CHAPTER XLVII

The breakup is close to 8 years, how many 8 years is worth the wait, just like eight years is a dream, just like the Chuhan River boundary.

People have their own rules of behavior, everyone has their own rhythm, and the various roles they can play in their own lives are different, just like wearing various types of masks.

I don't know which is my true self.

All in all, there are many things that are not what you imagined, but you have to continue to insist on every step of life.

Many things are not as simple as you think, and they are not as complicated as you think.

Ou Ruoxi met Fei Yan twice in total.

In these long 8 years, seeing each other is not a particularly special thing, whether they meet or not, but these 8 years are amazing for them, some very important moments in their lives, so in these 8 years, the other party has not played an important role in their lives, which means that many things have lost a lot.

And these two meetings, in fact, many things can be imagined, if it is described as unbelievable, it is indeed so.

The first time was after a movie signing party, when many celebrities and superstars came to congratulate, and all kinds of big and small coffees on the field gathered once, which was a relatively sensational star at that time.

It was a celebration of the highest honors, all the media and all the fans gathered, which means that under that sky, all the secrets will not be scary, and any smile you will be photographed from no angle.

Any of your expressions will be clear to all the media and all your fans, and any uncompromising smile, or any incongruous movements, will be infinitely magnified.

In that case, it's terrifying, amplified and clear at a high frequency.

But in this chaotic situation.

Fei Yan found her, he didn't know how to walk past his paparazzi's tracking of him, and he also escaped the fans' fierce pursuit of him.

It was in that very bad environment that he actually found him, and asked him if he wanted to go with him, he was going to go abroad, and at that time he got the first information about him, the news that he was going abroad, the news came very suddenly, it should be said that he was unprepared.

At that time, Ou Ruoxi didn't know why, she directly rejected Fei Yan's invitation at that time, and her attitude at that time was very resolute, there was no room for consideration, she didn't care about any relationship, or the feeling of breaking off love and hatred.

On the contrary, Gu Ruoxi held his mobile phone and drank beer on the rooftop on the night of his rejection, crying bitterly all night.

As she looked at the sky, the plane swept past the stars.

knows that he should have no contact with him in this life, just like following the plane is always two parallel lines, and there is no possibility of intersection.

Sometimes things don't go as expected, and many things go beyond that assumption, such as a second meeting.

The second time was four years ago, when Fei Yan made a name for himself in Hollywood, and he also took a foreign film directing course, which can be regarded as fame and fortune.

His gorgeous transformation is like a frog turning into a prince, with the light of becoming an actor, and many media have praised him one after another, and he has not been praised by American words.

In terms of his future return to China, he can be regarded as a very bright star, if there is no accident, then his road to the actor should be bright and righteous.

Now it should be regarded as a traffic star, he unruly appeared in the fashion magazine of Gold and Silver September, vividly reflecting the temperament of a noble prince.

And Ou Ruoxi could only look at his back from afar.

They could only observe from a distance and did not dare to approach, because they seemed to be separated by a generation of galaxies, and the uncrossable space had blocked them.

It will never be possible again, two parallel lines that will not intersect.

The second time is now......

He stood unruly in the lobby of the hotel, being interviewed by many media, and the lights flashed in all directions, and the screams of various fans seemed to have come like a wave of smoke.

He is like a Roman prince, with a knife-like face, perfect facial features, and a muscular figure of 1.9 meters. Wearing the latest model in 2019, it is a black slim shirt, paired with black denim leggings, and a single crocodile black leather shoes, with a slight hook at the corners of the mouth, 365 degrees without dead ends.

A glorious prince, his fans are shouting loudly from the railing: "Fei Yan, Fei Yan, I love you like a mouse loves rice......"

And she, Ou Ruoxi, is like a very ordinary woman, standing there looking at him from afar, looking at her brightest starlight, she is so ordinary.

Just like those office workers who emerge from the subway entrance, ordinary and simple.

In the past 8 years, her star journey should be considered to be getting darker and darker, many times I don't believe in everything that has happened, she turned out to be a bright star that once made the media have high hopes, but as time goes by, resources are getting less and less, and many things are not something that she can grasp and control.

So in the past 8 years, she is an ordinary actor who has fallen from the peak.

This is his own reason, or maybe this is the twists and turns of fate, so he has become an unknown actress to this day.

After she graduated from film school, her mentors had high hopes for his acting skills, and her acting skills were very spiritual. But a lot of times, sometimes if you want to get really successful acting, maybe it's really one of them.

