Chapter 340: Reduce contact later
She felt distressed at first, and then asked: "Why, why do you feel unworthy, but you are a little prince in Mommy's heart, Mommy thinks you are very brave, you can protect your sister." Mommy is also very kind, because you are very good to your sister, and you will take care of your sister in the hospital, so Mommy thinks you are very good. ”
Although I don't know what Hanyu thinks of herself in her heart, Sang Nancy feels like this, and she thinks that Hanyu is really a very beautiful little guy.
"Because ......" Hanyu said two words, pausing as if choked.
Then he continued to speak: "Because I can't protect my mother, and I can't protect my little sister, my sister is injured, I didn't take care of her, and Mommy, you are so busy with work, I can't help." ”
It's actually because of this incident......
Sannancy's heart seemed to be bound by an iron chain, one end of which was fiercely tied to his heart, and the other end was held in the hand of a man.
From time to time, I pull hard, and my heart contracts violently because of the force, and the pain is rapid and intense, which starts from the heart and spreads to the whole body, and the pain is endless.
She also began to choke, not accepting the discomfort of her own control, such a small child, one person has endured so much.
I don't blame him, I really don't blame him, I don't blame him for not being able to accept it......
blame the world, ruthlessly gave him this series of blows.
Sang Nancy suppressed the emotions tumbling in her heart, and she said with difficulty: "It's not like this, Hanyu is obedient, you are not to blame for this." It's not that you don't deserve it, but you haven't had time yet, you haven't had time to grow up. When you grow up, you can become a prince, protect your sister, and protect your mommy. ”
Hanyu's gaze was blank, and it fell on Sanancy's face in confusion, as if he couldn't believe that what Sannancy said was true.
Hanyu: "But I just didn't protect you, my mother also left me, my sister was in the hospital, and I was alone with Uncle Lu, and no one was with me." ”
The breath he exhaled became weaker and lighter, and it gave people the feeling of more and more sadness, like that feeling of suffocation.
Sanancy: "Mommy's fault, Mommy will accompany you well in the future." ”
She was stunned for a long time before she said such a sentence, and she didn't even dare to mention half a word in this sentence, for fear that Hanyu would fall deeper and deeper into her emotions and become more unable to get out.
Hearing Sanancy's words, Hanyu's world seemed to have a light that turned into two huge hands, tearing open the black curtain that shrouded his heart.
"Tear and pull" sound......
A tiny crack opened in his world, and a few rays of light came through the crack, bringing a little light to his black world.
That light flashed out of Hanyu's eyes, as if he had regained hope for the world.
The sunlight outside the window was very dazzling, and from a distance of several meters, Hanyu's eyes were shining brightly.
Hanyu: "Really? Mommy, is what you said true?" Will you really be with me, and for how long?"
This child is so insecure, otherwise he would not be surprised by Sannancy's words, feel antique, and feel that tomorrow may be beautiful too.
Sanancy nodded firmly, hugged Hanyu tightly, and responded to him with her own strength to give him an answer.
Her head rested on Hanyu's thin shoulder, her chin resting on his right shoulder, "Hanyu obediently, you believe me, I will always be with you, happy with you, sad with you, and play with you, as long as I have time." ”
Sannancy paused for a moment at this point, and Hanyu moved in her arms, as if using a gesture to ask Sannancy why she didn't continue.
Hanyu struggled in her arms for a while, and then Sang Nancy spoke again: "Hanyu, if you are unhappy in the future, don't hide your thoughts, say it generously, share it with your mother, share it with Uncle Lu, we can all help you solve the problem." ”
She had seen many children with personality defects in the orphanage before, who had low self-esteem, did not like to talk, and were introverted.
Many children have certain personality defects because of family reasons or because they have been stimulated.
They are not happy, just like Hanyu, but they can find friends in the welfare home who are very similar to their own personalities.
Healers with complementary personalities can also be found, unlike Hanyu, who are locked in a big house all day long, with no one to communicate with, no one to communicate.
It's just that a person is immersed in his own world, whether sad or sad, and no one tells him.
I can only fall deeper and deeper into my own emotions by myself.
Sadness is sad to an extreme, and sadness is also sad to an extreme.
There was no one to enlighten him, no one to accompany him, only trauma in his heart, only hurt.
This led to Hanyu's sadness, his loneliness, and his disability to talk.
After lunch, Sannancy and Hannel play with Lego bricks.
She found Hanyu's thinking to be unique and thoughtful.
Many small buildings that she couldn't make could be completed by Hannyu alone.
And the degree of completion is extremely high.
"Hanyu is so smart, I have to be more confident in the future. ”
Sang Nancy felt Hannyu's cleverness, and her desperate hope was to make Hannyu get better soon.
The two of them played like this for an afternoon, and Lu Chengyu sat on the sofa for an afternoon.
He didn't go to work, and from time to time he looked at Sannancy and Hanyu to see how much the two of them had accomplished and how many toys they had put together.
Originally, Lu Chengyu's existence, Sang Nancy still felt a little uncomfortable, and after playing with Hanyu for a long time, he didn't think it was anything.
Since he likes to watch it, let him watch it, she has a lot of meat.
At about five o'clock in the afternoon, Sang Nancy explained the reason to Lu Chengyu and wanted to go out to eat.
Lu Chengyu didn't say anything, but simply asked if he wanted to send it, Sang Nancy smiled and shook his head, if he let him send it outside, I'm afraid it will really cause a lot of disputes.
She found the car he gave her in Lu Chengyu's garage alone, started it directly, and the car was like an arrow off the string, and it flew away directly.
When I arrived at the Gu Group, it was only an hour.
Sang Nancy came to solve some things, she already knew that the person who called her today was Gu Yize, and the matter of perfume work was also coming to an end.
It is necessary to make it clear to Gu Yize, and then reduce the contact.