0122 Acceptance Is Rejection?
But obviously Xu Meng's appearance was distracted, but he didn't want to say anything to tell Xu Yu.
Just like that for a few seconds, not a word was spoken.
Xu Yu wanted to ask, ask a few more times or say something else, but when it came to her mouth, she stopped talking!
If a person deliberately hides from you, then what he says and does, the other party will not give real thoughts and answers!
Then why should you chase after yourself?
"If you want to talk about it, you can talk about it, and if you don't want to talk about it, why force it," Xu Yu once said, and he still felt it in his heart at this time.
For a while, Xu Yu and Xu Meng looked at each other like this, "Sleep!"
Xu Meng: "Oh!" and stopped.
But no one fell asleep that night.
Maybe Xu Tianming over there fell asleep later, and Zhao Xiaohui didn't need to say it, she fell asleep upside down.
But Xu Yu and Xu Meng didn't fall asleep when they had their own thoughts, but they didn't change their sleeping positions much with each other, and in the end, they all turned their backs to each other without knowing how tacitly.
Xu Meng looked at the night in a daze who couldn't see his fingers, thinking silently and occasionally crying in the depths of love!
And Xu Yu couldn't sleep when she thought about it sideways, and then looked at her mobile phone, checking all kinds of possibilities, and chatting with Zhao Xiaohui at night If she took the baby alone, how much nonsense would it be, Xu Yu was relieved, thinking about the possibility, without the boy, the possibility that she would have taken the child by herself.
And there are other possibilities, such as a boy who has a family or even a wife and children, or who wants children if he has no children, or how to raise Xu Yu and children even if he is single if he has nothing, but he is not able to support Xu Yu and his children......
Xu Yu thought of the various details that Xu Meng said before the last check, what a wish, what is it that suddenly has no gifts, why is it that he is not in contact......
All kinds of thousand degree engines are searching, and it is even more difficult to sleep with all kinds of worries.
It's just that in the end, I can't stand the mental exhaustion, and the drooping eyelids are still closed after all, and I fall asleep, but the dream is very chaotic and I woke up a few times.
There is also the thing of waking up at night in this night.
Similarly, Xu Tianming made a slight noise and scolded.
Xu Yu sometimes feels an indescribable sense of helplessness in life, why is he living so desperately, but in the end he is unsatisfactory everywhere, and even his family has speculated a lot......
I fell asleep in a daze.
Just the next day, that is, on May 23, 2008, Xu Yu worked late.
Xu Yu was confused.
The point is that Zhao Xiaohui also did Xu Yu's work after that, talking about all kinds of Chen Feng's goodness.
Xu Yu was speechless!
"That person is embarrassed!" This is Xu Yu's last statement and helpless comment!
But Zhao Xiaohui still talked about his honesty and the small details that he shouldn't care about.
And Xu Yu left like that, Zhao Xiaohui chattered for a while, Xu Yu said impatiently, "Can't I go? Can't I have my own time, my own thoughts? Why do you ...... Is it right to live according to your way? Otherwise, it shouldn't, everything is wrong......
No one knew the persistence of Xu Yu's ideas, they all felt that Xu Yu was naïve and simple.
In the end, Zhao Xiaohui still insisted on his point of view, and fulfilled the "task" given to her by Xu Tianming, and persuaded Xu Yu to work!
In the end, Zhao Xiaohui said: "Anyway, I said it, the saliva is dry, your father asked, don't say that I didn't persuade you to do nothing!" and then simply watched TV, tuned the station, opened his mouth, and was surprised by the plot and development, screaming and making all kinds of weird sounds from time to time, her exclusive sound, "quack", "yaa", "haha", etc., the pronunciation "deduction" and "performance" that others can't learn anytime and anywhere!
Seeing Zhao Xiaohui so engaged in watching TV, Xu Yu looked at the deputy bedroom, sitting at the end of the bed, looking at the window of the room, just looking at it like that, Xu Yu didn't know what it felt, she couldn't say it!
It seems that only Zhao Xiaohui in the world lives a simple and pure life, too heartless, that is immersed in her own world, whether it is watching TV or life!
On the one hand, Xu Meng was worried, thinking about all kinds of things, as well as Xu Yu, and Xu Tianming, who was overly worried and overthinking about these things from time to time.
Xu Yu felt that it was better to think and worry about things like this in life, or to not help himself......
No answers!
Just like Xu Yu's head turned white very early, it seems like junior high school, at that time, some classmates mentioned that her own hair was a little white, I don't know when she was not so "simple", at that time she was always worried about how her grades could not go up! and the ignorant feeling of always lagging behind Xu Meng's grades.
Xu Yu has long been the kind of person who wants to do better than his younger siblings in everything, because he wants to show that he is the eldest in the family, the biggest in the ranking, and he should be in the front of everything and his grades are too!
I also don't want to feel like I have no sense of existence when adults only see Xu Lei, and I want to prove that even though I am a girl, I can do well.
Maybe this is the reason, Xu Yu has a stubborn temper at a very young age, no matter what, even if it is wrong, her own person is decided, others say it is wrong, she also finds that it seems to be wrong, but the kind that still does not look back, it is wrong in the end!
Xu Yu is very stubborn, he belongs to the kind of person who does not hit the south wall and does not look back, and does not die until the heart of the Yellow River!
Xu Meng is naturally sensible and extraordinary, but when he grows up, he knows that kind of sensibility is introverted and hidden, accommodating others in everything, of course, this may not be the case in school, but the family must be, Xu Meng is not the kind of personality that is pleasing to him.
But it has become a kind of fake good person, but in fact it is a bad good person!
I don't know, I can't tell.
Xu Yu also wondered, maybe she released her nature, that kind of true self, or was shaped by the environment and others, and had some other thoughts born.
But no matter how much she seems to be the kind of person who seems to be weak but strong in her heart, otherwise she would not be so determined to marry that boy, and even in such a special period, she still thinks that maybe Xu Yu has a plan or something, her heart doesn't seem to be as messy as Xu Yu imagined!
Or, a lot of things are rebellious periods! It's the rebellious mentality, the kind of psychology that others don't want her to do, but they do it, and they don't want her to try, so they just try it, the kind of psychology that comes into contact!
Xu Yu suddenly wondered if she just wanted to do something different from others, and the more her family objected, the more she did.
Just like she might have thought about pregnancy before, but the idea of going on an adventure, and all the contact with the boy, etc.!
Xu Yu suddenly thought, so if I say this, what if I can make Xu Tianming and Zhao Xiaohui accept the fact that Xu Meng is pregnant?
Could it be that her insistence naturally does not exist!?
Can she naturally stop insisting on the psychology of marrying that boy and the idea of a future with that boy!?
Xu Yu thought, pushing backwards like this, is it also the end? Acceptance is rejection?
There is still something that has not been solved, Xu Yu thought, did Xu Meng have a baby, where did he go yesterday?
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