Chapter 16 The Patient
is obviously a good intention, and it obviously looks like a positive image, but when these words came out of Lu Yan's mouth, Xu Jiannan could always hear some different "feelings". Those harsh words are jumping into my head one by one.
The first thing Xu Jianan couldn't help but retort was: "Why do you say that I have poor survival ability......?
"Whatever the reason, the person standing on the street like a stray cat in the rain is you. No, stray cats know to find a place to shelter from the rain. Lu Yan interrupted her unceremoniously.
"You!" Although he was very angry, he took the bag of medicine in his hand, looked at Lu Yan's soaked clothes, and thought that he couldn't take revenge, so he swallowed this breath as much as he could, and didn't say anything more.
Lu Yan glanced at her from the rearview mirror again, then started the car, and said lightly: "You don't have to have any psychological burden, and you don't have to feel that you owe favors, I just don't want no one to know what happened to you in my house." After speaking, the car broke through the rain curtain and sped towards the place where Xu Jianan lived.
Even if you don't get sick from the rain, you'll probably be pissed off by this damn man. Xu Jiannan endured it patiently, and kept looking out the window, wondering how long it would take to get home.
Lu Yan drove the car downstairs, and then asked, "Will I send you up?"
"No!" Xu Jiannan didn't think about it, and decisively refused! Then he felt that his attitude was not appropriate, so he stiffly added: "Today...... Thank you, then I'll go first, you drive and pay attention to safety. ”
After speaking, Xu Jiannan was ready to get out of the car. But Lu Yan suddenly said again: "I have a patient with mental illness, are you interested?"
"What?" As soon as he heard the word psychology, Xu Jianan concentrated all his attention as if he was sick, and his hand that was about to open the car door stopped.
Lu Yan looked at Xu Jiannan from the rearview mirror and said, "I know a person who used to be a fighter. Three years ago, he experienced some not-so-good things and has been recuperating at home since then. I thought he was nothing abnormal, but his memory was getting worse and worse, and his amnesia seemed to erase all of his past. I have also been to many hospitals for examinations, but they all said that there is no disease in his brain. And that's not even the worst of it, in good health, he is now paralyzed. I think you should have an understanding of this condition. ”
Xu Jiannan thought for a moment and replied seriously: "I didn't see the patient himself, so I can't conclude lightly, but if you are sure that he has no problems with his physical functions, then it cannot be ruled out that it is paralysis caused by psychological factors." I just treated a patient who was normal but had no sensation in her hand. ”
"Oh, so you can be confident that you can see this particular patient. Lu Yan's tone always inadvertently revealed a kind of arrogance that made Xu Jiannan uncomfortable.
"I'm not going to say what I'm confident to do, and if that patient is really psychological, then you should take him to the doctor in time. Perhaps, there is still a possibility for him to recover. Xu Jiannan replied.
"Okay, I'll find a time and arrange for him to come to you. ”
"Hmm...... Then I'm gone. ”
"Don't forget to take your medicine. The words of advice can be said indifferently, Xu Jianan thinks that the person who is really psychologically sick is probably Lu Yan.
got out of the car and ran into the building, Xu Jiannan breathed a sigh of relief and completely relaxed himself. Coming into contact with Lu Yan always makes her nervous and unconsciously nervous. That person's aura is really depressing, if he can, Xu Jiannan really hopes not to have any contact with him again.
When I entered the house, a feeling of exhaustion swept over me. Xu Jiannan took a shower and washed his clothes, and finally heated the water dispenser and made himself a cup of hot water.
Squinted at the medicine on the table, rubbed her nose, which was already uncomfortable, and reminded her with a groggy head that now is not the time to have the backbone to save face, and she still has to take the medicine.
After taking the medicine, sleepiness gradually occupied her already somewhat sober mind. This rain is really uncomfortable.
Fortunately, with the prevention of medicine, when Xu Jiannan woke up the next day, his body temperature was normal, and his mind was much clearer, but his throat was a little sore and his nasal voice was a little heavy.
After taking medicine before going out, Xu Jiannan went to work as always. The weather has long since cleared, and the sunny day after the rain has a warm and sunny day that is different from the usual day.
Standing in front of the window of his office, Xu Jiannan remembered the patient Lu Yan mentioned yesterday. If nothing else, his paralysis is equivalent to an upgraded version of He Jie's numbness in her left hand, which can be regarded as a kind of ecstasy. However, the more severe and obvious the symptoms, the greater the psychological trauma and the greater the difficulty of treatment.
