405: Gain and loss
Hong Meixuan was silent, because she didn't know how to answer Lin Jingzhi's question.
I always feel that the current Lin Jingzhi is no longer the Lin Jingzhi of the past, and I always feel that the current Lin Jingzhi makes people a little worried and a little scared.
Hopefully, I'm thinking about it too much.
Hong Meixuan thought so in her heart.
But in fact, Lin Jingzhi can wait for anything, waiting for the day when Pang Fei changes his mind and is willing to marry her, the day when the beautiful family of three arrives, and the day when all the haze passes and ushers in the life she is looking forward to.
But when An Yao appeared, everything changed.
She was terrified, scared, uneasy...... Every minute and every second, he was worried that Pang Fei would leave him and return to An Yao's side.
So she can't wait, and she doesn't have time to wait, she must marry Pang Fei as soon as possible to make herself feel at ease.
The child is her only bargaining chip now.
As An Yao said, she has now reached the point where she has to rely on her children by means to keep Pang Fei. Pitiful, pathetic, and lamentable, but what can she do, as long as she can keep Pang Fei by her side, she can not care about the rest.
"Mei Xuan, the next time you breastfeed your baby, add a croton to it. Lin Jing was extremely distressed and handed over the child to Hong Meixuan, she was also very heartbroken in doing so, but she couldn't help it.
If she doesn't keep Pang Fei by her side all the time, she will always wonder if Pang Fei is with An Yao, whether the two of them have met secretly in private, whether the old relationship has been rekindled or what.
She really didn't want to do this, but she really couldn't help it.
"Sister, this won't work, the child is still too young to withstand such a toss from you. ”
Diarrhea, that is a fatal thing for a child who is only a few days old.
Hong Meixuan never thought that Lin Jingzhi's so-called use of children to keep Pang Fei would actually use this method.
This is not good, absolutely not, in case something happens, the little guy can ......
"My sister doesn't want to be like this, but my sister can't help it, there's really no way, even you have discovered Pang Fei's abnormality in the past few days, why can't I find it? An Yao lives next door, who knows if they meet every day and come and go every day, Pang Fei has feelings for An Yao, they meet so frequently, they will definitely rekindle the old relationship. Meixuan, you don't want to watch your sister with her children and be abandoned by Pang Fei, I've had enough of these days, and I don't want to live like this anymore. ”
Lin Jingzhi said and spoke, and even knelt down for Hong Meixuan, begging her to help herself.
It was probably this kneeling that broke Hong Meixuan's heart, and the ghost made a god agree to Lin Jingzhi's request.
can promise to agree, really want to add a whole croton to the little guy's milk, but Hong Meixuan doesn't dare.
In the end, she only pinched a small amount with her fingernails and put it in, hoping that the little guy wouldn't have too much diarrhea.
The two of them watched as the milk from the croton was fed into the little one's mouth, and they kept laughing "babbling".
Looking at the little guy's innocent and ignorant appearance, Lin Jingzhi suddenly couldn't help the guilt in his heart, and cried out with a "poof".
Sometimes she blames herself for becoming the way she is now, hating herself for being such an unscrupulous and despicable villain, but she just can't control herself, especially when Pang Fei ignores herself, especially when An Yao appears, all the guilt and uneasiness disappear.
When the Lin family's parents came back, they were scared when they saw that the little guy had diarrhea so badly.
It's very dangerous for such a young child to have diarrhea all the time, "Why don't you send it to the hospital quickly, it's not okay to delay it like this." ”
"Not sent to the hospital. Lin Jingzhi sat like a wooden man, and he didn't seem to pay much attention to the little guy's affairs.
Mother Lin didn't care about her abnormality, and her heart was held by the little guy, "It's not okay if you don't send it to the hospital, you look at it, it's all diarrhea, I haven't asked you yet, what are you eating, you see the child is pulled, oops, it's all thin." Xiaohong, is it that the things you prepared are not clean, this adult eats not cleanly, and it is easiest for children to eat bad stomachs, you must pay attention to it next time. ”
Hong Meixuan opened her mouth, but she didn't dare to say anything.
In less than ten minutes, the little guy pulled twice, and it really didn't work like this.
Mother Lin insisted on sending the child to the hospital, but Lin Jingzhi held the child to death and refused to let go, neither giving medicine nor sending him to the hospital, now Lin's father and mother were annoyed, "I said what the hell is going on with your daughter, you don't care if the child is like this, you sincerely want to kill him." ”
Lin Jingzhi was waiting for Pang Fei to come back, just now he called Pang Fei and told him about the child's diarrhea, I believe Pang Fei will come back soon!
She didn't answer what she asked, but urged her mother to go to the door to see if Pang Fei had come back?
Mother Lin went to the door to take a look according to her meaning, but she didn't see Pang Fei's figure.
