That is, when it is good, but it is pitiful, and when it is pitiful, I consciously go to the toilet like a normal person, although I don't close the door, but I also know that I go to the toilet.

On the contrary, most of the time it is mixed, as if there are toilets everywhere, and you can pull wherever you want, or even in your pants.

No one imagined how difficult it was for adults to clean up this excrement, and the feeling of wanting to cry without tears enveloped them.

Zhao Xiaozhen, who felt that she was about to collapse, lay on the bed and was a little cranky, but she was too tired, her eyelids drooped down, and finally fell asleep in a daze.

Suddenly, a strange scream came from Xinrong's room.

It makes people's nerves tense, different from Tong Youliang's reaction, he opened his eyes in a daze and fell asleep, and he felt annoyed, so he didn't wait for Zhao Xiaozhen's reaction, so he sent her to go quickly, go quickly, and then turn over and continue to sleep.

Zhao Xiaozhen has a kind of return to the previous situation of giving birth to a child and feeding in the middle of the night.

And now it is unknown whether he can't sleep all night, but it is obvious that Zhao Xiaozhen feels very tired and tired.

(1, bundle **person*)

I thought it was to clean up or sort out something, and tie things, because of the restraint belt, Zhao Xiaozhen is not used to how to use it, yesterday I used the rope at home to tie pigs to sell in the market, or the hemp rope that bundled firewood.

It's just that the hemp rope is naturally not as good as the bundle of pigs, and it seems to be a mixed plastic material, and the bundle is relatively not easy to break.

Accustomed to tying pigs, Mali's movements, as if it was not a person in front of her, but a pig at home, she quickly tied it together.

Originally, I persuaded a few words, but it actually felt that it didn't work, of course, if it could be easily explained, I'm afraid it would be a crazy group......

So, Zhao Xiaozhen sighed, remembered Lao Luo's instructions, and stuffed a strip of cloth in his mouth at will.

In this way, I am afraid of disturbing others, and secondly, I prevent the phenomenon that sometimes I am too emotional, and some patients will bite themselves.

Then for Xinrong, she had no choice but to persuade her, coax the baby aside, and lure her to the room with something, and she slept on the stool on the side, that is, a row of several stools, and slept with a pillow at will.

(2) Memories

In the past, Xu Yu would be like this, but it was the hotel's noon break, such an operation, a short rest.

The difference is that Zhao Xiaozhen doesn't know how many times she has made do with it casually.

Since Xinrong went home, it was dark at night, and it was inexplicably frequent.

I thought it was enough to toss, but now this Luo Xuan is here.

Zhao Xiaozhen still can't associate the behavior and state of this thin black woman with such an image with the thin black woman before, that is, three or four years ago.

Can't believe it's the same person.

She felt that even now it turned out that the thin black woman at the wedding was hired.

But she prefers to believe that the thin black woman at the wedding is what the real Luo Xuan will look like in a few years.

Although it is a fact, the woman in this house is, otherwise Lao Luo would not have gone to such great lengths to arrange this.

It's just that I still can't believe it in my heart, and I can't accept this fact.

The thin black woman in my memory doesn't seem to have this potential!

couldn't help but compare it in his heart, and suddenly felt that if he compared it like this, Ge Qiaoer would win.

It's like comparing the current with the ex.

Zhao Xiaozhen couldn't help but beat a drum in her heart again.

At this time, I was thinking about how well Ge Qiao'er was good, thinking about how to do it, getting it, being lazy, inactive, it was difficult to take care of myself, and it was difficult to understand people's words relatively, such a madman would take care of several times that of Ge Qiaoer, how many, or even dozens of times the care of Ge Qiaoer.

Just like being sick and missing the days when she wasn't sick even if she was bored, she now inexplicably misses the days when Ge Qiaoer was there.

It's a simple way to eat and drink.

How is Ge Qiaoer sometimes going to the kitchen, table, eating, sometimes room, and then after a while, Zhao Xiaozhen went to clean up, but now that she has changed her appearance, she generally needs to coax a crazy woman to eat depending on the situation.

didn't get food in time, she had a much more ruthless attack than Xinrong.

But Xinrong is sometimes fine as long as it is night and dark.

But she doesn't seem to be able to do well.

It has to be cleaned up with all kinds of troubles, no wonder there are adult diapers that are prepared!

Thinking about it, when I first saw something inexplicable, Zhao Xiaozhen still wondered, she is not a child, this looks so big, what use can it be!

Still thinking about what he can do.