For example, the gains and losses of private emotions are not comparable to the end of natural and man-made disasters. If you ask someone who has lost a parent or a loved one to talk about their grief with someone who has lived through the apocalypse, the latter will probably scoff and even laugh.
Different degrees of injury can cause psychological trauma with different effects. The person Lu Yan said must be a more serious situation.
Since listening to Lu Yan talk about this incident that night, for two or three days in a row, Xu Jiannan would always think of the paralyzed person. It's just that Lu Yan hasn't had any news, and gradually, Xu Jiannan has begun to feel that it was just a whim when he talked about it that day.
But on this day, after Xu Jiannan consulted the third patient, the nurse who guided her informed her that a patient was named to come to her, and at the same time said that this person was sent by someone in a wheelchair.
Hearing this, Xu Jiannan suddenly became energetic, and he couldn't care about his tired state, so he hurriedly asked the nurse to bring someone in.
Walking into the office were two men in their thirties. The man pushing the wheelchair was not tall, dark-skinned, and had a loyal face. The man in the wheelchair can feel dignified at first glance. Even if he is in a wheelchair, he still holds his chest up and his posture is upright.
Seeing Xu Jianan, the man in the wheelchair took the lead and asked politely, "Hello, you are Dr. Xu." ”
"Yes, hello, I'm Xu Jianan. ”
The man in the wheelchair turned back and said a few words to the other, and the man nodded and left. Before going out, he smiled honestly and folded his hands to Xu Jiannan to say "thank you".
Turning the wheelchair to the desk, the man said, "Doctor Xu, I'm Fan Dong, and it was Lawyer Lu who introduced me to you here." ”
Xu Jiannan thought that he was Lu Yan's close friend, so Lu Yan cared so much about his situation. But judging from Fan Dong's address to Lu Yan, they don't seem to have a deep relationship.
Aside from Lu Yan, Xu Jiannan said to Fan Dong: "That's the case, he didn't tell me about your situation in detail, and I know almost nothing about your experience and condition. Would you like to talk to me first? Once we get to know each other, we'll talk about the condition. ”
Fan Dong smiled heartily: "No problem." Since I am here, of course, I have to fully cooperate with the doctor. Lawyer Lu may not have much more information about my situation than you, and it is natural that he did not introduce him. I'm not just a related person in the case he once defended, and my matter was also mentioned to him by chance on the road. Lawyer Lu is a good person, I didn't expect that he would take this matter to heart and help me find a psychiatrist like you. ”
Xu Jianan was a little surprised in his heart, this Lu Yan and Fan Dong ...... It doesn't seem like he's even a friend? So Lu Yan's purpose in doing this is simply to do good deeds and help others? No, Xu Jiannan decisively gave up this idea. Because no matter how Lu Yan looks at it, he doesn't look like a person who is enthusiastic about learning Lei Feng from the ancient way.
Retracting his thoughts, Xu Jiannan smiled awkwardly and said, "It's okay, what comes out of other people's mouths may not be able to fully express your true experience." Saying it yourself is the closest to the situation. Lu Yan said, you are a warrior and a hero. There must have been a lot of deeds before, right?"
Xu Jiannan asked this, not worried about the embarrassment caused by asking a "deserter". Because it can be seen from Fan Dong's demeanor and sitting posture that he has a proud and proud attitude towards his identity. Such a person, even if he is not a big hero, will definitely not make a big mistake.
Sure enough, Fan Dong smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "I have almost forgotten the past." I can't talk about heroes, but I'm proud to be a warrior. ”
"That's nature. However, you must not want to forget the memories of those glorious years, right? When did you start to forget? What do you remember and what have you forgotten?"
Fan Dong thought for a moment and said, "Actually...... I sometimes feel like I'm just not in my right mind. Because I haven't really forgotten anything, but when someone asks me about my past life, I can't remember it at all. Once, when my comrade-in-arms told me about the fact that we used to keep vigil together when the snow was covering the mountains, I listened to him and was completely unimpressed. ”
Xu Jiannan listened to Fan Dong's story, and at the same time began to analyze his situation in his heart. This kind of forgetting is complicated, and he behaves and behaves like a normal person, and he is completely able to communicate normally. He remembered his identity, remembered his comrades-in-arms, and remembered how he met Lu Yan. But it was as if there was an unfixed eraser in his mind, moving randomly, and he might be able to erase any piece of memory. If this goes on for a long time, one day, he will forget his pride, what his name is, what his life has been like for the past few decades. At that time, even if you try to psychotherapy him, the chances of success are very low.