Xu Meng still wanted to go out, Xu Yu was a little angry, shrugged Xu Yu's body twice, and then latched the door latch, ignoring Zhao Xiaohui's movements, thinking about it, the fetal medicine has only been prescribed for a long time, and your emotions are not suitable for excitement, think about it, if there is a mistake, your child will not be able to save ......"

"If you can't keep it, I don't care, I just want to ......"

"I know what you think, you only listen to me for a long time, you calm down, think about it, even if you don't care, what about him, doesn't his family care? Now this is the only one you and him involved, in case you have the possibility in the future, you are sure to give up, how can it be his child, isn't it? You think about it yourself, and I ...... time" Xu Yu continued to press Xu Meng's shoulder with one hand, and took out his mobile phone with the other hand to show Xu Meng the time, showed the time of the time display of the mobile phone, and told Xu Meng:

"I don't have much time now, I'm going to work, you just listen to me a few words, if you stay well, I'll talk about it when you come back, think about everything, you ...... Wait a minute, I'll divide the medicine, you just eat it yourself according to the amount above, that's it, the rest of the attention is, don't go out, remember, think more about you and the child, and the one next door (referring to Zhao Xiaohui outside the door of the deputy bedroom...... You...... If it doesn't exist, don't care......"

"But she ......" Xu Meng was a little stunned when Xu Yu spoke, and now he was a little speechless.

Xu Yu didn't have time to think about it, "Anyway, her heart is also good, maybe her mouth is a little broken, you just have your left ear in and out of your right ear, it's time to eat, it's time to drink and finish!"

Immediately, Xu Yu sorted it out, and the medicine to protect the fetus, under the instructions of the dosage, put the fetus in a cabinet that is not commonly used.

When leaving, Xu Meng was still there with "Today's June 1st, June 1st ......"

Xu Yu didn't know what it meant, or what it meant, "Whether it's June 1st, or National Day, anyway, you can take care of yourself if you kill people and set fires outside, no matter what else you do, you can take care of yourself now, and you can't control anything else!"

Zhao Xiaohui asked Xu Yu what to do, without boundary thinking, Xu Yu was too lazy to say anything, and he didn't know what to say.

After repeatedly instructing Xu Meng, he looked at Zhao Xiaohui's appearance, looked at her and tapped his finger twice, "You...... That's it!"

"I'm leaving...... You guys are doing it yourself!" Xu Yu went out, then trotted quickly and walked faster, too early, and then went to work.

The anxious half-day work is finally over, looking at his performance Although he has not improved much compared to others, but for Xu Yu's progress in the past, Xu Yu is a little satisfied, anyway, he tried his best, and after that, follow her next week!

So Xu Yu called Xu Tianming and Xu Meng to ask about the purchase of groceries and daily necessities, and Xu Yu took some things from the supermarket downstairs, that is, the first floor of the shopping mall, to shop and walk home.

Compared with the past, Xu Yu's current mood doesn't know whether he is looking forward to going home or not wanting to go home.

I hope that something will happen, I am here, how much I will solve the siege, Xu Meng's predicament is better, but I don't want to go home, because I go home to face this headache, I am more irritable than the store, the performance of the store is king, and I feel that it is simple at this time, but the family is different, not only Xu Meng's matter, but also Xu Meng's involvement, the past years, those "evidence" that Xu Tianming seems to be "traceable" are always on his lips.

Probably Xu Tianming is afraid of some things, and he is even more precautionary, and he is also worried about how Xu Yu's adolescent impulse suddenly took the baby like Xu Meng, this is all a thing!

Xu Yu really wanted to say that she was different from Xu Meng, what she did didn't mean what she did?

But in the same way, Xu Tianming thinks that it is possible, maybe, not to say, or to say that I ran away earlier, and I am afraid that the society will be chaotic, I will be deceived, and even run away directly with someone one day, more direct than Xu Meng, Xu Meng was inadvertently discovered and brought back, those private items that were found may be Xu Tianming's indelible impressions and memories.

Many things are not clear, just like being said to have rebelled in the past, you can't explain it, you don't see any clues, you just say that you have an attempt in your heart, you can't say it, you can't tell it, you can't tell it.

