Li Xiaohaze looked at Li Monan with a look of surprise on her face, and answered her sincerely, she could already guess what Li Monan was thinking. It's just that what he guessed wasn't what she thought, and he thought it was going to disappoint him. Looking at Li Monan's expectant face, Li Xiaohaze didn't know how to answer. I'm afraid that I will disappoint Li Monan again this time.

Li Monan looked at Li Xiaohaze eagerly, looked at her for a long time, and didn't see her answer, seeing that she was just looking at herself in a daze, as if she had something on her mind. Li Monan was afraid that Li Xiaohag was too worried, and he was embarrassed to say what he thought, so he added, "You don't have any burden, as long as I can help, I will definitely help." Even if it is. ”

Li Xiaohaze immediately reached out to cover Li Monan's mouth, she was afraid that he would say unlucky words, and her plea for him was not so serious.

Li Monan gently scooped off the little finger that Li Xiaohag put on his lips, and smiled slightly, the expression seemed to say that even if he went to the soup, he would not hesitate to do it.

Li Xiaohag withdrew his fingers from Li Monan's palm, and did not dare to meet Li Monan's eager eyes. Retracted his gaze, turned his face to face out the window, then lightly opened his lips and said, "I'm going to get married." ”

"Marriage?" Li Monan really wondered if he had heard it wrong, his eyes widened, and he looked at Li Xiaoha's back in disbelief. Isn't she crazy enough to say such a thing?

Li Xiaohag seemed to have sensed Li Monan's words, turned his head slowly, and continued very calmly and seriously, "I'm not crazy, I've thought about it very clearly." She gently stroked her little belly, "I decided to give birth to him, I should give him a home, shouldn't I? I can't let him be born without a father, let alone let him think that he is a child without a father." ”

"Actually, you're more afraid of being suspected by Huang Zijie, aren't you?" Li Monan interrupted Li Xiaoha's words.

Li Xiaohag was shocked, thinking that Li Monan happened to say what was on her mind, but at this time she didn't want to admit it, let alone admit it, because she knew that if she admitted it, she was afraid that it would deepen the contradiction between Li Monan and Huang Zijie. But she didn't know that Huang Zijie at this time had already begun to find ways to deal with Li Monan.

"It's not. Li Xiaohaze replied lightly, "I just want to find a home for the baby." ”

"If you're homesick, isn't this your baby's home? As I said, you can stay here all the time, and I'll take care of the baby with you. Li Monan said angrily. He almost said that he was willing to take care of them for the rest of his life.

"I know. Li Xiaohaze interrupted Li Monan's words, "But I can't let the child have no father!"

"If it's just because of this, I can be his father!" Li Monan said with certainty, "Is it in your eyes that I am such a man who can't bear responsibility? Am I not qualified to be a father?"

Seeing that Li Xiaohaze didn't speak, Li Monan persuaded bitterly, "Do you think those who go to the draft will have good men?

"But. Li Xiaohaze looked at Li Monan in embarrassment, and finally couldn't help but say, "I don't want to owe you too much, I already owe you a lot, I don't want to owe you any more." I don't know when Li Monan has begun to take care of her like a family member.

But he was not obligated to take care of her. In the future, she has a child, and there are still many places that need to be taken care of, and she really doesn't want to owe Li Monan anymore. And most importantly, she doesn't want him to delay her happiness because of her.

Hearing Li Xiaohaze say this, Li Monan gasped. It turned out that she didn't take him to heart all along. She had kept him out of her heart after all. No matter what he did, he never got into her heart.

A powerful sense of frustration came over him, making Li Monan feel very uncomfortable.

Li Xiaohaze looked at the solemn look on Li Monan's face, knowing what he was thinking in his heart, and she also knew what he was thinking. But if she didn't say it today, she would be just as uncomfortable.

Li Xiaohag couldn't bear to look at Li Monan's frustrated face, just lowered his head and said slowly, "All along, I only know that you are good to me, take care of me, like a big brother." Whether it's my dad or I've had an accident, you take it as your own. Really, I really appreciate all this you have done for me. But while accepting that you are good to me, I am also guilty and indebted. ”

After a pause, Li Xiaohag continued, "I really don't want to owe you any more. ”

Seeing Li Monan open his mouth, Li Xiaohan seemed to already know what he wanted to say, shaking his head while continuing, "I know that you only want to be good to me, and you don't need me to do anything for you. As he spoke, he smiled bitterly again, "But the more you treat me like this without expecting anything in return, the more guilty I feel." ”

As he spoke, Li Xiaoha's voice also choked up.

