41. Just worship...... At least it used to be

Li Zhien sat alone in the dressing room backstage, at seven o'clock in the evening, the concert was about to start, she looked at herself in the mirror in a daze, thinking about something in her head.

The mobile phone rang, Li Zhien took a look, the news that Kakao came up, clicked on Kakao and looked at it, it was sent by Liu Renna.

"Zhien, I'll go to your concert in the evening. Later, I posted a photo of the concert tickets.

Li Zhien was a little happy and typed back.

"Ernie, have you arrived?"

It didn't take long for Liu Renna to reply to the message.

"I'm still in the car, and I'll be there soon. ”

Li Zhien looked at the time, and then replied.

"Ernie, when you arrive, come to the café at the back of the venue, I'll be waiting for you there. ”

"Okay. ”

Li Zhien cleaned up and told the agent, originally the agent did not agree to her going out, because the concert was going in the evening, going out at this time, if something happened, the consequences would be unimaginable, but Li Zhien said that he was going to find Liu Renna, and the agent still agreed, after all, they were very good friends, and the agent told Li Zhien a few words, and then agreed to her to go.

Li Zhien put on a mask, walked into the café called "Spring and Summer", found a place by the window, sat down, and ordered a cup of coffee.

Not long after, Liu Renna sent a message.

"Zhi'en, I'll be at your café soon. ”

Li Zhien replied.

"I'm in that seat near the bar. ”

............

Liu Renna returned the door of the coffee shop, and Li Zhien saw it and waved to her, because there was no one in the coffee shop at this time, and Li Zhien also took off his mask.

Liu Renna came to the seat opposite her and sat down, looking at Li Zhien opposite.

"Zhi'en, haven't you had a good rest lately? ”

Li Zhien stirred the coffee: "Well, I guess I didn't sleep last night." ”

Liu Renna ordered a glass of juice and looked at Li Zhien: "What's the matter, I feel listless, this is not good, you are going to have a concert in the evening." ”

Li Zhien thought for a moment: "I did encounter an incident recently, which is very troubled. ”

The waiter came up with orange juice, and Liu Renna took a sip: "What's the matter?" After speaking, he looked at Li Zhien.

"Hmm...... It's hard to say, I should say that I don't know how to tell you. ”

Liu Renna sat up straight, she had known Li Zhien for so long, and it was the first time she saw her like this, and it seemed that something was wrong.

"Zhi'en, there will always be a few friends in this life, you can tell me all your troubles, it's okay, I'm always there. Liu Renna looked at her and said.

Li Zhien glanced at her, then lowered his head: "I...... Met a man. ”

"People, who?"

"A... People I've known for a long time. ”

"Men and women?"

Li Zhien hesitated: "Man." ”

"Oh, and then?"

"I... I noticed that something was wrong with him. ”

"What's wrong?" asked Liu Renna one by one.

"He hugged me. ”

"Huh?" Liu Renna was a little incredulous: "Hug you, what kind of hug is it, like a friend or ......"

Lee didn't answer her question. Continue to speak.

"I've known him for thirteen years. ”

"It's been so long, and it doesn't seem like there's anything to hug you. ”

"But I always felt that the hug was not normal. ”

"Abnormal? Did he insult you?"

"Of course not. Li Zhien hurriedly denied: "But I felt a feeling from his hug that was not like a friend." ”

"Oh?" Liu Renna probably already knew about Li Zhien's troubles.

"You think he likes you?"

Li Zhien raised his head and looked at Liu Renna, wanting to say something, but in the end he didn't speak.

"But you don't like him?"

Li Zhien lowered his head again, stirring the coffee that had become warm.

"I adore him...... At least it used to be. ”

Liu Renna said again: "You... Didn't want to lose this friend, so you didn't say anything after he hugged you?"

Li Zhien nodded.

"And then you feel bothered by it. ”

Li Zhien didn't expect her to guess all right: "Hmm." Almost. ”

"What do you think?"

"Ah, what do you mean?" said Lee.

"Do you think you have any other feelings besides worshipping him?" asked Liu Renna, drinking orange juice.

Li Zhien frowned, to be honest, when she wrote to Ming Yan before, she really longed for Ming Yan, that feeling is not only worship, but also something that cannot be said, but after so many years, she has also met a lot of very powerful people, and slowly that feeling faded, and finally even that little bit of worship will feel redundant, so it is indeed very... Cruel, but because of her vision and surrounding environment, she came into contact with a lot of talented people like Ming Yan, and slowly she got used to it, so... Now his feelings for Ming Yan seem to be only repaying his gratitude, after all, he is the one who led Li Zhien into the door.

Li Zhien looked at Liu Renna and shook his head, "No." ”

"Then let's talk to him directly, there's no need to drag. ”

"But ......"

"Don't say anything, since you don't have any other feelings, then just say it, don't be afraid, if you're afraid of losing this friend, then I can help you. ”

Li Zhien shook his head, "No need, I'll do it." ”

Liu Renna nodded: "Oh, okay, don't show this expression, the concert is going to be held soon, be happy." As he spoke, he pinched Li Zhien's cheek.

Li Zhien shook his head, looked at Liu Renna opposite, and laughed helplessly.

Li Zhien's mobile phone rang, it was an agent calling, and after taking it, "Ernie, I'm going to prepare, do you want to go with me?"

Liu Renna looked at her watch and nodded: "Okay, it's about to start." ”

Li Zhien and Liu Renna walked out of the café together, and there were many people in front of the square next to them. ”

Liu Renna also turned her head to look over: "When I came here just now, I saw someone singing there, probably listening to the song there." ”

Li Zhien nodded: "That's it." As he spoke, he just wanted to turn his gaze back, and suddenly saw a somewhat familiar back, and just wanted to take a closer look, but the figure walked into the crowd and quickly disappeared.

"Why are you leaving?" said Liu Renna in front.

Li Zhien came back to his senses: "Oh, come right away." ”

After glancing in that direction again, Li Zhien turned around and left, and followed Liu Renna into the venue.

Li Zhien returned to the venue and began to rehearse, and Liu Renna also rested backstage.