But obviously I said a few things:

In this "Choice", I thought about it and wrote it after thinking about it for a long time:

What does it mean!:

First, tell the flow of the year that his current choice is also the meaning of appreciation and affirmation.

Second, tell the flow of the year, we all want to be perfect in this and that, work or life, but in fact, the answers we submit are not all qualified or satisfied.

Third, tell Liu Nian that I want to go down with him.

And Xu Yu's third point, which is also the key point he wants to say the most, is it a reply if he doesn't reply, in fact, he has already told himself that he has denied everything.

He doesn't appreciate it, he doesn't care about my proposal, he works together to do better, he doesn't answer, in fact, he just tells himself that he doesn't want to, he doesn't want to go together!

Don't want to go along?

Reluctant to go together!

Unwilling, just unwilling to order, Xu Yu thought about it and asked himself.

But what does that sometimes come back confession, Xu Yu has a headache.

I don't know.

"Forget it, forget it, let's do a good job and do our own things now!"

Xu Yu once persuaded himself as before.

Xu Yu looked into the distance, as if that scene, the room in his mind was immediately in front of him.

In Xu Yu's mind, there is a place, which is the big hotel in "Food" Carving", in an alley nearby, the house of the place where he once lived.

Suddenly, Xu Yu felt that the room was getting farther and farther away from him, as if the room was flying away by itself, and it left his eyes with wings.

He's now just like that Xiaomei said, and he's transferred the store!

How can you live here!

I just remembered that I thought that one day I might have a chance, how one day, maybe I went there to see the passing year, "chance encounter" or really might taste his delicious dishes that a colleague said before.

It's just that the colleague didn't know, maybe he didn't notice or deliberately said it, but Xu Yu was a little careful at that time anyway?

I deliberately said it to myself, and the explanation for the year.

Words of compliment.

His food is delicious!

Saying this to yourself, is it really unintentional and casual?

Did you say it in passing?

Or invite yourself to accompany you to take the ironing and laundry, passing by the residence of the year.

Is it all a small probability of coincidence or deliberate?

Xu Yu even thought about it later, could it be that Liu Nian wanted to let himself know something, so that the colleague pretended to take the ironing and washing clothes, passed by his house, and said a few words for him, which was an arrangement!

And then to take the ironing of clothes, just an excuse, mainly to know his residence, and to give him the impression of a good point to establish or deepen?

……

Xu Yu didn't know the answer, and there was no way to know everything.

It's just that maybe this is love, which will inadvertently always amplify the words and deeds of all the people or things related to him, especially when it comes to his good words, it always feels as if there is some kind of purpose, and all normal simple words and deeds seem to be given other meanings because they like someone.

You may even feel that your colleagues who say they are good are actually helpful, or that they are being instructed by someone (someone you like).

Or those bad remarks about him, even if they are not used to it, and want to separate themselves and him!

……

It's love, it always seems to give too much meaning.

It's always as if the world is himself and him, except for family and strangers, the others are two factions.

A colleague who says he is good is not intended to be a faction that approves of his association with him.

The colleague who said he was bad was the one who opposed it.

It seems that everything has become simplistic and yet complicated.

Xu Yu knows that all the good and bad are nothing more than those who like someone, and they are looking for evidence that someone loves them, even if those bad remarks are jealous of themselves and him.

Like a person as if the world is just a supporting role except for himself and him, even if his family is just a supporting role, other colleagues and strangers are ignored, they all skip the picture, only themselves and him, and the temperature and warmth.

Amplifying the good of the other person, ignoring the bad, and magnifying the words or actions of the other person to himself, all feelings may be evidence of intimacy and love.

That's what cares, so over-reading all the things that are said about him.

Also over-interpret all the memories about him.

It's as if everything happened yesterday and just happened, because I care, so even if the facts are not right, reason tells me that this is the wrong direction, and it still seems that I can't see those "×", and even turn all the "×" into "√".

Is dopamine at work, or is he living in his own dream, just like Xu Meng now, in the end, it's still love, and it's sweet, Xu Yu doesn't know why, and suddenly he finds that he seems to be a little envious!

"I'm envious?"

Xu Yu asked herself.

"Didn't I see her sadness in the future, and I turned a blind eye!"

"Do I want to do this in the future!?"

"What do I have to envy!"

"No, no, no!"

Xu Yu told herself, no, just now, just those were just casually talking, talking, even if the long-lost dopamine is no longer emotional, it still runs out to blaspheme himself, hehe!

Nothing, what can there be!

No.

After watching Xu Meng walk for a few minutes inexplicably, he exited the SMS page and looked at the screen on May 19, 2008.

It was 5.15 on the day Xu Tianming went to find Xu Meng, and it was 5.17 when he dragged him back, and today is only the third day.

But Xu Yu knew that in fact, he first looked at the time of a few tenths of a second, and in fact, he was calculating in his heart the time when he resigned and left the hotel, to the time when he changed the store in the past year, to the present.

It's been more than a year, and the goodbye to the past after resigning is really goodbye.

But those memories are as clear as yesterday.

I don't know what he thinks of himself, or if he thinks of himself, or if he thinks of all the memories that he feels are memorable, but in fact, the memories of the passing years have faded, or they have become sour, and I don't know.

For more than a year, Xu Yu didn't want to convert those hours, minutes or even seconds, that seemed to mean something, she wanted to follow her heart, just let her thoughts flow and drift away.

After more than a year, what will happen, what will be encountered, everything is too blank, and the more time passes, it seems that it becomes more difficult to speak.

I don't know what to say, I don't know where to start, and I don't know how to tell it?

Of course, I don't know and I'm afraid that I will hear or not hear, and I will be confused again about the answer I want.

People may be like this, and I hope that the hot heart is not so strong.

Why do it!

I still seem to lack the courage and motivation to condole, and I am more prepared to take responsibility.

It's better to be like this!

That's fine now.

It's just that the mind remembers something tangled up from time to time.

Xu Meng has only been back for three days, but he has thought of the passing year several times, maybe Xu Meng evokes his inner memory and a certain hope is hope.

Three days, but time seems to be very slow, very slow, maybe Xu Yu is a little anxious! Too worried.

Xu Yu turned off the phone screen.

Stopped Xu Meng: "You...... Let's go over there!"