Li Monan didn't expect that his kindness to her would make Li Xiaohag so troubled, he sighed lightly, walked over and gently stroked Li Xiaoha's little head, "I didn't expect you to think so much." In fact, my kindness to you is not unrequited. ”

With a light sigh, Li Monan continued, "I just want to be good to you, so that one day you can understand my goodness, understand my heart, and accept me from the heart." I want to give you a little more time to get to know me slowly. But I never thought you would feel so guilty. Xiaoha, in fact, you don't have to think about it so much. ”

"But I have to think about it!" Li Xiaohaze interrupted Li Monan's words, "If I continue to live with you, it will only be your reputation that will be ruined, you know?"

"But I don't care. Li Monan picked up Li Monan's little face, his eyes were particularly affectionate, "I just want you to live well." ”

"But I care. Li Xiaohao choked up and said, "I don't want to ruin your reputation, and I don't want to delay you." ”

"Then you marry me, marry me, okay?" Li Monan held Li Xiaoha's hand and knelt down, his eyes were so sincere, it would definitely not be a joke.

But the more sincere Li Monan is, the more uncomfortable Li Xiaohag becomes. If he was just joking, or if he was joking, then she would have accepted all of what he said to her, and she would not have any guilt. But he is true to her, and he loves her so uncomplainingly.

Li Xiaohaze bit her lower lip tightly, staring at Li Monan with low eyebrows, her eyelids were already full of tears, and the tears covered her eyes and blurred her vision. She just sobbed, crying so much that she couldn't speak.

Li Monan knelt there and continued, "Xiaoha, I know that you can't let go of that person in your heart, but I don't care, I believe that you will let go of all this one day after all, I can wait, I can really wait." ”

Li Monan's tone was sincere and sincere.

Li Xiaohag shook his head and said in a choked voice, "But I'm not anymore." ”

"I don't care. Li Monan blocked Li Xiaoha's words, "I said, I will take care of the child with you, I will treat him as my own child, no, he is my child." ”

"But I care. Li Xiaohaze shook his head and cried and said, "You are such a good person, such an excellent person, there should be a better girl to match you, not this, still pregnant with a child." ”

"What about being pregnant with a child," Li Monan still persuaded, "In my eyes, you are the best." I don't want anyone but you. ”

Through the tearful eyes, Li Xiaohao looked at Li Monan and raised his palm, "I swear, in this life, I will marry no one except Li Xiaoha." ”

"Don't do that, okay, I beg you. Li Xiaohaze begged bitterly, "Don't be so nice to me, okay." I'm not worth it, I'm really not worth it. ”

Seeing Li Xiaohag crying non-stop, Li Monan was also very sad, "Xiaoha, don't cry, okay? You don't treat the baby like this, let's not talk about this anymore, okay? Don't talk about marriage again, you take care of your body first, and give birth to the baby, okay?"

Li Monan was afraid that Li Xiaoha's continuous crying like this would affect the baby in her belly, so she sighed lightly and persuaded again, "If you really want to find a father for the baby, we should also take our time." ”

Hearing Li Monan say this, Li Xiaoha's crying gradually became quieter.

Li Monan was afraid that staying in the room would cause Li Xiaoha's embarrassment, so he found a reason and quit the room.

After Li Monan left, Li Xiaohaze gradually stopped crying, and sat quietly on the bed, thinking about his own thoughts.

She expected that Li Monan would not help her get married, so she thought that she would have to do it herself.

But now that he lives here with Li Monan, he will naturally know everything, but he is afraid that every move will be paid attention to by him. Before, it was because it was the first two months of pregnancy and needed to protect the fetus.

But now that the danger period has passed, judging from her current situation, the development of the fetus is also quite good. I think I can take care of the baby by myself.

Thinking so, Li Xiaohag wiped her tears, got up from the bed, helped the side of the bed to the wardrobe, scooped out her suitcase from it, and scooped out the clothes in the wardrobe one by one, and put them in the suitcase.

Yes, she had decided, she decided to go back to where she lived. She couldn't trouble Li Monan anymore.

After tidying up her clothes, Li Xiaohaze looked around the room, and she didn't expect that she had been living here for so long. Looking at everything in the room, I felt a little reluctant in my heart.

But the one who should go still has to go, and after a final glance at the room, Li Xiaohaze finally dragged the suitcase and walked out.