Chapter 61: Ein Jing
Before I could turn around, I went to take a closer look at the girl.
A creepy voice sounded behind me.
I felt my hairs stand on end, and my arms were full of goosebumps.
"Brother Wen Chu?"
"Is that you, Brother Wen Chu?"
The girl's voice was soft, but clear, clean and spotless.
But it was this clean voice that made me want to run away immediately.
It's just that I can't do that.
The corners of my clothes were still being clutched by this girl.
And I can't just run away.
- I'm a man.
I stiffened and twisted like a rusty robot.
The first thing that caught my eye was the white beret on the girl's head.
It turns out that I wasn't mistaken.
It turned out that I suddenly felt ...... It's true.
It's really her.
My gaze shifted to the green face, which was the same age as me.
Ian's jaw was slightly raised, and there seemed to be small stars twinkling in a pair of big shiny eyes, clear and dazzling, which made people can't bear to look away.
But I had to look away—
I don't know what kind of expression I should use to face her again.
In all these years, I haven't been in touch with Ian Jing again.
Even if it is a college reunion with a college classmate like Brother Li, they will be conscious and not mention the name.
Ian Jing, a passerby in my life.
After experiencing it, it will dissipate with the wind, and there will be no future.
Lost contact too.
I never imagined what it would be like if we met again.
I would never have imagined that we would meet in this way.
We met for the first time since we broke up in college.
It turned out to be in such a way.
Heroes save beauty?
If I knew that the woman who was surrounded was Ein Jing......
I think I'll come over and help her.
"You ......" I was silent for a long time, not knowing how to talk to her.
After all, something like that happened between us.
I did very bad things to Einjing, and, when I graduated from college, I kicked her away.
All this is wrong with me, I am still too young and young at that time, I only know everything, and I am willful.
Right now......
Ian Jing raised her big head, wore a white beret, and under the neon lights, she looked like a girl who came out of the anime.
It seems so unreal – and aesthetically pleasing.
It's really hard to imagine that this is the Ian Jing I dated when I was in college.
Her personality seems to have changed a lot?
At least not before, she wasn't so quiet.
"You ......," I thought about it for a long time, but I still talked to her.
"You're still wearing this beret......"
"yes. ”
Ian Jing played with her long hair hanging down from her ear with her fingers, wrapping her in a circle with her fingers before scattering it.
The white beret on Ian Jing's head can be seen to be worn by her often.
It's still a long age—it's all washed, and it's not as pure as it used to be.
Slightly yellowish, but even more beautiful.
"After all, you sent it. ”
Ian Jing's words made me stunned again.
Yes, this white beret was given to her when she was in college.
It's just that I didn't expect that Ein Jing was still wearing this hat.
Is she still ...... My mind was filled with thoughts.
Unlike Einjing, after a breakup—or rather, after I unilaterally abandoned Einjing—I threw away everything she had given me.
It's as if Ian has completely disappeared from my life, and there is nothing around me that belongs to her.
Nor is there anything that reminds me of her.
Even the memories of her have been cut off.
"I didn't expect you to be such a nostalgic person. ”
"Haven't I always been like this?"
Ian's tone was quiet, as if there was endless grief, and I couldn't help but feel excited.
This resentful tone......
I quickly changed the subject.
"Why are you here? And you're alone?"
I have the impression that Ein Jing is also a master who doesn't like to play.
How could she be here? at the door of this bar.
I don't know how she takes care of it, as if time hasn't passed on her face.
Ein Jing still looks like she was when she was young, so young and cute.
I can't see at all, Ein Jing, it's a woman of the same age as me!
I just don't know what she came to the bar to do - if it was Einjing in the past, according to her temperament, although she hadn't been to the bar, but the previous Einjing wouldn't surprise me by what she did.
Formerly Ian Jing ...... Also a madman.
But now it looks a little better?
"I'm now a freelance writer, and I usually ask for some manuscripts for various platforms, and I also write some novels myself. ”
"Now I'm hitting a bottleneck where I'm going to have a bar plot in my novel. But ......"
"But I haven't been to a bar before, so I wanted to come and take a look. ”
"I didn't expect to encounter such a thing...... Luckily, I got to know the bar better!"
Ian Jing seemed open-minded, obviously surrounded by a group of young people just now, and he was still very panicked, and he was scared to death.
It's so easy to say something like that now.
Even on his face, he couldn't see the previous fear, just a faint smile.
Probably seeing what was going on in my mind, Ian smiled and said, "I'm not scared now-"
"Because, with you by my side. ”
This kind of piggybacking ambiguous words actually made ripples in my heart.
I don't know what this mood is, it's just that there is some bitterness, some sourness, and some ......
Joy?
Is this the mood you should have when you meet your ex-girlfriend?
I don't know, it's weird.
Einjing asked me, "Are you also alone?"
"I ......"
I don't know how to answer.
Ian Jing does she mean that I am alone at the door of this bar, or is I referring to my current life, or is I living alone?
But either way, I'm a human being, aren't I?
Even if I'm married, have a wife, and have a family.
However, I'm still alone.
One person bears the family, the life. Betrayal and derailment. Bear all this pain and sorrow.
Ian Jing seemed to see my entanglement, covered her mouth and smiled:
"I'm asking, are you coming to this bar alone?"
Oh, that's what it means.
I breathed a sigh of relief, but there was another kind of inexplicable loss.