Chapter 135: Do You Have to Choose?
Li Xiaohag probably didn't expect Li Monan to ask such a question, and was stunned for a while, not knowing how to answer, and looked at Li Monan in a daze.
In the dark night, she saw Li Monan's eyes like a lake, glowing with a faint blue look.
After waiting for a long time, he didn't see Li Xiaohag answer, Li Monan knew that Li Xiaohag was struggling in his heart. In fact, he can know how difficult this question is for Li Xiaohag. Even in the depths of his heart, Li Monan could feel Li Xiaohag's choice, but that choice would make his heart hurt even more.
Li Monan saw Li Xiaohag open his mouth, and seemed to be about to say the answer.
He seemed to be afraid of hearing the answer again, and hurriedly stopped Li Xiaohao from continuing, "You don't have to tell me the answer now, when you really figure it out, tell me again, okay? Okay, I'm leaving." After speaking, Li Monan started the car and drove away.
Looking at Li Monan's car in the distance, Li Xiaohaze was stunned.
From Li Monan's words, she could hear that there must be something wrong between him and Huang Zijie, but what the problem would be was something she didn't know and couldn't guess.
Of course, I couldn't guess it, and Li Xiaohaze didn't think about it anymore. At this point, the only thing she wants to do is fade out of their world and away from their lives.
Li Xiaohaze walked slowly along the road, and soon saw a communication store. After walking into the store, Li Xiaohaze raised a faint smile and said to the clerk in the store, "Miss, I want to change the number!"
"Okay, these are all new numbers, you can choose one!" The waiter handed a piece of paper full of mobile phone numbers to Li Xiaoha's hand.
Li Xiaohaze didn't have much choice, and chose a number casually.
Watching the waiter change her mobile phone card, Li Xiaoha's thoughts began to slowly disperse, and the mobile phone card stored not only some people's numbers, but also her memories. And changing a card, for her, means a new start in life.
After coming out of the communication store, Li Xiaohaze took a deep breath, looked up at the starry sky, seemed to be facing the stars in the sky, and seemed to say to himself, "Xiaoha, forget the past, let's start all over again, come on!"
After moving to a new home, although all the furnishings were exactly the same as before, Li Xiaohag still slept very poorly throughout the night, and this was the third night.
Li Xiaoha's mind always hovered around the figures of Li Monan and Huang Zijie, as well as the conversation they had three days ago. Even as soon as Li Xiaohag closed his eyes, a scene would appear in front of him: Huang Zijie and Li Monan stood facing each other, both scooping a gun in their hands and pointing at each other.
In the dream, no matter how much she screamed, they never turned their faces to look at her. Each time, it rang out after a "snap" of a gunshot.
Every time she woke up, she was sweating profusely, and then she sat up from her bed, and then asked herself, if one day, there was a scene in the dream, which side would she be on? No, she didn't know, she really didn't know the answer.
Just like the day Li Monan asked her, she couldn't choose, so she really couldn't give him a definite answer. So she could only secretly pray that there would not be such a day. But there is a feeling in the dark that sooner or later this situation will be faced by her.
"Hey!" Li Xiaohao sighed lightly, telling herself not to think about Li Monan and Huang Zijie anymore, let's hurry up and think about work!
This is the third day she has moved to a new house, the third day she has changed her new number, and the third day she has been looking for a job. In the past few days, whenever she told her employer that she was two or three months pregnant, the promising company finally shook its head and rejected her.
At this time, Li Xiaohag really felt that it was difficult to find a job, and it was even more difficult for pregnant women to find a job. But she can't give up her job, let alone her children.
Tomorrow, she must find a job, whatever she does, as long as she can be given a job, a salary that can support herself and her baby.
Li Xiaohaze secretly made a "come on" gesture to himself.
In the morning, the sky was just dawning, and the dawn haze had already woken up from his sleep. On the one hand, because she is pregnant, and on the other hand, because of the new environment, here, she always sleeps very unsteadily.
Looking at the woman with a haggard face in the mirror, she really didn't look like the high-spirited self before. Li Xiaohaze decided to paint herself with light makeup today, then dress up fresher, and then go out to find a job.
In fact, after dressing up, she still looks radiant. After getting dressed, Li Xiaohaze stood in front of the shoe rack again, looking at the shoes that were a little worn out on the shoe rack, and then looked at the brand-new professional clothes on his body, and his eyebrows wrinkled slightly. But soon, her eyes fell on the shoebox that Lu Yinyue gave her.