Xu Yu has a hard time arguing, even if there are not a few boys on the floor of selling clothes as shopping guides, Xu Yu is only taking a break for a few months, and now Xu Meng's incident, all the previous "deeds" have been pulled out and tortured, and those award-winning items have been defined and sent, and he makes excuses to say that the company is awarded.

Those who found out that they liked the meaning of Liunian, their conversation was amplified by Xu Tianming, and Xu Yu would have another definition of whether he got off work early or late......

Xu Yu was too lazy to speak, but once or twice he was angry, Xu Yu asked Xu Lei why he didn't say a few words about him, he always grew up, and he and his sister had something to say no matter how good they were.

Those memories of childhood, Xu Meng naturally doesn't remember anything, just a little bit of the crying in the shadow corner of the parents' quarrel, and the others are blurred with the years, but Xu Yu remembers a little fragment of the store that wants to be with his parents.

I will be arranged to take care of my younger brothers and sisters, they always quarrel and other things, especially if I always try my best to always be said that this is not done well, and my sister has not escaped the blame, but my younger brother is defined as a boy is naughty and normal, because boys and so on, can not be compared.

Xu Yu thought of something and became angry, when Xu Tianming was talking about them, Xu Yu asked why his younger brother Xu Lei didn't listen to his parents, as if Xu Lei was wrong and right, normal, girls are lazy in their eyes, or skinny, it is wrong.

Why is he naturally a child naughty normal, but Xu Yu and Xu Meng, who are also children, are not, so old.

It's just that some things are especially older later, in their teens, and more often it is Xu Lei who criticizes them, rather than them criticizing Xu Lei.

Just like now, Xu Tianming feels that he can't give Xu Lei good conditions, talking about friends, not having a decent gift, blaming himself, and not hesitating to post the money given by Xu Yu Xu Lei feels that the family is a matter of course!

But no one thought that Xu Lei had some wrong thoughts, so Xu Yu said some things such as washing clothes.

Even now when talking about friends, I haven't heard my parents say that he is not good at talking about friends now, saying what he should do and what he shouldn't do, and give some examples to talk about what.

Xu Tianming's direct words, what "He is a son, are you (son?)?!He will get married and have a baby in the future, and have a daughter-in-law to do laundry and cooking, you still have to be a daughter-in-law for others, and serve tea and water to others in the future, and if you are not satisfied, you will say that your parents are not well educated, what do I say now for you in the future, don't blame me in the future and say that I didn't teach you well!"

And Xu Tianming's words, "Well, it's a man who stays outside for a few days and nights to sleep in a bridge hole, even if it's ten days, half a month, half a year, and two years, it's nothing, and you, stay outside for a try, stay at night for half a day, maybe your belly will get bigger, and you can't find the Lord (who sows the meaning), can you compare? The girl can only stay at home, even if she can't stay outside during the day, don't stay at home, in case someone else drugs or locks the door, what do you do?"

Whenever Xu Yu heard such similar remarks, he was speechless, "Why do you say that! Don't say anything else, what if you don't get married, what if you get married, and you don't specialize in taking care of and serving people, but also giving people pointers, and there are many things that are far away, not to mention what will happen in the future, when we stay at other people's houses for half a day or a day, we don't go home, and ......."

At that time, Xu Tianming said, what "what about her (referring to Xu Meng), how big is this belly, is it that I let the baby in, wronged you, this baby is always her to go to someone else's house! It's always someone else's put in, I don't want you to be good, but if it's dangerous, what should I do? If you have a baby, it's not to say who put it, what should I do? It's not good not to do (baby), everyone is happy, you don't know what other people think, maybe it's nothing at one time, but maybe next time you put the medicine......

Alas, it doesn't make sense to you, is it that I forced the bed to go, or who is the neck, your own business to solve by yourself, a bunch of things, people say that the family is not well educated, when your parents have (the meaning of fault) Oh! We are responsible, this knows how to make dung, eat and sleep soundly, straight and long meat, what to do, she should be a mother said nothing, only my old son back (bad luck), to you, listen or not, that can't (way), in the future, you still live by yourself, you think about it yourself, think about it yourself, I'm too lazy to care, otherwise who eats enough, like this gui (referring to Zhao Xiaohui) doesn't care about anything, it's not enough for the baby to live two lives, alas......"

