Chapter 47: True Maturity
In front of Li Zi'an's door, Shi Liang had been standing for almost ten minutes.
Every time I raised my hand and put it down, I don't know how many times I repeated it back and forth.
"Hoo ......"
Shi Liang took a deep breath, and just as he mustered up the courage to knock on the door, the door suddenly opened by itself.
Li Zi'an was wearing a loose black sweatshirt and a guitar behind him, looking like he was about to go out.
"Huh, Brother Liang, why are you here?" Looking at Shi Liang in front of the door, Li Zi'an was a little surprised.
Shi Liang looked at Li Zi'an, who was smiling sincerely, and he barely squeezed out a smile on his face: "Zi'an, I have something to tell you, I don't know if it's convenient for you now?"
"It's convenient, I'm just about to go out and record for the next episode. While Li Zi'an spoke, he turned sideways and smiled: "Brother Liang, come into the house and talk, I'm not in a hurry." ”
Hearing Li Zi'an's words, Shi Liang's heart became even more uncomfortable, he nodded, and walked into Li Zi'an's room.
Li Zi'an's room was very tidy, the clothes were neatly hung in the wardrobe, the quilts were neatly folded, and the personal belongings were placed in a very orderly manner.
"Brother Liang, do you want something to drink?"
"Don't drink, don't drink, Zi'an, just come and sit. ”
Li Zi'an heard this, but still took a bottle of mineral water and walked over, gently placed it in front of Shi Liang, and then sat on the chair opposite Shi Liang.
"Brother Liang, what can make you come here in person so early, is there anything wrong with my performance in the next show?" Li Zi'an asked casually with a smile.
"Hmmm......"
Shi Liang put his hands on his knees, he really didn't know how to speak, he had never encountered such a thing in his decades of work at CCTV, and he was really ashamed to say it.
"Zi'an, do you know what true maturity is?" Shi Liang suddenly asked.
Li Zi'an was a little confused, he didn't know what Shi Liang was doing when he suddenly said this, he shook his head a little blankly.
"A person's true maturity is to have a soft body and hard means!"
"Mature people don't lose their temper easily, because only children lose their temper, adults only solve problems, and tantrums don't help solve problems in any way. ”
In this trial of life, each of us will encounter all kinds of problems, will be subject to all kinds of grievances, sometimes talent alone is not enough, we must learn to endure criticism, withstand grievances, only in this way, we can go further in this trial of life. ”
Listening to Shi Liang suddenly say these inexplicable words, Li Zi'an is not a stupid person, on the contrary, his IQ and EQ are not low, and soon he vaguely understood something, and the smile on his face gradually disappeared.
Li Zi'an took a deep breath and said softly: "Brother Liang, if you have anything, just say it directly, I still have a strong ability to bear it." ”
"Good ......"
Shi Liang didn't procrastinate any longer, and relayed everything that Lu Leshan told him in the cafeteria just now, and he relayed it word for word to Li Zi'an.
“...... This is what Taili means, I know that this is very unfair and even cruel to you, but as I just said, in the face of such irresistible grievances, we can only learn to bear it!"
"As long as you keep your innocence, every time you fall, I believe that it will make you stronger, and I also believe that one day, I will be able to see your name on the list of superstars in the world!"
Looking at the silent Li Zi'an, Shi Liang's heart didn't mention how uncomfortable he was, he put his right hand on Li Zi'an's shoulder, with a sincere expression.
There was silence in the room, and the silence was a little panicked.
After a long time, Li Zi'an exhaled and said softly: "Brother Liang, I understand the meaning of the station, I will choose a song that does not match the theme at all in the next episode, and it will not make it difficult for you." ”
Shi Liang looked at the child in front of him who was about the same size as his son, obviously there were two opportunities to rise to the top, but they were all forcibly deprived of it, and he suffered such a blow at such an age, he really wanted to find the mastermind behind the scenes and ask, how much hatred and resentment there was, so that he was so kind of to a child who was only eighteen years old?!
"Zi'an, you ......"
Shi Liang wanted to say something more, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know what to say.
Seeing this, Li Zi'an smiled and said: "Brother Liang, thank you for taking care of me during this time, you don't have to comfort me, I can bear it, you can go back first, I am calm and calm, I am really fine." ”
"That'...... Then I'll go back first, you can call me for anything, not only during the show, but also if you have something in the future, you can also call me, although Brother Liang has no status in the small circle of Kyoto, there are some small things that can still help one or two. ”
Shi Liang got up from the chair, he really couldn't sit down, what was like sitting on pins and needles, he didn't quite understand what it meant before, but now he finally had some understanding.
Li Zian nodded: "Thank you, Brother Liang, you can also help Director Lu for me, thank you for Director Lu for your care and support during this time, this matter should only be for me, and it has nothing to do with our station and programs, I understand." ”
Shi Liang sighed and said in a low voice: "You kid, you are too sensible, if my son can be half as sensible as you, I can wake up happy in my dreams." ”
Li Zi'an was silent for a while, and said softly: "Brother Liang, if your son is really as sensible as me, you may not be able to laugh, but your heart hurts......"
Shi Liang was stunned, and his heart suddenly had mixed feelings.
Oh, yes......
The sensibility of young people is obtained through setbacks and sufferings again and again.
If he let his son suffer this, he would rather his son not be sensible so early.
Shi Liang didn't say anything, silently walked to the door, turned around and hugged Li Zi'an.
"Although you are leaving this stage, you are the most shining person on this stage from the first episode, and I hope you can still be the most shining person on this stage in the last episode, even if you leave, we must walk with our backs straight!" Shi Liang said in a low voice.
Li Zi'an didn't squeak, just nodded silently.
Shi Liang finally patted Li Zi'an on the shoulder again, then turned around and opened the door and left Li Zi'an's room.
After Shi Liang left, Li Zi'an silently put his guitar in its rightful position, and the recording naturally didn't have to be recorded anymore, because there was no longer a need.
At this time, Li Zi'an's heart was very chaotic, like a ball of yarn.
His emotions are intertwined with the emotions left behind by the owner of this body, Li Zi'an, and fragments of the past continue to emerge in Li Zi'an's mind.
This scene is so similar to the scene five years ago, but the person who explained the situation to Li Zi'an five years ago was very indifferent, far from being as sincere as Shi Liang.
Wrath!
Li Zi'an only felt that there was a flame burning in his heart!
He knew very well who was behind all this, so that strong hatred was like an accelerant for anger, allowing the flames of anger to burn his heart constantly.
But at the same time, he was a little scared, because since Li Zi'an came to this world, he gradually adapted to the world in this environment, and then slowly grew up.
And now, he will soon be out of his comfort zone and return to his original life trajectory.
He had to deal with his family, friends, teachers, loved ones, and so on......
He was apprehensive, but he also had some longing.
Because these are what Li Zi'an lacked and hoped to obtain.
Countless inexplicable emotions made Li Zi'an very confused inside, he stood in front of the window, looking at the traffic outside the window, his heart was full of confusion......
PS: It is customary to ask the handsome to vote, by the way, you might as well guess what Li Zi'an will sing in the last issue?