Chapter 196: The All-New Lu Wanzhou

Lin Xicheng and Liu Yingying were going to stay in England for a few days, and Lu Goodnight thoughtfully made a careful travel plan for them, which just filled the regret of Lin Xicheng's trip to Paris.

For this reason, when Lin Xicheng got it last night, the corners of his mouth were torn to the back of his head, and his eyes were obscene.

Early in the morning, Liu Yingying was pulled up, and the two sisters of the Lu family had already cleaned up, and were sitting obediently on the sofa in the living room, eating biscuits.

Qiao Lingling ran down from upstairs, danced with her hands, and said, "Let's go~"

After that, Qi Sheng and Lin Junlai drove a car by themselves and set off for their destination.

Follow the traces of the Thames, look for the footprints of the Industrial Revolution, go to the Cathedral of Edinburgh to make a lifelong vow to the priest, go to the London Bridge to hold hands with your favorite people and shout out their hearts for the future, go to Buckingham Palace to see what the life of the former queen was like......

At the end of the day, everyone's hearts were satisfied. Sure enough, the beauty and food are the world's most healing relics.

Especially Lu Wanzhou, from today's travels, it seems that she has found a place of belonging and direction. Back at the Lu family's villa, her face was much better, and Father Lu saw it and was happy for a while.

At ten o'clock in the evening, while everyone was asleep, a figure flashed out of the monitoring range of the villa and went to the next door.

It was Lin Jun who came to their house, and Aunt Lin had already gotten the news, and was standing at the door wearing a windbreaker waiting for her.

"Here, let's go first. The woman in front of Lu Wanzhou was noble, elegant, unfazed, and calm, which she admired.

Lu Wanzhou kept walking forward until she reached Aunt Lin's personal psychological counseling room and sat down.

"Auntie, I want to forget. Lu Wanzhou eyelid her beautiful eyes and hid the disappointment that flashed slightly in her eyes.

"Can you tell Auntie why she wants to forget?" Aunt Lin did not express any attitude towards her thoughts, but just silently guided, which is the most effective method for depressed patients.

"I want to start all over again, I don't want to reminisce about the past. Those bright red memories kept hitting my nerves, and I felt like I couldn't kick my breath, and I didn't want my dad, sister, and everyone else to worry about me. Lu Wanzhou was hypnotized inadvertently, and Aunt Lin is really a master of psychology.

After a long time, she knew the appeal of her heart, and she woke her up.

"Wanzhou, Auntie wants to tell you a story, maybe it will help you. After saying that, she seemed to be caught in a huge whirlpool of memories.

That was 25 years ago, when she was a first-year student who had just arrived in the UK, and that person was her senior brother, a third-year student at King's. Don't look at the fact that they are all graduate degrees, in fact, they are all at the age of the beginning of love, and she was only 19 years old at that time.

In the second month of her arrival in the UK, she met him at a gathering of Chinese students, and they did not have much contact after that time, until she returned home after graduation, and she met him again in the hospital. At that time, he had become a well-known figure in their police force, and he solved the case quickly, and that time in the hospital he was only for his brother, because his brother suffered a nerve injury, and the doctor said that he was suffering from severe psychological trauma. So, she took the initiative to ask. Over time, they became boyfriend and girlfriend, even to the point of getting married, but he walked away, leaving her and the child behind, and went to a distant land, until now.

"Aunt Lin, where did my uncle go in the end?"

"Ten years ago, when Junlai was ten years old, I received news that he died on the front line of anti-narcotics, and he went undercover in a drug trafficking gang for all ten years. ”

"Auntie. You should love your uncle a lot. ”

"I love very much, but love doesn't allow me to feed Junlai, so for a long time I was also decadent, and even thought about taking Junlai to heaven to find him, but when I opened the gas canister, I suddenly found that Junlai looked very much like him, very much like his righteous and awe-inspiring appearance, what I loved in those years was his appearance, always standing behind the people, and what he said in his mouth was always that sentence' It's my pleasure to serve the people,' and even now I have in my mind the image of him taking off his police hat and saluting me, and then kneeling down on one knee to propose to me.

That's why in the end, I have the courage to continue to choose to live well, because only by living well can those who leave feel at ease. ”

"Aunt Lin......" Lu Wanzhou looked at Aunt Lin's reddened eyes, and wanted to reach out to wipe her clean, but she didn't notice the trembling back at the door of the consultation room.

It turned out that this was his father, a great people's policeman!

"Wanzhou, Auntie told you this story because Auntie knows that forgetting is not eternal, and choosing to forget can only prove that you have chosen to escape, and escape is the path that cowards will choose. ”

Forgetting is not like Ebbinghaus's forgetting curve, the more time passes, the more vague the memory becomes. Sometimes, the memories will become clearer and clearer, and the person you love will become more and more flavorful.

"Auntie, I understand, I will try to overcome myself. After hearing so much, Lu Wanzhou's heart was deeply touched, and a kind of belief began to take root in her heart!

"Aunt Lin, I'm going to go back to China next month to participate in that ballet competition. Lu Wanzhou's eyes were firm, and Aunt Lin could see that she was constantly improving, and it seemed that her psychological defense line was constantly improving. She touched her soft black hair, and sighed in her heart, this is how many times she has been scarred and how long it has taken to heal before she can reach the realm, she has to look at it differently.

"If you decide, go for it. Lu Wanzhou looked at Aunt Lin's hands that encouraged her, those hands that pulled her countless times when she was desperate, they were warmer than her mother's hands.

"Aunt Lin, thank you. I won't let you down. ”

Coming out of the consultation room, Lu Wanzhou stopped Aunt Lin's insistence on sending it, and quickly returned home, returned to the room leisurely, turned on the lamp, took out the diary, and wrote down today's harvest, she must always remember: the future needs to work hard!

Qiao Shengnan, goodbye, no, this time it's really never seen again.

This is a sentence she wrote on the title page of her notebook, representing her determination at the moment, as well as her desperation. From now on, Lu Wanzhou will be another Lu Wanzhou, a new Lu Wanzhou.