Chapter 40: Nightmares Don't Wake Up

And Xu Jiannan can also feel that Wang Le has no real hostility towards her. It can't be said that Wang Le really blessed Lu Yan with a "girlfriend", but at least that gaze didn't look like he wanted to attack.

Wang Le's eyes made Xu Jiannan a little confused. Because if he is normal, the evil intent in his eyes does not make sense. But to say that he is not normal, his thinking ability and burning eyes seem to be much more sober than ordinary people.

It is understood that Wang Le has been in a psychiatric hospital for more than a year. In the course of this year, with his previous "brilliant achievements", it is impossible for doctors to take it lightly. So, the effect of the drug will more or less make him become the same as those patients outside, a little stupid and sluggish, how can he be so sober?

For such doubts, Xu Jiannan instead had a "professional interest". In general, in the case of schizophrenia as she knew it, there were several possibilities based on neurobiochemistry. For example, long-term use of dopamine-releasing agents, such as phenylpropylmine, can cause hallucinations and delusions in normal people. Because antipsychotic drugs are anti-dopamine, the receptors are generally effective in schizophrenia-positive patients. Then, Wang Le does not exist in such a state of obvious excitement and speculation as he is now.

So...... That is, the anti-dopamine effect of psychotropic drugs is not noticeable in him. That's why he won't be as slow and slow as the patients out there.

Thinking about it like this, Xu Jiannan was a little surprised by his guess, and at the same time couldn't conclude his bold idea, so he only cautiously tentatively asked: "Wang Le, I heard Lu Yan say that you were friends when you were children. ”

Wang Le lowered his head like a charming woman and snorted and said, "Friend, you can't talk about it, right?" In my impression, when Lu Yan was a child, just like he is now, he is high and invincible. I, I probably can't get into his eyes, right?"

Xu Jianan's hand slapped lightly on Lu Yan's back twice, signaling him not to care about Wang Le's words, her question was just to confirm whether Wang Le's cognitive ability was really too "normal".

Lu Yan glanced at Xu Jiannan and smiled very shallowly.

Xu Jianan put his mind at ease and continued to ask Wang Le: "You still remember things that are so long ago, it seems that you still have a deep impression of Lu Yan, right......? It wasn't intentional, was it?"

Hearing this, Wang Le smiled again. This time, he smiled very openly, he curled up his body that couldn't stretch out at all, and laughed for a while before he asked Xu Jianan: "You asked this on purpose, right? Look at me now, because you came to visit me kindly, I will be completely wrapped like a shrimp." If I didn't mean it at the beginning, how could I have this treatment now? If I were good, maybe you would be my girlfriend now......" As he spoke, Wang Le still smiled strangely and looked at Lu Yan defiantly.

This time, Lu Yan lowered his face and said in a low voice: "Wang Le, Jia Nan is a professional psychiatrist, if you are not crazy to the point of losing your mind, I hope to be able to help you." ”

"Help me? hahaha...... How can you help me? Bring your beautiful female companion to see me, find a psychiatrist to talk to me, just help me? Don't make trouble, I'm not small, you're not small. I didn't say anything childlike when I was a child, what's wrong now?" Wang Le put away his smile and looked at Lu Yan coldly.

The change in his expression made Xu Jiannan even more surprised. If Wang Le is really "crazy" to the point where he has to be "imprisoned" in a mental hospital, where does he still have the ability to change his emotions so quickly? How can he be with a person like Lu Yan, if you have something to say, I will have to say, and not a word will be left behind, and even to be fair, he still has the upper hand a little.

Xu Jiannan guessed that Wang Le's schizophrenia not only did not turn him into a madman, but also turned him into a terrible "genius". He can successfully deceive everyone, even with the current advanced technology, there is nothing to be done about him, because he does have schizophrenia. He can be in whatever state he wants. Whether he wants to be a murderer at this moment, or a normal person, depends entirely on his thoughts.

At present, technologies such as brain imaging and neurocognitive detection use the clinical features found by the biological markers of the disease, so that doctors can identify patients in the first and second stages of the disease, and the early diagnosis of the disease and the treatment of cognitive deficits have gradually become possible.

In normal patients, the level of GABA synthase in the cerebral cortex decreases, and the central glutamate function is insufficient, because of these reasons, patients will experience symptoms such as hallucinations, delusions, apathy, withdrawal, etc. But these symptoms, no matter how they are checked, Wang Le must also meet the standards, so no one will think that he is pretending to be crazy.

