I want to fall in love, I want to taste what it's like to be loved, even if it's pretending.

Because I don't have much time left.

I don't have time to think about the things that grieve me.

I narrowed my eyes and smiled, "It's nothing to do with you." ”

I was about to drive away, Gu Tingchen suddenly opened the car door and jumped into the car, his actions were extremely dangerous, I stopped the car and scolded him angrily: "Crazy, you will be injured like this!"

Gu Tingchen's eyebrows were fearless, I looked at him with cold eyes, and when I was about to drive him out of the car, he said firmly: "You still love me?"

It's a question, but it's also an affirmative.

He was someone else's groom for three months, and now he was saying such things with determination.

Did he really think he could do whatever he wanted?

In the end, it was the opportunity he gave him, and he completely exposed the soft side in front of him.

If you want to blame it, you can blame your love for being too determined.

So sure that I said I didn't love him, and everyone didn't believe him.

"yes, I love you, are you disgusted?"

I smiled frankly, and I was telling the truth.

Gu Tingchen squinted his eyes and told me to drive, "Drive back to Shijia Villa." ”

"What about you?" I asked.

He said lightly: "I'm with you." ”

I thought about it for a while and said, "Forget it, I don't want to take you to Shi's house." ”

"Then look back at the villa. ”

......

I drove to the Gu family's villa, Gu Tingchen got out of the car and pulled my wrist into the villa, which was clean and clean, and the sofa was all covered with a white cloth, without any breath of life.

Gu Tingchen let go of me and removed those white cloths, I went over to sit on the sofa, and he went into the kitchen and poured me a cup of hot water and handed it to me.

I held it in the palm of my hand, feeling a little at a loss.

What exactly does he want to do?

It was in the afternoon, the sunlight outside the window slowly fell in, shining warmly on me, and Gu Tingchen didn't say anything, he was busy cleaning up the villa.

Neither of us bothered anyone, and soon in the evening, when Gu Tingchen came down from upstairs, he had already changed his clothes, a light-colored sweater, light-colored pants, and the rather messy and wet black hair.

He came over and sat across from me, I stared at him calmly, he looked at me with gentle eyes, and patiently asked, "What do you want to eat at night?"

Gu Tingchen's eyebrows were clear, always cold and clear, and they were so soft as now, almost like I didn't dare to imagine before.

I shook my head and said, "I'm not hungry." ”

He frowned, and said in a low voice: "How can you do without eating at night?"

I was stunned and subconsciously said, "You don't have to pretend to care about me. ”

Gu Tingchen was stunned for a moment, and asked abruptly, "Did I treat you badly before?"

After three years of marriage, Gu Tingchen told me that he was not bad, because he didn't even have the qualifications to be bad.

For three whole years, he used cold violence against me.

After each pleasure, he left the villa without saying a word, and I usually didn't see anyone except in bed, except for the year when he forcibly beat my children......

It was false to say that he didn't hate him back then, and it was also true that he was cute.

It took me a few years to digest this matter, and now I can't say forgiveness but also hate, I am relieved, many things will be relieved with the end of my life, even if it will always be like a thorn in the soft heart, and occasionally it will be turned out by itself and savored.

I sighed, laughed and said, "No." ”

The doorbell suddenly rang outside the door, and Gu Tingchen got up to open the door.

When he came in, I saw that it was some ingredients he had ordered online.

I asked him curiously, "You want to cook?"

"Well, you like carp, don't you?"

I froze, nodded and said, "Well, I like it." ”

It's not me who likes to eat carp, it's Wen Ruyan.

Wen Ruyan met me before leaving Wucheng, she stared at me with pitiful eyes and asked: "Do you know why Gu Tingchen likes to eat carp? Because I like it, he will try to like what I like, Shi Sheng, you will find out in the future, he is a man with deep affection, once he likes it is the happiest thing in the world, but he doesn't like it, then you are the saddest woman in the world, because the man you love has the most ruthless heart." ”

At that time, I said stiffly, "Who said I liked him?"

Wen Ruyan was stunned and asked, "Then why did you marry him?"

I couldn't see her proud, so I lied and said: "At our level, it's more about the right family, the Gu family is suitable for me, and I am completely suitable for the Gu family, that's all." ”

Although I can't get used to seeing Wen Ruyan proud, I will cook a dinner before Gu Tingchen arrives at the villa every time, and there is a carp soup in the dinner, speaking of which, I have always wanted to please him before.

I didn't expect him to be mistaken for a liking to eat carp.

But none of that matters, it doesn't matter what you like to eat.

Gu Tingchen went into the kitchen to cook, I went upstairs to find the room I used to have, changed into a thin sweater, and went downstairs to pour a cup of hot water and take two painkillers.

Staying bored in the living room, I stood at the kitchen door and quietly looked at Gu Tingchen.

There was a light purple light in the kitchen, and it was very soft when it fell on him.

Because he was too tall, he bent down slightly to cut vegetables on the board, and his slender fingers held the handle of the knife so tightly that he lost his mind just by looking at me, and the mood in his heart fluctuated very much when he reacted, after all, I had never seen him look at home.

Gu Tingchen's just one action made me panic, and somehow, I was wronged in my heart.

I have loved him for nine years, I have a crush on him for six years, but he has never given me any response, do you really want to spend the rest of my days lonely like this?

But the unwillingness in my heart is so strong.

......

Gu Tingchen made two dishes and one soup.

I took a piece of fish and put it in my mouth, chewed it carefully, he looked at me expectantly, I smiled faintly and said, "It's delicious." ”

"The fish is frozen, not as good as fresh. ”

I shook my head, "That's already good." ”

What does his cooking have to do with the freshness of the food?

As long as he did it, I was ecstatic.

I ate very slowly, Gu Tingchen quickly ate two bowls of rice, and put down the chopsticks and didn't urge me.

When I finished eating, he got up to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.

When Gu Tingchen came out of the kitchen, I said goodbye to him, he was silent for a while, looked at me with deep eyes, and asked in a low voice, "Are you in such a hurry to leave?"

I smiled and asked him, "Do I need to stay?"

"This was once your home. ”

I once lived in the Gu family villa for three years, and it would be false to say that I didn't miss it.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth and said, "I used to think it was." ”

I turned to leave, but suddenly my wrist was grabbed tightly.

I looked back at him in confusion and asked, "What are you......?" What do you mean?"

"You haven't answered why I want to be in a relationship?"