Yes, there's a new pair of heels.
Standing in front of the mirror with her shoes on, looking at the refreshed woman in the mirror with new clothes and new high heels, she doesn't look like a pregnant mother. Li Xiaohaze decided, in order to find a job today, she decided not to tell the other party about her pregnancy.
After dressing up, Li Xiaohaze scooped up his bag and went out, but every time he walked, he always felt that his shoes were crooked and a little unstable, but when he scooped them down, he found that there was no problem.
When walking on the road, Li Xiaohaze almost fell down several times, but she didn't think much about it, just thought, maybe it was because of the new shoes, and she hadn't worn high heels for a long time, so she hadn't adapted to it for a while.
So along the way, she walked cautiously, for fear that she would fall down if she was not careful.
At noon, Li Xiaohao scooped up the newspaper and bread, found a place to sit down in the square, nibbled on dry bread, and looked at the job postings in the newspaper.
Throughout the morning, she had already visited several units, but those units were either full of personnel or temporarily closed for recruitment, and a few of them wanted to recruit, but they were only for men. Li Xiaohag really didn't expect that a job would be so difficult to find, so he had to buy a newspaper to see if there were any recruitments on it.
Sure enough, in a corner of the newspaper, she saw a job posting, which said "Urgently recruiting female salesperson", and there were no requirements, and more importantly, she saw that the store she was recruiting was in the mall in front of her.
Seeing such a recruitment information, Li Xiaohag couldn't mention how happy she was, as if she had already caught this job.
After quickly nibbling the bread in his hand, and even stuffing the crumbs that fell on his body into his mouth, Li Xiaohag stood up and patted the dust on his body, and strode towards the mall with confidence.
The so-called "there is nowhere to find the iron shoes, and it takes no effort to get it", Li Xiaohao didn't expect that this time would be so smooth, probably because the owner of the store is really in urgent need of recruiting salespeople. He didn't even ask her anything, just let her come to work the next day.
It's just that Li Xiaohaze faintly feels that she is a high-achieving journalism student, but she goes to sell shoes, and the salary is not high, so she doesn't know if she will be laughed at by her classmates when she says it, of course, she can't care so much at this time. For her, having a job is better than not having one!
After thanking the boss in every way, Li Xiaohag happily walked out of the mall. At this time, she wanted to share this exciting news with others. But when I opened my phone and flipped through it from beginning to end, I couldn't find a number that could be called. Of course, when she saw the mobile phone numbers of Huang Zijie and Li Monan, she also stayed for a while, but in the end, she could only smile bitterly at herself.
I also suddenly thought in my heart, after so many days, have they ever called her? Will they know that she has moved and changed her number? Will they be worried about her? Will they be anxious because they can't find her? When she thought of this, she was a little expecting that they would go to her, but then she laughed at herself that she was too mediocre and disturbed, who was she, nothing more than a passer-by in her life, a soy sauce player.
I'm afraid that they have really forgotten about her.
Li Xiaohag's original excited mood slowly disappeared after such thoughts, and Dai Yu had a melancholy on his face. When I walked out of the mall, my mind was even more foggy.
Walking out of the mall, about to go down a large flight of stairs, Li Xiaohaze didn't pay much attention to the surroundings, and even forgot about the problem of shoes before, just like that, he walked down the stairs in a daze.
Suddenly, Li Xiaohag felt that the shoe was falling to the side, and the other foot was just lifted, and at this time, the whole person lost his balance and fell straight forward, about to fall to the ground.
Li Xiaohaze exclaimed, "My child!" I thought even more in my heart, it's over, this time the child will definitely be gone. She even decided to close her eyes and face death as if she were at home.
But just as she was about to fall, she felt a pair of strong arms hold her firmly.
The warmth that came from her arms gave her a particularly stable sense of security, as if no matter what happened, as long as she had these arms by her side, she was not afraid of anything.
Li Xiaohaze opened his eyes slightly, raised his head, and just wanted to say gratitude, he met a pair of familiar eyes.
In this case, she actually met him again.
Is it really like what you are destined to do, what you can't avoid will always have to be faced.
Huang Zijie's face was still a calm smile, probably only in front of Li Xiaoha, he could show such a smile! Helping Li Xiaohao to stand up, he didn't speak, just looked at her and smiled.
Looking at his smile, Li Xiaohaze seemed to feel like he was back to when he first met.