Chapter 032: Take the initiative

"How is it different?" Father Shi thought for a moment, "Isn't it just the same?

Father Zhuang smiled, but said with a little sadness, "We have no choice, we don't have to choose, but you are different, you have a lot of choices, just choose a simple path?"

The two of them laughed, didn't say anything for a while, and made an appointment to walk together, walking to the edge of a restaurant.

It's just that Zhuang's father obviously feels that there is a gap between the two, and this gap is even more different from the simplicity of each other's work at the beginning, the class at that time was the same, but it was nothing, and now, how do you feel that the other party is mixed up like a person, but he is not so good.

Father Zhuang silently compared each other's clothes, and always felt that there was a difference in the same section.

So the father Zhuang insisted on paying the bill that time, but when he checked out the bill, the father Zhuang was a little weak-hearted.

Father Shi obviously felt something, and said, "Originally, I invited you to eat, but I said okay, of course I paid for it...... There's a chance, there's a chance!"

Although they smiled and laughed at each other, they didn't feel good in their hearts.

At the same time, talk about personal situations, etc.

I don't think I'm talking about my own children, and I don't know who thinks, "This is just right, boys, girls, why don't you have a kiss!?"

Talking about each other, they also pounced on each other, and then there was a chance for each other to have a little positive contact with each other.

Originally, they were still a little embarrassed, but the adults pulled the strings, and the two children couldn't help but talk a little restrained.

When they parted and went home, they left each other's contact information.

As for this family matter, in fact, Zhuang's father is not very relieved, and he feels a little like he is climbing.

I just didn't say anything about it.

And Dad Shi didn't worry too much about this family matter, after all, it all depends on fate, and Dad Shi believes in fate, so he follows the children.

He doesn't interfere with the child's thoughts very much, and he can be regarded as a comparative.

Life went on like this, and then unconsciously, Zhuang Ya continued to go to school, as well as to contact the stone.

And then what about relationships?

Belong to that kind of tepid feeling.,Stone is more muna.,Not in a class.,There's less intersection.,And then there's less contact.,Occasional information.,It's not next to what you*what*,Weather,Family,Casual greetings.。

There is a little distance between each other, and it looks good, but everything has changed in Zhuang Ya's life after the beginning of the cold.

It's no longer the kind where you need to look at the situation and have to greet each other.

You don't have to care about what your parents say to be reserved, and sometimes you have to take the initiative to care about that degree.

Because Zhuang Ya doesn't know how to deal with these relationships, she naturally feels annoyed sometimes

And there are some things she is embarrassed to ask, about how to plan, and whether she loves or not, whether she likes it or not, so the stone doesn't say anything, and it seems that she has nested in her heart like this.

What does the stone think specifically, and then I think that I probably like it, but I am not good at expressing it, which means that two people don't know how to take the initiative, and the relationship is always a little frozen.

So much so that sometimes the stone didn't send a message, for a few days, a message came inexplicably, Zhuang Ya would be stunned, wondering if it was the same as sending the wrong one.

And then how to say this kind of relationship, it seems to be a friend, but more than a friend, it is said to be a lover, but it is less.

In fact, at that time, neither of them said that the other party was their boyfriend or girlfriend, so don't talk about each other, they themselves are not very clear.

And if either party has no other involvement, it's okay, maybe one day, as each other's parents said, one day we can graduate together, then work, and get married in a few years......

It's hard to say.

But life cannot be unchanging, immutable.

When Zhuang Ya had a suitor on his side, Ying Hanchu's intervention seemed to be something more.

Although Zhuang Ya is not very beautiful, she is also a generous and decent girl.

In the young youth, it is normal to have a boy who likes him.

But for the stones, the relationship between them has changed a little.

Originally, Zhuang Ya didn't care about some suitors, she always felt that no matter what, whether it was the family arrangement or her own acquaintance, it was as if there was a master, and she was naturally rejected.

So people ask, do you have a boyfriend?

She habitually replied, "Yes!"

But when the man turned to leave, she wondered to herself, "Is there one? Is it a stone?" but it doesn't seem to be, it seems to be, right?"

