Chapter 185: He Didn't See Me
The villa was dimly lit, there must be someone inside, I didn't knock on the door again, but took out my mobile phone and sent a text message to Xi Zhan.
"Second brother, there are still two hours to go before the New Year. ”
I don't know if he still used this number, but it was my last hope, and Xi Zhan didn't reply to me.
My palms were red from the cold, I sighed and walked around in place, the snow on the ground had soaked through my shoes and soaked my socks, my body felt extremely cold, and I wanted to leave quickly.
I'm pregnant now, so I can't afford to have any mistakes in my body.
I couldn't hold on any longer, so after thinking about it, I sent another message to Xi Zhan, "Today is my twenty-fourth birthday. ”
Last year today, I endured the greatest grief in the world.
And this year it still is.
I lost the man I loved the most.
And I pushed it away with my own hands!
The text messages I sent were like a stone sinking into the sea, and at this moment I finally understood that Xi Zhan and I were really strangers.
I'm no longer the woman at his side.
So he can no longer enjoy his pampering and pampering.
The thought of this hurts so much that I can't breathe.
I reached out and covered my chest to warn myself of peace, but the more I did this, the deeper the sadness in my heart became.
The window on the second floor was pushed open, and I was surprised and delighted in my heart, and when I looked up, I saw that it was Yuan You with an unusually cold expression.
He was Xi Zhan's third brother first, and then my third brother.
I knew in my heart that he hated me.
I opened my mouth to ask him where Xi Zhan was, but before I could ask, another person appeared at the window-
He Ming, the illegitimate son of the He family.
His relationship with me has never been bad.
But at the moment he also looked at me indifferently.
He frowned and asked, "What are you doing here?"
I whispered, "I'm coming for him." ”
Yuan You continued, "He?"
He frowned again and asked, "Who is he?"
Yuan You knew that I was looking for Xi Zhan, but he deliberately made it difficult for me.
I looked at him with red eyes and craned my neck and said, "I know I was wrong, can you let me meet him?"
Yuan You was about to say something, but He Ming patted him on the shoulder and stopped him, looked at me with his eyes and said, "He's not here." ”
Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, everyone's homecoming night, and the villa here in Espoo is his real home.
Where could he be if he wasn't here?
And Heming and Yuan You are here.
I'm sure Xi Zhan must be in the villa.
And he must be able to hear me.
Thinking about it, I know that I won't see him today.
I bent down and put the box in my hand at the door of the villa, then looked up and smiled at Yuan You and said, "Happy New Year." ”
Seeing this, He Ming retracted his gaze, I turned around and left the villa, and sat back in the car to warm up a lot.
I didn't tell the driver to leave until the clock rang near twelve o'clock, and I said to the driver in front of me with moist eyes, "Happy New Year, let's go." ”
I meditate in my heart,
Happy New Year, Xi Zhan.
The car drove away slowly, I slightly tilted my head to look out the window, the snow was falling, the snowy sky was the most beautiful, just like the man calm and pure.
Due to the rain and snow in Wucheng, I used to not like snow days, it was always wet and cold.
And now I love the weather, especially the snow in Finland, especially in Espoo.
Because a man falls in love with a city.
This is what the old head of the Xi family said before he died.
I sighed and was about to retract my gaze when I saw a tall and resolute man standing by the window on the second floor of the villa through the heavy snow.
He was still so handsome, and his face was cold and ruthless.
It turned out that he was really in the villa.
I didn't dare to blink, nor did I dare to tell the driver to stop, I was afraid that the illusion of this moment would disappear in an instant!
But the car was so fast that it didn't take long for him to disappear from my sight.
I quickly turned around, and there was no man by the window.
Is it my hallucination?!
I reached out and stroked my stomach and closed my eyes.
......
It was five o'clock in the morning when I returned to Tongcheng, and I went to bed when I got home, and it was noon the next day when I woke up.
Today, my sister-in-law was not here, I got up and poured a glass of milk, went to sit down on the sofa and flipped through WeChat, there were many New Year's wishes.
Tan Yang said, "Happy New Year, wait for me to come and play with you tomorrow! There is another thing, He Ming asked me to be his woman yesterday." ”
I smiled and asked, "How did you respond?" ”
As soon as I sent it, Tan Yang replied to me, "How can I respond? I will only be an adult in August and September next year, and He Ming is a full thirteen years older than me, if my mother knows that I am looking for someone of this age, she will break my leg!"
I smiled a rare when I saw her message, and when I was typing to reply to her, she sent me another message, "What I am most afraid of in this world is my mother, and our whole family is afraid of her!"
I sent a crying face and asked, "Do you like him?"
I'm asking about the extrinsic factors that put aside age.
Tan Yang sent me a voice directly this time, "I don't really understand what it's like to like someone, because I haven't experienced it so far, maybe that's why I rejected He Ming!"
Tan Yang's words showed that he had no intention of He Ming.
Actually, I don't quite understand whether He Ming is serious about Tan Yang on a whim, he doesn't look like a man who fell in love at first sight.
I replied to Tan Yang in my voice: "When you are twenty-seven years old, He Ming will be almost forty, he is indeed a little too big for you! You are still young, and you still have more time to choose the other half of the future, and when you grow up, there will be more sons and daughters of wealthy families chasing you, and you will be dazzling when the time comes!"
I suddenly remembered that not long after I became an adult, the threshold of the Shi family was broken by the major families, and they wanted to make a marriage contract with me in advance.
At that time, I refused all of them until the Gu family came to the door.
Thinking of these, I can't help but sigh in my heart.
Tan Yang didn't reply to me again, I exited the chat interface with her and saw that Yu Luoluo also sent me New Year's wishes last night.
It's not just her, but also Gu Lanzhi's text messages.
He said, "Happy New Year, little girl. ”
He has always been a gentle man.
I replied, "Thank you and Happy New Year." ”
Half an hour after I finished replying to WeChat one by one, Ji Nuan also sent me a voice message last night, "Sheng'er, I'm in Ireland, this is Chen Shen's home, when I got here, I found out that Chen Shen is actually a very warm person, he took me to meet the aunt who raised him since he was a child, and his aunt has a very handsome son, the child is very cold, Chen Shen asked him and he pretended not to hear anything, but I found his little secret! He likes the little girl next door, but the little girl doesn't treat him very much!"
Ji Nuan's voice was full of joy, I could hear that she was very happy now, and Chen Shen made up for the grief brought to her by Chen Chu's death.
I was about to reply to her when Gu Tingchen called me, and I hesitated to answer his call.
But my parents were in his hands.
I exhaled deeply to relieve the depression in my heart, and asked, "What are you looking for me?"