When she left with Lao Luo, it seemed that she had to find a chance to carry her, but this dressing and taking off also depended on the situation, she felt big now, and it was estimated that even if it was ten days and a half months, she might not be able to take care of it thoroughly.

For most of the day, she felt unbearable and physically and mentally exhausted.

It doesn't feel like anything good.

Suddenly remembered the utensils inside, I have to have time to familiarize myself with it, understand it, inexplicably think of the mobile phone, when Tong Youliang found it, he was still happy, although Lao Luo said that it was used to shoot videos for them.

But no one is really going to feel at ease.

Tong Youliang saw that everything was lost, so hurry up and use it to see.

Naturally, others have deleted the traces of this and that, a bit like a second-hand phone, using the mobile phone that others are using, but no matter how much stronger it is than Zhao Xiaozhen's, I don't know how many times.

Tong Youliang doesn't care about this and that video.,It's the same as his.,Look through other things.,It's okay to use.,Just don't care.,Play with your phone by yourself.。

I played for half a day that night, and I put down my phone late.

These phenomena, if she had put them before, she would not have felt anything, but at this moment, Zhao Xiaozhen inexplicably felt that she was under a lot of pressure, so much.

They have to be taken care of both inside and outside the home, but they seem to be grateful except for the new concubine, forget about the others!

I feel tired inexplicably......

also suddenly remembered the disappearance of his second daughter, and didn't feel tearful on the pillow.

Life is so tiring, more tiring than imagined.

Seeing that tomorrow has to continue, I really hope that I will fall asleep and return to the original point.

She was the daughter-in-law she originally expected, at least well-behaved, virtuous, and not required to have a diploma or anything......

However, what kind of master is it to provoke now......

(3. Life)

The next day, Zhao Xiaozhen still woke up habitually, the sky was still bright, and her head was a little dizzy, Zhao Xiaozhen was very worried when she remembered something, and suddenly *sat up*, and felt a headache.

So I rested for a few minutes and got up again.

Then I began to break the door, clean up, circulate, and make breakfast naturally late, but there was only accusation, nothing else.

She felt tired, tired.

Naturally, there are also well-wishers from the neighbors next to them who persuade them, saying that if they refuse as soon as possible, and no matter how much money they have, don't toss like this, if you have money, you must have a life.

Zhao Xiaozhen thinks about it.

But she really needs money, she needs it, so she thinks about staying up and watching it again, and if she can stay up one day at a time, she will see it again.

(4) Contradictions.

And what made her feel helpless and hesitant the most, and she was even more determined to refuse this matter, and she didn't want this woman to be at home, because something touched her......

That thing is:

As usual with a baby, no, it should be more tired than the baby, tired I don't know how many times, and there is no sense of comparison, two people with problems, plus one "paralyzed".

Zhao Xiaozhen was already tired, and that day, I didn't know how.

She had just gone to get something to eat, and then she was ready to eat, and she was in a daze in the kitchen, thinking wildly.

After all, now I have unconsciously touched some rules, so the food is ready this morning, and she has to come alone, especially this crazy woman, Luo Xuan always has to prepare a few things to eat, some picky eaters, and I can't figure out my preferences, the same thing, sometimes it tastes good, sometimes it doesn't want to touch it.

There's no way, she still has to think about it, but no matter what, it's just a few green vegetables and radishes in the yard, etc., and it's nothing special, so in exchange for it, the preparation can't change any tricks.

The car that came, the vegetables dragged were too expensive, she didn't have much money now, she had to save some, otherwise she wouldn't be able to cook any day, so naturally she didn't buy much.

Here in the kitchen to prepare to eat, but there was a sudden noise, and then there was a strange roar, that Luo Xuan's voice, and soon it was the voice of Xinrong, followed by the sound of bright spots.

Tong Youliang naturally scolded and scolded.

Zhao Xiaozhen hurriedly ran over to take a look.

So, seeing that these two problems didn't know how to fight, Natong Youliang naturally protected Xinrong, so the situation was a little embarrassing.

Then in addition to the excrement everywhere on the ground, there were also all kinds of messy items, and Zhao Xiaozhen inadvertently stepped on the "golden" and felt a little like vomiting.

Zhao Xiaozhen persuaded and pulled, and finally arrived at the hall, for fear that others would see it, made fun of it, gossiped, closed the door, and turned on the light.

And then the gossip.

Naturally, when excited, the two can only yell and scream, and even feel that Xinrong is a little serious, and there are several "attacks" during the day, and in the past, as long as they were not deliberately provoked during the day, or did not go well, it was generally fine, mainly at night, and when it was dark.