More importantly, the right time, place and people are indispensable in this aspect, and he just lacks the right place and people, so he slowly lost the opportunity in many competitions.

What if you have the time?

You don't drink, you don't socialize, you don't go to fart, you don't let your smile show a whimsical smile in front of anyone, that's not okay, many things are not so successful that you just have personality, many things need to be compromised, but Ou Ruoxi is unwilling to compromise, so he is still an unknown little actor.

Originally, I had the opportunity to get it this time, and everyone once again affirmed that she relied on the role of the heroine of the >, and I portrayed the desire of the heroine's hometown in three points.

The wonderful part of the plot is all controlled by him throughout the whole process, if it weren't for his excellent performance, this drama might not have been able to sell such a high box office.

A lot of things are really not as simple as you imagined, for example, this time the awards ceremony was originally in the bag, but it fell into another family.

If there is no other family, it is still good, but it is the woman I don't want.

The Best Actress award was given to another work, which, normally, did not get a particularly big sensation in the entire market, whether in terms of art education or market atmosphere, it is not a particularly outstanding one.

It was this award that was awarded to this woman-Yang Bingbing.

Sometimes things are so weird, and then fate is so simple, he and Yang Bingbing are the same thing, they originally signed the same film and television theater, and the resources given to them by the company were to create a baby combination for them.

Hey, that's not unmistakable.

It's just that Yang Bingbing has given a fatal blow in her career, and many times many things are due to her.

Yes, she and Yang Bingbing have a grudge.

This can be regarded as a mismatch.

The group was also disbanded within 8 years, and the dissolution of the Baby group had a relatively big impact, because these two were relatively popular actresses at that time.

Later, when the group disbanded, Yang Bingbing recorded all the mistakes on Ou Ruoxi.

Only in this way, he made a lot of nonsense in the media, saying that it was because of Ou Ruoxi's personal voice that this group could not continue.

If a singer can't perform high-quality songs anymore, it means that her singing career is actually interrupted.

Since the disbandment of the baby group, it has been a low point in Ou Ruoxi's career.

With the suppression of various resources, it is difficult for Ou Ruoxi to get as much attention as before.

The showbiz is like this, time is calculated by the second, and as time goes by, it slowly loses all kinds of curves, and it slowly loses a kind of attention from everyone, that is to say, its entire popularity has slowly been attenuated.

Since then, Gu Ruoxi has never gotten up......

It's all wrong, but Yang Bingbing's career is becoming more and more prosperous, and now he has gradually become an endorsement of top traffic stars.

Numerous resources and numerous capitals have converged on her. In addition, he is very good at hype, and has bought hot searches for various media headlines. It has gradually become the darling of fashion and a kind of fragrant bun endorsed by various famous brands.

People are not perfect.

The only thing that Yang Bingbing feels imperfect is her acting skills. No matter how he plays his acting skills, it makes people feel a kind of stiffness or others pay more attention to her appearance.

So far, it has not been recognized by experts for acting skills.

said that she can only be a star in the traditional sense, not a good actor in the traditional sense.

is to mix in the entertainment industry, you just have good looks, of course it's not enough, if you want to expand your territory in this entertainment industry better, you must add your yellow robe.

Yang Bingbing wants to get some domestic or international professional protagonists to prove that he does have a foothold in the entertainment industry.

He once said, "Even if I am a vase, I am the most expensive one, and I still have to be valuable." ”

So in this University Film Festival Best Actress Award, she unceremoniously made herself a yellow robe through various channels.

- So there is no suspense, Ou Ruoxi fell off the list, and Yang Bingbing won the Best Actress Award.

It's kind of ironic. It caused another controversy in the media, and colleagues generally drew two people, but they had two different lives.

Although this is an award at the College Student Film Festival, the gold content of this award is still relatively sufficient, at least it represents a trend of young people's aesthetics.

Ou Ruoxi cherished this opportunity very much.

After the award ceremony, Ou Ruoxi could no longer control her disappointment, based on allowing herself to be alone in this complicated environment.

Her depressed mood could not be relieved, so she drank casually to let her mood get a real release, but she couldn't drink in front of everyone, which would cause a fatal blow to her people's brand image, so in this high-pressure situation, she chose to return to the hotel with a few bottles of red wine.

She took the wine and slowly tasted it in her room, crying and laughing, as if she was lamenting her 8 years of time, and once again lamenting that she had failed again.

Unconsciously, she was slowly drunk in a daze, and she hoped that everything would start better after he woke up.

She called his agent: "Sister Qiu, if there is no special arrangement tonight, I will sleep first, I drank some wine just now, I am very dizzy......"

