smell of sweat all over his body made him want to go back and take a shower quickly, and if it was still early, he could post on the Internet.

As soon as the door was pushed open, Pang Fei sensed a stream of air rushing towards him, with a faint fragrance in the air.

Pang Fei subconsciously dodged and pressed the switch.

Ji Ruxue rolled her eyes at him angrily, "It's boring, can't you pretend not to notice?"

"Why are you here?"

"Nonsense, of course I'm waiting for you. You don't know where to go this day, I can't find you, so I can only come to your house and wait for you. Ji Ruxue sat down on the sofa and lifted Erlang's legs.

Pang Fei changed into slippers and took her arm and walked out, "Then now that you see me, you can go." ”

"I really have no conscience, I waited for you for a day, and I didn't eat or drink anything, so you just drove me away. Ji Ruxue didn't let go of his hand, "I'm not leaving, I'm hungry, you accompany me to eat." ”

Pang Fei really regrets that he shouldn't have compromised easily in the first place, but now that it's okay, eating has become Ji Ruxue's weakness pinching him.

He is very tired today, and he still has a lot of work to do, so he really has no time to waste time with Ji Ruxue.

"Go eat by yourself, I'll be busy in a while. ”

"Did you deliberately keep your distance from me because of what happened that night, I was teasing you that night, and I didn't really treat you well, you don't have to be so careful. It's not easy for me to be alone in this strange place, and you really can't bear to watch me alone?"

No matter what Ji Ruxue said, Pang Fei was indifferent.

He doesn't believe this woman's words at all now, who knows if that sentence is true and that sentence is false.

He already has enough headaches about emotional matters, but he doesn't want to cause trouble for himself anymore.

"Let's go", suddenly, Ji Ruxue hugged him from behind, and her whole body was next to him, soft, especially ......

Maybe he hadn't touched a woman for too long, and Pang Fei had an impulse that he shouldn't have.

"Let go!"

Ji Ruxue hugged him tightly, "Don't let go, unless you agree to eat with me." ”

The aroma was fragrant, and the soft body swayed, which made Pang Fei feel uneasy for a while.

"Okay, I promise you, then you let go of your hand first. ”

Ji Ruxue didn't move, but leaned her head on Pang Fei's back, "Pang Fei, let me hug you for a while." I really waited for you for a day, and I couldn't find it, and I thought you were deliberately avoiding me and refusing to see me again. I've never been scared of anything, but today I suddenly have a feeling of fear and uneasiness, and I don't know why, it's just that every time I think that you won't come back, I get scared. ”

"It's so reassuring to look like this, and I can't bear to let go of my hand. You just let me hold it for a while, just for a while. ”

Pang Fei was moved, in this situation, he really couldn't say the words of cruel refusal.

It's just a hug, then it's good to satisfy Ji Ruxue's little wish.

"Are you alright?"

Ji Ruxue shook her head, "It's not good, I want to hug it for a while." ”

Pang Fei didn't give her a chance, and directly broke her hands away, "The smell of sweat on my body, don't you smell uncomfortable?" Wait for me for a while, and by the way, think about what you want to eat." ”

This is...... Compromised?

Ji Ruxue was very happy, as long as Pang Fei was willing to accompany her to eat, it didn't matter what she ate.

Pang Fei said let her wait, and she really waited.

She prepared all the clothes for Pang Fei, and sprayed some of her own perfume.

Pang Fei came out of the shower, and a pair of white and tender hands appeared in front of him with clean and tidy clothes, with a faint fragrance on them.

Ji Ruxue's kindness, she will not lose her face.

At this time, it is the time when the small traders are active, and the streets are full of small vendors selling all kinds of snacks. The shouts came and went, and the crowd came and went, and it was very lively.

You can't see this in the heart of the city, but you can still see it on this small street in the middle of nowhere.

Urban development, the appearance of the city is the focus, stifling a large number of small traders who rely on this small business to survive.

It's all for survival, it's not easy for anyone, Pang Fei used to frequented these small vendors, and some of them were good.

"Do you want to eat this?" asked Pang Fei.

Ji Ruxue doesn't care, she can eat anything.

The two sat down, Ji Ruxue asked for a hot and sour powder, and a pair of beautiful eyes kept staring at Pang Fei, as if she couldn't get enough of it.

The reason why Pang Fei agreed to accompany her out to dinner was that there was another thing to tell her, "If you really want to leave the organization, then find something to do and integrate yourself into urban life, after all, you will have to deal with life in the future." But if you're not sure yet, then I'd suggest you better go back and have a good conversation with Jimmy. ”

Ji Ruxue shook her head like a rattle, "Can we not talk about this?"