Xu Yu sometimes feels helpless, Xu is a little bitter many times, the helplessness of the family, Xu Yu can't say it, only occasionally says a few words to Han Ziyan.

Before this, it was mainly a person who was bored, and he didn't know about the passing years.

Xu Yu sometimes walked on the way home, wanted to say something, and chatted with Liu Nian, his phone was still there at that time, and then because he was afraid that he would be impulsive, he deleted it once, and then he couldn't add it.

Xu Yu remembered that he was in the hotel before, and he deleted it, and he could use the excuse to ask Lin Qiushui from the private room next to him to help, and then save the number.

Thinking of my days at that time, I spent a lot of time as a waiter in the private room "Atlantic", chatting with Xiaomei in the private room "Pacific" next door, and what Lin Qiushui said in the private room "South America" next door to Xu Yu's arm.

Now Xiaomei has no contact, and Lin Qiushui last time, that is, the last time she contacted at present, she said that she talked about her boyfriend, what doctor did she like, license or something, Xu Yu herself may have said two sentences to say that Lin Qiushui is uncomfortable, and she has not been contacted until now, and she doesn't know how?

It's not suitable to talk to Lin Qiushui about family matters, and I'm afraid that her thoughts will change a little, as if, just like her capable boyfriend.

Maybe in Lin Qiushui's eyes, she ended up being a quality inspector for a few months, like a deputy minister, managing half a floor and assisting the minister's work, as early as when Xu Yu was promoted, their relationship seemed to have changed, and Lin Qiushui had a feeling of deliberately separating from herself.

Even two months before leaving, I unloaded my job and position as a quality inspector, but the friendship could not return to the past.

Sometimes Xu Yu feels that Lin Qiushui's thoughts always seem to feel that others should have a bad life, normal, a little better is something to do with something, or something like eating, anyway, her mind is not pure.

Especially a week or two before Xu Yu left the hotel.

The conversation with Lin Qiushui, the daily communication is also disappointing.

She will be worried about the dish soap that washed the cups and chopsticks, the half bottle that Xu Yu didn't use, and told her that she reminded herself not to forget what, as well as the rags for the hair, the tool clips in the private room and something.

There were some trivial things, and those words made Xu Yu delusional, as if Lin Qiushui was looking forward to herself.

In fact, many things, like she is not in Jiangbei City now, after Xu Yu left, she was transferred to Nihui City in Jiangxi City, and took away some employees who wanted to be transferred away, but it was five years at that time, and now it may be counted as a year, knowing new employees, maybe for others, starting from scratch, continuing a supervisor, a waiter.

Maybe it's a year of promotion, or Lin Qiushui didn't go to work and changed careers, it's not good to say?

Ni Hui City in Jiangxi City and Changyou City in Xu Meng's Jiangxi City, I don't know how far the distance between the two places is, but Liu Nian and his hometown Liushan are estimated to be a little far!

is a job away from home, Xu Yuhe was not, but he didn't have a little tenderness, sometimes he thought that maybe Han Ziyan was better.

After all, her father is by her side, and her future is like one of the middle-class families in the good family Xu Tianming pointed out, and she should probably get married in the future.

Xu Tianming envied and praised most of the families of his cousin Zhao Qin, who also gave birth to daughters, what about other people's daughters, and partnered to open a store, even if they did things in the factory or did something else in the future, they had brains and endured hardships.

Compared to Xu Yu's motion sickness, not three or four days after entering the factory, his hand was accidentally injured by the machine for three needles, an average of one needle a day, that day he said that he would enter the factory for a period of time and then work the night shift, and on the fourth day of the night shift, people couldn't do it, and he was dizzy when he went home.

That time, Xu Yu didn't go to work in the second night shift that day, Xu Tianming and Zhao Xiaohui found an excuse to drag Xu Yu back, and naturally they didn't get a penny of money.

