Xie Xi smiled miserably and said to Xu Suining: "When he was a child, he secretly called me several times, saying that he was not doing well, and that he wanted to see me. I think he has Chen Zechu's father, who has no worries about food and drink in this life, and it is not an exaggeration to say that he calls for wind and rain. So every time, I rejected him......"

As she spoke, she felt that even her breathing was a little bitter. "I'm wondering, in fact, is he really wronged every time, just like this time?"

Xie Xi asked herself, if she had known that Chen Lu was really not doing well, would she still ignore Chen Lu?

No, it won't.

No, it won't. Xie Xi thought.

If she had known, she would not have ignored him.

Xie Xi didn't care about Chen Lu, because he felt that following him, Chen Lu's material conditions were not guaranteed, and he was afraid that Chen Zechu would marry another person and give something that belonged to Chen Lu to others. She categorically did not accept what originally belonged to Chen Lu. into the hands of other women.

Since she didn't intend for him to follow her, she couldn't get close to Chen Lu, a child who was too dependent on her mother and lost her mother. It will be more painful than having no mother in the first place. That's why she ruthlessly cut off her kindness to Chen Lu. Only the more indifferent she is, the less Chen Lu cares about her.

It's just that this indifference pretends to be too much, and the mother-son relationship is ossified and can't be eased. In addition, Xie Xi hated Chen Zechu very much, and his health was not good, so in front of him, he refused to show any liking for Chen Lu.

Xu Suining listened to Xie Xi's words and wanted to say something, but he couldn't.

Chen Lu was the first to contact her, did he already distrust this maternal love. Or rather. put all the thirst for love on her.

……

Chen Lu came back after more than ten minutes.

He was accompanied by the dean.

Xu Suining and Xie Xi didn't speak, and neither did Chen Lu, only the dean asked him to sit down and treat his wounds.

The entire office was so quiet that even a single needle could be heard dropping, except for the faint sound of various medicine canisters hitting the tabletop.

"Although Ms. Fu is young, she will have organ failure, which is also something that everyone did not expect. What's more, it's just a failed operation, not a surgical error, not your problem. The dean patted him on the shoulder seriously, "Many patients' families can't accept this situation, after all, they are also losing their love, and we need to understand each other." “

Chen Lu nodded, "Hmm".

"Dr. Chen, you are very young and very professional, and a failure of an operation does not mean anything. After all, no one can guarantee the outcome of the surgery. Yes, surgery is risky. The dean said. "You are calm and calm, take a vacation tomorrow. “

Chen Lu said: "Thank you, Dean. “

Before leaving, the dean nodded at Xie Xi.

However, after the dean left, the room was quiet again.

Xie Xi looked at the injury on Chen Lu's face. At one point, he almost cried, and finally bit his lip and turned his head away.

Xu Suining also looked at Chen Lu worriedly.

A few minutes later, Chen Lu calmly explained: "A mother who had just given birth to a one-month child was diagnosed with acute purulent mastitis, and her husband approached me and wanted me to operate on her, but I did not refuse. Then, two days after the operation, he unexpectedly developed organ failure and passed away. “

Xu Suining and Xie Xi didn't say a word.

"That's the way it is. Chen Luyun said lightly, "The proportion of surgeons encountering medical troubles is not small, a little skin trauma, don't worry, he didn't expect that his wife, who was alive and kicking two days ago, would pass away." I understand him, and no one can accept it. “

After he finished speaking, he glanced in the direction of the absent-minded door and said, "It's okay." I'll send you back. “

Xie Xi opened his mouth, glanced at Xu Suining, and said nothing.

Chen Lu first drove the car back to Chen's house, Xie Xi didn't say anything all the way, and only when he got out of the car did he say hoarsely: "Ah Lu, mom has only one son in this life." “

"Hmm. After a long time, Chen Lu answered without a word.

Xu Suining saw Xie Xi's lips trembling, and his back after getting out of the car looked a little shrunken, and he raised his hand repeatedly all the way back, whether he was wiping his tears.

Chen Lu quickly started the car again, and chatted with Xu Suining as usual.

"Chen Lu, are you okay?"

Chen Lufeng said lightly: "It's not impossible at all, it's still affected to some extent." “

"Is it really just the extent to which it was affected?" Xu Suining asked more.

Chen Lu paused slightly, looked back at her and said lightly, "Are you concerned about me?"

"Can't you?" Xu Suining curled the corners of his mouth and said, "I still want to hug you." “

Chen Lu looked at her thoughtfully for a while and said, "I will charge for hugging me." “

"you. Xu Suining took the initiative to unbuckle his seat belt and threw himself into his arms. Chen Lu took it generously.

The two hugged silently for a while.

"Chen Lu, don't hide it from me, you can tell me anything, don't hold it in your heart. You can trust me. Xu Suining whispered.

Chen Lu was silent.

"If you don't want to. When I didn't say. As she spoke, she stepped back.

He pulled her back into his arms and said with a smile: "There was no problem in the first place, but if you ask like this, I won't be sure." “

"Then do you want to stay today?" Xu Suining said with some hesitation.

Chen Lu paused, then rubbed his eyebrows and said, "No need." I'm going to have to calm down tonight. You go back and get some rest, don't worry too much about me. “

Xu Suining didn't say anything more.

Early the next morning, Chen Lu sent her an early message.

He still went to the hospital and said that a patient came for a follow-up examination today. has already finished registering on the Internet, and it is inconvenient for people to change the time.

Xu Suining sent him a message, but he didn't reply.

Xie Xi also looked for her and asked her to do this time. Care more about Chen Lu.

Xu Suining went to the hospital to pick up Chen Lu after getting off work, and when he walked to the door, he froze.

The man who made trouble yesterday was on his knees. There is a card hanging on his body: Unscrupulous doctor Chen Lu, killed my wife.

People passing by all looked up and judged.

Xu Suining only felt that her whole person was overwhelmed. She walked forward quickly, trying to pull the man away, trying to break the man into pieces, she hated people who turned black and white upside down like this.

It's just that he was quickly taken away by the security guards.

Xu Suining's footsteps stopped. I heard the security guard next to him say impatiently: "I knelt down in the morning, persuaded to go back, and came again in the evening." I don't know if Dr. Chan's mood will be affected when he sees it in the morning. “

"It must have been affected, Dr. Chen was in the hall in the morning, standing for a long, long time before he lifted his feet and went upstairs. “

When Xu Suining heard this, he couldn't move for a moment.

She couldn't imagine what kind of mood Chen Lu felt when she saw this sign.