43. Insomnia for too long until I met you

Open the folder in the USB flash drive, Ming Yan listened to it one by one, and while listening, he said: "This song is not good, there is rap, this rock song is not good, she should not be suitable, eh, this song is very good, listen to it again." ”

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Ming Yan slept until more than four o'clock in the afternoon the next day, and when he opened his eyes, the ceiling was still so white, his head was a little swollen, and a few tears flowed out of his eyes, and he didn't feel awake.

The reason why he shouldn't have woken up, Ming Yan was lying on the bed, his eyes open and in a daze, what he was thinking, no one knew......

Come to think of it, I had already sorted out a song suitable for Mint to sing last night, and now I'll give it to her when I have the chance.

Looking out the window through the curtains, the sun was still high, I stretched out on the bed, got up, wore my hair like a bird's nest, and walked into the bathroom. It didn't take long for the sound of water to come from the bathroom.

Wiped his head with a dry towel, walked out of the bathroom, and after taking a shower, he instantly refreshed himself and sat down at the table.

took out his mobile phone and ordered a takeout, and then he had nothing to do, sitting on the chair in a daze, sometimes he felt a little lonely, and he usually didn't feel anything, but as long as he was alone, this sense of loneliness would come to his heart, and he didn't know when it started, Ming Yan was afraid of staying alone.

When he's alone, it's easy to fall into a kind of strange circle, he'll be very sluggish, he'll stare at an object or a piece of furniture around him for a long time, and when he comes back to his senses, he can't even remember what he's doing.

He also often suffers from insomnia, and when he lies in bed at night, he looks at the ceiling with his eyes open, but he just can't sleep alive or dead, and often can't fall asleep until very late.

He also once went to see a psychiatrist and came to the conclusion that he was too busy with work and too much pressure, but Mingyan himself knew that his usual work was just paddling, and he would occasionally get busy.

After Ming Yan knew that the psychiatrist was unreliable, he didn't go anymore, but the insomnia was still not good, and he was in a mess every day during that time, and he didn't know what to do, and he couldn't be interested in anything.

That state lasted until Ming Yan met Wang Dawei and formed a small band, and at that time Ming Yan seemed to have found something he liked, that is, singing.

He was very happy every day, and his insomnia gradually improved, but sometimes he still had insomnia, and this occasional insomnia remained until the first letter from Mint.

Every time he goes home and sees Mint's reply, he is always very happy, and every time after replying, when he sleeps, he thinks about Mint, what she will do tomorrow, and whether she has done anything stupid.

Until now, he has no insomnia, and every night after replying to Mint's letter, he will fall asleep soon after going to bed, and even if Mint does not hear from him, he will soon fall asleep.

"Knock knock~" The knock on the door came, the takeaway came, Ming Yan came back to his senses, got up to open the door, and took the takeaway.

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In the evening, Ming Yan returned home after singing, opened the mailbox, took a look, there was no letter, Ming Yan closed the mailbox door, it seemed that he was busy.

Without thinking about anything, I opened the door and walked in.

It is rare for Ming Yan to have two or three days when he is not busy, but it passed in a hurry.

He stood in the recording studio of the TV station, chatting with the contestants participating in this variety show about songs, this variety show finally passed the first trial, which means that those "cows, ghosts, snakes and gods" are almost eliminated, and the rest are those normal contestants.

Today is a rehearsal, and tomorrow is the day of recording, but many contestants are crowded into this day to rehearse because of time, which can make Ming Yan tired.

When I came out of the TV station again, the moon was already high in the sky, and the street lights were already on, and it seemed that I couldn't go to the moat today.

took out his mobile phone, and after sending a sentence in WeChat, he sent a red envelope, Ming Yan beckoned to take a car home, and it seemed that Mint had not heard from him for three or four days.

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Li Zhien wore a mask, covered herself tightly, and came to the convenience store, for fear of being seen by others, she hadn't eaten for a day, and after taking some instant noodles and bread in the convenience store, she came to the front desk to prepare for the checkout.

The cashier looked at the person in front of him, and only showed a pair of eyes, but the cashier was not surprised, he had been working here for a long time, and he had seen all kinds of people.

After settling the account quickly, Li Zhien picked up his things, trotted all the way home, thought of something, opened the mailbox again, took out the letter inside, opened the door and walked in.

After putting the things bought at the convenience store on the table and putting the letter away, Lee Ji-eun took off the mask and let out a long breath.

Walking to the kitchen, he began to boil the water and prepare the bubble noodles, and while it was time to boil the water, Li Zhien returned to the table, opened the letter, and began to read it.

"Miss Mint

The letter has been read.

The song "Zebra, Zebra", if you can, you should wait until you sing it later, it's a bit inappropriate to sing it now. ”

"You should spend more time with your family, because they are the people who love you the most in this world. ”

"Actually, I don't really understand, why do you want to film, aren't you a singer? I've heard the principle of singing and acting, but I still think that whether it's singing or acting, you need to concentrate. ”

"However, I don't seem to be qualified to say such things, so just go ahead and be happy. ”

"Good night, mint!"

Li Zhien finished reading the letter and put it on the table, Teacher Lime's letter this time, she saw that she was a little unhappy, it should be because she went to filming.

The water boiled, Li Zhien soaked the instant noodles, sat on the chair and waited silently, looking at the instant noodle cup, the heat slowly floated out.

Li Zhien's eyes slowly turned red, she watched the news today, and the agent clearly said that she was forbidden to watch these things, but she couldn't help it.

Looking at the overwhelming abuse on the Internet, it was all because of herself that she became like this, and she felt like a sinner for a moment...... Harm others become like this.

Teacher Lime's letter just now was like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Li Zhien cried, very helpless, I didn't know what to do, even Teacher Lime seemed to be angry.

The instant noodles were already soaked, but Li Zhien didn't have the heart to eat them, looking at the stationery on the table, Li Zhien tried his best to stop his tears, and wiped his tears with his sleeve, as if he had made up his mind.

Li Zhien found the letter paper and began to write a reply.