Lin Jingzhi burst into tears on the spot, thinking that Pang Fei must have been messing with An Yao again.
Mother Lin was worried about the child and shouted that she would send the child to the hospital first.
And Lin Jingyi was thinking about Pang Fei and An Yao, and she just refused to let go of the child while holding on to her child. These two people are fighting for me, and the most tormented are the children.
Pang Fei received a call from Lin Jingzhi, and rushed back from Liushi Group non-stop, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw Lin's mother and Lin Jingzhi fighting for the child. The child cried "wow", and the two people didn't seem to hear it, which really made Pang Fei angry.
"What are you doing?" the little guy's face turned blue from crying, these two people still have the leisure and elegance to quarrel here?
Mother Lin was also annoyed, "Jingzhi called you a long time ago, why did you only come back now, what is more important than your son's life?"
As soon as Mother Lin's words fell, she saw a figure rushing to Pang Fei, hugging Pang Fei's waist tightly, this person was Lin Jingzhi.
Fear, fear, insecurity...... These complex emotions were intertwined in Lin Jingzhi's heart, which made her very scared, and when she saw Pang Fei coming back, Lin Jingzhi just wanted to hold him firmly and tightly, as if this would make her feel a little more at ease.
But her behavior really made Pang Fei very incomprehensible, the children were all sick like that, how could she still have the heart to say something about you and me here?
Don't let Lin Jingzhi go, Pang Fei didn't say a word, turned around and left with the child.
Mother Lin was embarrassed to follow, so she shouted for Father Lin to follow and take a look.
It was noisy, and the house finally quieted down, but Lin Jingzhi was like going crazy, and almost didn't bite his arm to bleed.
Mother Lin was worried, she didn't know what was wrong with her daughter, why did she harm herself?
"Tranquility...... What are you doing here, the children are all sent to the hospital, they will definitely be fine, don't do anything stupid......"
What kind of child is not a child, Lin Jingzhi is not worried about the child at all, but after the sad Pang Fei came back, he didn't even have a word of concern for himself, and when she hugged him, he actually pushed himself away ruthlessly.
In Pang Fei's eyes, I'm afraid that there are only children, and there is no place for her Lin Jingzhi at all.
The so-called confidant, the so-called confidante, seems to have become a thing of the past, and the current Lin Jingzhi is just the mother of Pang Fei's child, just a poor woman that Pang Fei is taking care of.
But who can she talk to about these heartfelt words.
My mother won't understand, and others won't understand either, so all the bitter fruits can only be hidden in my heart and borne silently.
Pang Fei and Father Lin quickly sent the child to the nearest hospital, but fortunately it was delivered in time, and if it was a little later, the little guy would be in danger.
"Children eat breast milk, and adults must pay attention to their diet. Diarrhea can be big or small, and if it is serious, it can also be life-threatening. The doctor's words lingered in Pang Fei's mind for a long time.
The little guy has always been in good health, and he is taken care of by Hong Meixuan and Lin Jingzhi, so why does he have diarrhea so badly.
There is also Lin Jingzhi's abnormal performance today, the child has diarrhea like that, she is not worried about the safety of the little guy, but has been hugging Pang Fei tightly.
The child was sent to the hospital when he was sick, but she didn't send it, so she waited for Pang Fei to come back.
Pang Fei is not stupid, he can guess and see through all of Lin Jingzhi's thoughts.
didn't say it before, it was because he understood Lin Jingzhi's panic, but if Lin Jingzhi used these methods on a child who didn't know the world, then he couldn't bear it.
Children are innocent, and in the adult world, no matter what, the means and ambitions should not be used on a child.
Father Lin on the side saw Pang Fei's dark face, for half an hour, and he didn't say a word, Pang Fei's appearance made Father Lin a little scared.
Quietly came to a place where no one was, Father Lin called Mother Lin, "Old woman, how is the situation of our daughter?"
"It's not good, I've been crying, it's useless to persuade her, I asked her what's wrong, she didn't want to say, you said it's not urgent. ”
Father Lin sighed, "The situation on my side is not very good, the child was sent to the custody room, just me and that Pang Fei were waiting outside, he had a black face the whole time, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but that expression was really ...... It's kind of scary. Old woman, how do I feel about my daughter and Pang Fei...... Neither of you feels that way, do you feel that way?"
These words really went to Lin's mother's heart, "Yes, yes, I think so too." Ay...... You said that our daughter used to be such a good girl, but now she washes her face with tears all day long, and I feel distressed when I see it. Old man, if not, let's not dissuade them, they want to get married, so let them get married. I don't have any other requirements, I just hope that our daughter can be happy and happy. ”
said that there is no requirement, but how can it really be no requirement, who doesn't want their daughter to marry a good family and be happy for a lifetime.
Now it's not like there's no way out, so I can only settle for the next best.