Sister Qiu: "Drink less, stay in your room, don't go anywhere, just get a good night's sleep......"

But the truth is something she didn't expect, many things are really not as simple as she imagined, and everyone is separated by a layer of skin.

……

In a daze, she saw an unfamiliar figure enter her room.

This figure was so unfamiliar, and so familiar, she wasn't sure who this person was, he suddenly had a feeling of sobering up, he felt that how could someone enter his room at this time, obviously the door was locked, and her key was only available to her agent, Sister Qiu.

This person is not Sister Qiu's body, who could he be? Why can he come in? Just as he was about to scream.

The stranger's sudden laughter was like a voice from hell: "Hello, little Sissy." ”

"You...... Why are you here?"

Someone else used to be a producer of the same company as him, and he had a lot of film and television resources, and he had been pursuing himself, but Ou Ruoxi had been refusing to do this.

Love and not love, there is a clear distinction in her world.

There has always been a place for someone in her inner world, in his sensitive and fragile inner world, although they can never be together, but it has no effect, she has no impression of his thoughts, her love for him.

But it will be her forever secret, a secret that will never be told to the outside world again.

At this moment, she is trapped in Kunlun.

Ou Ruoxi knew early on that her agent, Sister Qiu, was so dissatisfied, because he couldn't bring her a high return, because if a popular subordinate didn't become popular, it meant that it was a waste paper, or that it was actually nothing, then her agent hated her for a while, and even wanted to get rid of her all the time.

But she never expected that in front of the head, her agent would do such a thing, and actually give the key card of her house to someone else, a man who makes people feel very disgusted.

"Little star, in fact, I have long advised you that you have to learn to compromise many things, many things you have to learn how to do, now you are the best time to show yourself, I will not force you, but at this time I will give you such an opportunity, I hope you grasp it well, in this society is what you are willing to do, if you are not willing to do it, then of course I will not force you, but have you thought about it clearly? ”

This producer actually dared to make a big fuss in front of her, and said these things justly and awe-inspiringly, he said that he would not force her, give her a chance, as if to do something you love me, of course, she will never submit to this compromise.

If it were someone else, I was afraid that a moth would have been fighting the fire a long time ago.

Guo Ruoxu was unwilling, but he felt that he was just a young man who was clear and not demonic, everyone in the world was drunk, but she was the only one who woke up.

"I'll just say it once, please get out of here now, do you think you have the key to enter my room, you can do whatever you want? Tell you that this is a legal society, any lawsuit here will have fatal consequences for you, you can enter my room, but you can't force me, and I will officially tell you now, I will not be with you, you can give all your resources to anyone, or you don't have to think about me, I just tell you that I don't!"

The man let out a gloomy smile.

"Are you sure you won't regret your reply, I'm giving you a red carpet on the Avenue of Fame now, so that you can take the route to your actress, you see that even if your acting skills are good today, do you know why? Is it that you don't have acting skills? Of course, you know very well in your heart, what is this for! Now that my boat has sent you an invitation, whether you want to accept it is your own business, and I will only give you this chance, and I will not give you a second chance, you can think about it clearly!"

"It seems that you are too confident, even if I go to work to do something else, even if I go to do takeout and serve dishes, I will not be in the same stream with you, even if I give up this road in the entertainment industry, I will definitely not take this route with you, you are with you It only makes me feel more disgusting. Don't talk to me about your actress route anymore, in my opinion, everything is not enough, you get out now!"

"What are you talking about? Say I'll get out, tell you that this room is the key given by Sister Qiu, your agent, which I opened, is the room I opened, do you think you can make money for your company now? You can't earn a penny now, you are now in the public company to post money nonsense, this room is opened by me, you want to get out, only you give me a roll..."

This sentence is really five thunders, I can't imagine that my situation is so far to a border.

It seems that the producer didn't mean to let her go, although she just said these things, but she locked the door behind her, and at this time she had to be prepared, she had to get out of here.

Ou Ruoxi smashed a cup, and the splinters against his neck screamed.

"No, if you don't let me go, I'll die here!"

"Have you thought about the consequences? Have you figured it out? If you think about it, then I'll promise you. As long as you dare to leave this room, tomorrow I will make you ruined and mingle in this circle, this is impossible!"

"Even if I am ruined, I don't want to go along with you! I don't believe that in this legal society, there can be people like you who can do whatever they want, everyone will wait and see, even if I don't eat this bowl of rice, I will definitely not let you succeed......

Under this desperate threat, Ou Ruoxi finally escaped this catastrophe.