Halfway through March, I have become familiar with everything at work from the beginning to now, although I still feel that I haven't learned anything, but some basic operations are still clearer.

Life has also slowly changed a lot, before at home was not restrained, always late at night, always late at night, always late during the day.

Now, I go to bed on time at night, and occasionally wake up late in the morning, but eight hours a day should be there.

But last night, I couldn't sleep when I came back from the bathroom at four o'clock in the morning, and it seemed that I couldn't drink water when I went to bed at night.

In terms of experience, I counted all my money today, and then sadly found that I couldn't make ends meet.

The rent in March has to be paid recently, and the transportation expenses, and now I run the store, and the transportation expenses are indispensable. Water and electricity bills, my own food expenses, although I eat very economically, but at least a month is a lot, Huabei has no money in February and piles up to March, and I don't know how to spend it in early April.

Now no one owes me money, on the contrary, I still owe my sister 2,000 younger, and now the work has just begun, I don't know when the salary will be paid, I don't want to tell my parents about the money, I'm afraid to worry.

Now it's really time to run out of water, so I'll borrow some with my sister next month for the time being, and it should be better if I get through April.

Now the most important thing is to open up sources and reduce expenditure, tighten the belt, and stock up a lot of food at home before, and rely on them to solve the problem of food after that.

I feel that this work is too tiring now, so I will take stock of the other goods in the store today and go downstairs to pull some goods tomorrow.

I'm not here to pull the inventory, there happened to be a thing in the group this afternoon, I don't understand, ask my responsible person, ask twice and then ask him annoying, I first came into contact with these, no one taught it, even if it didn't answer, even if the answer was not the donkey's lips to the horse's mouth, this is not counted, the efficiency is not high at all, it can be solved quickly, it is grinding there, such as yesterday let the finalized live broadcast time, today I asked the person responsible here about 4 times, obviously look at the things that can be solved, I have to delay until the evening back to me, I haven't given me an accurate time when I can, I really am, the most hated when to do things grinding chirp, You're done early, and you don't know what you're rubbing.

There is also the afternoon to let the inventory of other counter things, at that time was worried about how to return the information in the group, in the side of the anxious for a long time, or gave me a lot of sheets, I had an urge to tear those papers, a thought, forget it, really, the temper in the past two years is really a lot gentler, I finally obediently inventory, and then I went to eat when I was hungry at five o'clock, and I was getting after eating.

I really don't treat myself badly now. Eat when I'm hungry, buy whatever I want, although I have to open up sources and reduce expenditure, but on a certain basis, I can still maintain the status quo.

It's just true, the efficiency is too poor to be motivated. Tomorrow off, I decided to turn off the phone, I don't want to answer the phone, I don't want to look at the phone.

I don't want to mess around, I just want to do what I want to do at home, listen to music, read books, and enjoy my days off.

Then in the evening, when my sister gets off work, I go to eat something delicious with my sister. Regardless of its forms, its sales, its KPIs, its meetings, its events, I really don't want to look at my phone for a day.