However, long-term medication has no obvious inhibitory effect, which can also prove that the real type of schizophrenia of Wang Le is not the type he showed to doctors. In other words, he deliberately made it impossible for the doctor to accurately prescribe the right medicine. But there is no more benefit than delaying his illness and keeping him in the "sobriety" he is in as he is now. So, what is the reason for Wang Le to do this?

Just when Xu Jianan was thinking about these questions, Wang Le suddenly looked at Xu Jianan and said, "Beauty, don't bother thinking about me." You brought it by Lu Yan today, so what I saw was like this. You can call in that idiot doctor outside and ask me what I'm usually like. Lu Yan can still think about me, let's just chat normally, as a past relationship. If you bother to study me, you might as well study the men around you. ”

"Do you like this place very much?" Xu Jiannan looked at Wang Le with some sadness, ignoring all his previous words.

Wang Le looked around, thought about it as if he was thinking about it, and replied: "Why don't you like it? When you live here, you will find that everyone around you is crazy, and you are the only one who is sober." But when you live outside, you will feel that the people around you seem to be sober and only think you are crazy. And it's very interesting here, every madman has his own world, in their world, you, me, Lu Yan, there will be no difference, we are all madmen, only he is normal. They can't get out of that world, and no one else can get in...... Actually, pretty good. ”

When Wang Le said this, his expression seemed a little thoughtful.

Xu Jianan answered and asked: "Actually, aren't you the same? In your spiritual world, don't you also have your own world? Outsiders can't go in, and you yourself don't want to come out." You'd rather be confined to a mental hospital than step out of your false world and face the real world. ”

Wang Le raised his eyebrows and looked at Xu Jianan, and said appreciatively: "Yes, the girlfriend Lu Yan is looking for is really not ordinary." It seems that you are really a psychiatrist. But what's the use of that? In this world, who doesn't have a little psychological problem, who doesn't hide something in their hearts that others don't know, and who can't get to the place where others can't get to? Everyone has nightmares in their hearts, and they have a false world. Whether you want to admit it or not, there must be. ”

"Yes, I admit it. But while I construct my inner world, I don't resist the outside world. And you can't, you're completely excluded from the outside world. Wang Le, a good year, you have to waste it here, isn't it a pity? If you are willing to receive psychological treatment, I am willing to be your psychiatrist, and then ......."

Before he finished speaking, Wang Le's bound hands subconsciously waved, interrupted Xu Jiannan and said, "Don't don't, don't say you want to, I will misunderstand...... Hahaha, and even if you want to, I don't. You should know that I am now a high-risk individual with great potential harm to society. You'd better not take on this kind of responsibility, and don't try to have any salvation in my Virgin mentality. I'm a psychopath, I'm a lunatic, I'm not a cancer patient waiting for a doctor to help. Lu Yan, persuade your girlfriend to save it. ”

When Lu Yan heard this, he only turned his head and stopped looking at Wang Le, but he didn't say anything. Because since Xu Jiannan is here, this is not only a help, but also her own intention. Lu Yan knew that Xu Jiannan was a person who was very persistent in his work, and by now, it was not as simple as doing Lu Yan a favor. Therefore, everything is as they said before, and Xu Jiannan has the final say. This can be regarded as Lu Yan's respect for Xu Jianan, and his support and trust in her work.

Xu Jiannan also smiled at this time and said to Wang Le: "Before I met you, I had always been very curious about what kind of condition you had, and I had always been very worried about your situation, and I even had no confidence for a while, and I looked around through books, for fear that my knowledge of psychology would not be able to solve the serious state of mental illness. But now it seems that I was completely overly worried. You're going to be better here than every patient, because you know what kind of shape to show the doctor at the right time. Even if I go out and shout now, you're not crazy, no one will believe me. And, I'm sure you'll be putting on a great show soon. The symptoms you show to the psychiatrist are the agitation symptoms of schizophrenia, which are aggression and violence, and suicidal tendencies. Obviously, your first symptom is fine, and I've heard that you can run down the street with a kitchen knife and slash passers-by. Luckily, they were only slightly injured. But even so, your behavior can make the doctor think that you have impulse control, reduced social sensitivity, and severe impulse aggression and violent behavior. It's harmful enough to keep you here for a few years. ”