Feeling that Xinrong was seriously ill, Zhao Xiaozhen didn't feel a little indescribable.

Secondly, nature is the main bright word.

After the sorting meeting, Zhao Xiaozhen understood what was going on.

(V, original)

It turns out that the reason is very simple, I don't know how, they each ate one person and one place, that is, two people, one on one side of the room and one on the other side of the room, but I don't know how, and I don't know who caused it first, anyway, the fact is that the two problematic disputes started.

It should be that Luo Xuan was dissatisfied with what she ate and wanted to taste the Xinrong food, because the two of them had a conflict at the door.

And next to the door is Xinrong's dining place.

As for this arrangement, why?

Because of Xinrong's position at the door, because Luo Xuan's big * small ** poop * is a little unable to take care of herself, she naturally arranges the location inside to eat.

There are also people who are afraid that Luo Xuan will suddenly run out, and it is natural to laugh when she runs out close to the door, Xinrong is fine during the day, and it doesn't matter much if she is close to the door.

But I didn't think that the two could quarrel and pull together like this, and naturally Xinrong's illness was stimulated again.

Looking at two manic people.

Zhao Xiaozhen felt that she couldn't let them stay together anymore, but even if the two of them had a room each, it probably wouldn't help, because they were all active, not the kind that couldn't move when locked up, they were all people, they were people.

Unless it is necessary, there is no way, Zhao Xiaozhen will not tie any of them.

In the past, Xinrong was rarely bundled, but this time both were bundled.

Sometimes Zhao Xiaozhen has a moment when she wants to be tied up, and she doesn't have to worry about anything, don't worry, and don't have to be thankless.

She suddenly felt a little envious of this crazy, this stupid person, to the fullest of herself, how good, how good.

There was also a moment when I felt that I was bound by this family, and I was even more breathless by Lao Luo's invisible hand......

At this time, Luo Xuan seems to have come and now, as if she has no impression of Xinrong, or what she thinks in her mind, there is no way to know.

So, Zhao Xiaozhen could only deal with it, and it was not good to say anything.

Tong Youliang saw this, helping his son, and then the picture was more difficult to mess up, and it was also very normal to protect the calf.

Zhao Xiaozhen didn't want to say anything, but when she finished, she collapsed on the ground and cried for a while, unable to help herself.

Tong Youliang continued to "fall asleep" without change, even if it was so difficult for Zhao Xiaozhen now, but after Luo Xuan came, Tong Youliang wanted to talk about changes, except for some more scolding, as well as irritability at home, stinky and rotten, not dealing with it in time and other idle things, from time to time he was anxious"

"Zhao Xiaozhen took a few clicks, and there was no other change.

Those who lie down continue to lie down, those who are tidy continue to be tidyed, and those who are noisy continue to be noisy......

Life has not changed because of Zhao Xiaozhen's dissatisfaction, and she has tried her best to change, but she has suffered more and more, counting the days, Luo Xuan has been here for less than a week, but she feels that it is too long, and the days are hopeless.

Zhao Xiaozhen dragged her tired body that day, and lay down on the three or four chairs that made do with sleeping and put them together in long strips, fluttering a little cotton wool, it was still hard, and it was not easy to turn over.

There are no large chairs with such a large backrest at home.

Naturally, it is not uncommon for you to fall asleep even carelessly.

If you fight like this, it's not long enough, and you can't sleep at all, even if you shrink.

Zhao Xiaozhen, who was tired this time and didn't want to think about anything, might as well fall asleep, fall down, and plop.

Before he had time to cry, he couldn't help himself, but because of the voice, the restlessness on both sides.

Then, Zhao Xiaozhen had to start repeating a little reassurance and dealing with ......

In the end, it was tossed, and at three or four o'clock in the morning, Zhao Xiaozhen was tired, but she didn't want to sleep.

(6. Reflections)

Because she didn't want to continue like this, and thinking like this, she was naturally tired, but her brain was still a little excited because of these special decisions, that is, she couldn't sleep.

Zhao Xiaozhen jumped with a new pop, repeatedly thinking about whether she really wanted to do this, and if so, what was the point?

But she didn't want to make her son's condition worse because of these cowers, and she was even more worried that she would not be able to take good care of herself in the future.

She is also old, and she has worked for a long time, but her body in her forties is like the inelasticity of the hands and feet of a person in her seventies and eighties, and there are many spots and wounds.