After all, I didn't listen to what the stone said, and it seems that something is missing.

It's like that kind of belonging that stamps it.

Her heart is not at peace.

It seems to be some kind of excuse, so as not to be disturbed by others, she has a desire for love in her heart, but she doesn't know how to love, and she is afraid of the confusion of love.

Because I am not sure if the other person really likes me and is good to me, etc.

This is completely different from Xu Yu, Xu Yu is afraid, mainly afraid, because of the instinctive resistance of his parents, as well as watching this and that video news, etc., to love instincts.

And Zhuang Ya needs to be not as good-looking as others, as well as family, so she is not confident in her heart!

I don't believe how others really like themselves, how they love themselves.

And Ying Hanchu was different, he said directly, "It can't be, why didn't I see it, call your man out, otherwise it's nothing, then you are my girlfriend!"

This domineering flirtation is undeniably very strong.

Maybe that's how it fell!

Just like that, let's approach Zhuang Ya's dim sum!

Looking at him with some sunshine, with a ruffian feeling.

It's not outstanding, it's not very handsome!

But the simple double eyelids, the eyes that are not big or small, seem to be bright.

His appearance is as if the sun has brought it into life.

Just like his opening statement, it's so different.

But Zhuang Ya doesn't want to be like this, it seems like something!

After being stunned for a moment, he calmed down, lowered his head and replied, "Who said I want to listen to you, just know it yourself!"

"Alas, if you don't come out like this, then even if I help you, right?" said as if he was reluctant, he grabbed Zhuang Ya's hand, and the embarrassed classmates next to him shouted and whistled.

Zhuang Ya blushed so much.

was pulled up like this, Zhuang Ya was embarrassed, and was ready to continue sitting.

"What are you doing!" she felt very embarrassed by her coquettish words, but Ying Hanchu didn't seem to hear it, or answer it differently, she still pulled Zhuang Ya's arm hard, didn't let her sit down, and then said:

"Didn't do anything, if he was really interesting to you, why didn't he show up?!"

"Boring!" Zhuang Ya said, sweetening her heart.

Zhuang Ya shook off Ying Hanchu's harvest and sat down.

But Ying Hanchu ignored it and said, "Look, no, no...... Witness it, everyone!"

"Maybe someone else's man is somewhere else, not here?"

"Not at school, or anywhere else!"

"yes, yes!"

……

In a burst of discussion, some people also asked if the other party had seen a man walking with Zhuang Ya.

Or guessing about this possible object, some people coaxed and asked each other.

It became a little awkward for a while.

But anyway, no one really saw it, because they weren't in the same school, they only got together a few times a few days or a week.

They don't know if the other person is available, or if they are both busy and want not to bother.

Anyway, the two schools, which were not far away, seemed to be separated by a few streets, pulling them apart.

The heart is also opened like this!

Ying Hanchu teased, and then said to herself, what happened to her girlfriend, whoever bullied her in the future would be against Ying Hanchu.

Such a series of sermons.

Although Zhuang Ya didn't admit anything, she also said that she ignored and other irrelevant words.

But the heart seems to be like this, unconsciously occupied by Ying Hanchu little by little.

Maybe it's just the big difference between the two!

Zhuang Ya sometimes compares in her heart, the difference between the stone and Ying Hanchu.

I can't say who is good and who is bad, but I seem to be slowly caring about this person in my heart, and I care about his words and deeds, speaking, and chatting with people, etc., all silently observed.

As there is a saying, it probably means, "If you like someone, you will show it from her body and heart, and even if you cover both people and heart, you will run out of your eyes." ”

Yes, love is alas, like is like, there seems to be no reason, and there is no order.

It's just that the performance at that time was relatively simple, that is, a little passively accepting a bag of milk from Ying Hanchu, a bag of fritters, etc.

It's so simple, as if she is taking an oath, looking for her under everyone's attention, looking at her, although she has always been relatively passive and has not responded much.

It seems that even if I blush, I don't know when my heartbeat has accelerated

And then sometimes expect him to deliver something.

Even sometimes deliberately don't eat, for fear of bringing the sentence "Have you eaten?"