"I'm thinking about you, whether you want to hear it or not, that's the way it is. The main reason why you are vacillating now is that you have lived in that environment since you were a child, you are tired of that kind of life, but you can't adapt to everything now, and the result is still the same if you continue to struggle. I'm just trying to clear your mind so you don't have to be so conflicted. ”

Speaking of this, Ji Ruxue had a headache.

Pang Fei's analysis was right, it was these that made Ji Ruxue waver.

She is tired of the life of fighting and killing, tired of the monotonous and mechanical life without emotion and only orders and tasks, she wants to change the state of her life, and wants to change her way of life.

Among the people she knew, Pang Fei was the only one who had left their original way of life, so she traveled thousands of miles to Rongcheng to find Pang Fei.

Of course, there is also persistence and affection for Pang Fei, but more because she has no one to find.

In this more than a month of life, she tried to adapt and fit in, but found it too difficult.

Whether it's the way you live, the way you handle things, or the ......

In short, all kinds of messy things are not the same.

This made her feel like an alien, and it was this loneliness that was difficult to fit in, that made her rely more and more on Pang Fei, the only one she knew, and she could only think about Pang Fei in many sleepless nights.

However, Pang Fei's attitude made her desperate, and she couldn't even find the last bit of reason to stay. She thought about leaving here and returning to the Order, but she didn't want to go back to her old way of life.

This kind of contradictory heart made Ji Ruxue very uncomfortable, but she didn't want to say this in front of Pang Fei, she always felt that it was too hypocritical.

She is used to being independent and self-reliant, used to handling everything by herself, and in the face of Pang Fei's kind reminder, she is even more afraid that Pang Fei will persuade her to leave here and return to the organization.

"No matter what decision you make, it's your right, and I won't influence your thoughts. Having said all this, just a reminder to don't get in trouble because of this. "That's all she says, as for whether Ji Ruxue listens or not, that's her business.

One thing Ji Ruxue has to admit is that if it drags on any longer, Jimmy will definitely send someone to Rongcheng to find him.

Jimmy's phone calls have been getting more and more frequent these days, and this is a warning.

"I know, my hot and sour noodles are up, eat first. Well, it smells so good, would you like to have some?"

Pang Fei shook his head, he was full of food just now, but now his stomach is still swollen.

Ji Ruxue ate happily, she has been in Rongcheng for so long, and she eats all the things of the big hotel, but it is the first time she has eaten this kind of street food, and the taste is quite good.

One bowl is not enough, another bowl is needed.

After so many years, this woman's appetite has really not changed at all, and she is still so big.

From more than ten o'clock to the early hours of the morning, the surrounding diners sent away wave after wave, and the bowls on the table were almost piled up into a small mountain.

Many people will cast strange eyes when they pass by here, Pang Fei and Ji Ruxue don't care, just watch it if you like it, it won't affect Ji Ruxue's appetite at all.

"Whew, I'm finally full......"

"It's good to eat enough, boss, check out. ”

After paying the money, Ji Ruxue said again, "Pang Fei, can you send me back?" Maybe I figured out that I want to leave here tonight, so I can take it as fulfilling my last wish, okay?"

Pang Fei said, "You have a lot of requirements, I will do good deeds tonight, and I will not take an example." Also, you'd better think about what I told you just now. ”

"I know, I know. Ji Ruxue wanted to hold Pang Fei's arm, but he dodged away.

"You can send it, but you have to be behave and not have any intentions on me. ”

Ji Ruxue laughed out loud, "I thought, are you willing to give me a chance?"

This is not far from the hotel where Ji Ruxue lives, and the two of them just walked over.

At night, Rongcheng is less bustling and noisy during the day, more quiet and peaceful, and the colorful trees on the street also have a different style.

The road is too short, and it will come to an end before I can walk, Ji Ruxue said regretfully, "I should have lived farther away if I knew it, so that I could walk with you a little longer." ”

"Go back and rest, I'll see you in." Pang Fei said.

Ji Ruxue tilted her head and asked unwillingly, "Pang Fei, is it really impossible for the two of us?"

"Let's go back quickly. The words of rejection have been said too many times, and Pang Fei doesn't want to refuse in a cold way anymore.

Ji Ruxue shrugged helplessly, "I knew it would be like this." I'm thinking about what I'm going to do now......"