Responding to eating, the other party's things are not good to give to themselves, although sometimes they are not deliberate, but they are hungry a few times.

I have expectations in my heart, and I even sometimes wonder if I will give it to other girls in addition to food and drink for myself, and calculate, whether it seems to be something that is given randomly, but in fact, there is a law behind it.

It seems that if you like it, it will be a little inexplicable, like sometimes thinking of each other, the corners of your mouth are raised, and there is a feeling in your heart that you are about to come out with joy.

I will also think, what is the other party doing, will I think about myself, and then I will think, I will worry, why didn't I come, I usually came at this time, didn't something happen?

I was worried and looking forward to the surprise that would come coldly, so entangled.

But he didn't actually ask anything.

It was as if a sudden opening had broken some kind of silence, and perhaps the surprise that the other party was preparing, and that atmosphere had ruined itself.

Do stupid things like someone else has done.

A random petal, counting, "come" to tear the next petal, "don't come" and *tear* down......

In this way, whenever I tear * "will come", I will be happy, and "will not come" will be depressed.

It's as if the flower has a certain meaning, and the possible single or double represents something.

One is finished, and the last one is "not coming", and the heart will be depressed.

It can even affect the mood of the day.

The last piece is "come", that happy, but Ying Hanchu didn't come that day, and it didn't seem to affect anything, but sometimes he unintentionally patted the flowers in the flower beds on both sides.

Of course, sometimes I will be *cunning* deceitful, saying to myself, "The 'plate' just now doesn't count, it's not counted, it's being counted several times"

"No, this time it's almost nothing, I didn't bow my head to count, my posture is wrong, come again, come again......"

……

It seems that the flowers should be on the right foot.

It's boring.

Sometimes someone quips, "This flower is *torn* for you, how long will it take!"

Sometimes like this, she looked at the slogans that were *inserted* on the side, cherishing flowers and plants, etc., silently as if she was sorry.

Sometimes I would take a piece of paper and silently tear it and count it......

……

Love may be like this, some stupid and cute are unreasonable, but when you look at meaningless things, you will still do it, this is love!

Until she received a few messages or phone calls from the stone, she subconsciously always thought it was Ying Hanchu, although Ying Hanchu rarely called or sent messages, and more directly passed.

It seems that the place where he is is is a different department of the same school, and the stone is a different school, and the department is also different.

Zhuang Ya didn't speak much, and she didn't ask Ying Hanchu anything, as if she explained silently.

It may be a few stone phone calls or text messages, hear the voice, and find that it is not the first point of Ying Han to lose a few times, the kind of joy of hearing the ringtone or text message, look over and check it to know that it is not the disappointment of the beginning of the cold day.

With the accumulation of such emotions, Zhuang Ya finally realized that she was looking forward to Han Chu, as well as a certain kind of love and love that could no longer be concealed.

It seems that it has unconsciously infiltrated into his own mind and body, thus affecting his words and deeds, even if his emotions are easily swayed.

Zhuang Ya suddenly felt a little guilty in her heart, as if she was sorry for the stone, but she felt that it was nothing.

The stone didn't say anything about himself, huh?

But Zhuang Ya didn't know how, and there was a kind of uneasiness in her heart.

At the same time, those words that said that Ying Hanchu actually had other girls he liked also made Zhuang Ya anxious, silently worried about something.

She doesn't know what she is?

Don't know if you're nothing?

Or is it......

She struggled.

These remarks have always been there, but somehow, maybe she feels guilty, or she has heard a little too much, and she feels that there are some unquestionable facts in her heart.

She was worried about something.

Are you worried that those statements are really true?

I was worried that Ying Hanchu would really suddenly dislike himself.

Or never liked it much.

The contradictory mood made Zhuang Ya confused and didn't know what to do, and even guessed any possibility?

Did Ying Hanchu know about the existence of stones?

What does he think of himself?

So decided to quit?

Or does he already like others, not himself, and has nothing to do with stones?

Or all of them are illusions.

She doesn't know what to do?

Explain what, afraid of drawing snakes?

Don't say it and look like you're sitting still, without momentum?

Or take the initiative, what to strive for?

Zhuang Ya is messy?