Xu Tianming said don't throw away your life, said that he wouldn't do anything, and he would go, Xu Yu thought that Xu Tianming said it casually, and he was still counting on getting some wages to come back.

In the end, I had to do this, and then I looked for a job, and I worked in another hotel in a few pieces, and after that, I worked as a salesperson, selling clothes.

Xu Tianming felt that Xu Yuren was not good, he couldn't do anything well, and he couldn't suffer much, staying up late would be a miserable life in the future!

Probably families like Zhao Qin and Han Ziyan, as well as either people or families, like Xu Yu can't do both, what should I do in the future? I can only be careful to be fooled, and it will be more bitter after being fooled.

Xu Yu didn't hear such remarks, so he could only not speak.

is about the hardships of life and work, and at present, I can only occasionally say a few words to Han Ziyan to listen to, which is okay.

It's just that other people have something on their minds, right?

Xu Yu has seen Han Ziyan and her father, as well as working together in Jiangbei City before, she is the opposite side of the current work store, there is no sales interest linkage, and there is a common language, and there is a chat together.

After that, Han Ziyan said that her family didn't agree with anything, and then resigned, and goodbye was also the meeting of 2008.4.4 (that is, the first chapter of the first volume of this book, the first chapter), Han Ziyan's flowing hairstyle and plastic surgery face.

Xu Yu felt that Han Ziyan also had her secrets, but she didn't say anything, and Xu Yu didn't have a good time asking, Xu Yu walked on the way home after getting off work on June 1st, thinking about it at this time, and asked Han Ziyan to chat about it another day, anyway, she didn't have to worry about leaking secrets if she said anything, after all, Han Ziyan knew something different from herself, and she didn't have the opportunity to say anything, and second, Han Ziyan didn't have the habit of words, after all, she was an introverted person, and thirdly, talk to her a little, Xu Yu felt better, she was so depressed, and her work and life were not easy and unsatisfactory.

Now Xu Meng is a little bit more comfortable with himself, but it is impossible to trust him completely, there (Min Xingchen) hooked his hand and estimated that he was in a hurry, how could there be any sisters, what kind of affection, father and daughter, mother-daughter relationship, Xu Meng had already completely let go, at this time, a little coaxing over there, he must have slipped away, this is also Xu Yu is not very comfortable looking at Xu Meng today, just the reason why this does not take her out, Xu Yu is afraid that Xu Meng is actually planning something in his heart at the latest.

Work is considered a temporary reprieve shop, the main performance is in the morning, life is a bunch of things, if Xu Meng has anything to do, it is estimated that he will be said to go to work, anyway, Xu Yu has felt that he is so tired of living more than once.

Xu Yu became more and more nostalgic for the previous days in the "Food" Kelai Hotel in Jiangbei City, which was simple and pure, and there was also a small happiness that he thought he had, as well as ambiguity, but he had a little regret.

"What if you get in touch, it's not that you can't get in touch, if you want to, you can still do it, then recruit the front office manager, call twice to ask the branch Ni Hui City how the phone number is, or go to the Jiangbei City store to ask about the situation of the new year, there is always something to know, as well as contact information, as well as former employees, how many and two, ask and understand!" Xu Yu said secretly.

Then Xu Yu shook his head again, "It's not that simple, say and say, ask, ask, what do you say, what do you say when others ask, at least, it is estimated that you have to report your own name, so what do others think, and if you go smoothly to the (Liunian) call, or he doesn't want to know, or he doesn't know, and he has forgotten it for more than a year, then how should he respond......"

Xu Yu understands that some things are not superficial and over, many times, he can't bear to refuse again, if he is embarrassed, he is no longer the one he was at the beginning, even if others don't accept it, he can care, he can also send text messages, even if he sends a thousand text messages of condolences, he is happy to reply to one or two, and he always waits for those years, and the courage has long passed, Xu Yu has to admit that she has a question mark about too many things in her heart!

Did you ever really like it?

Even if there was, who will be around him now? What do he do, what does he think?

What do you think about what to do if you refuse......

The most important point is that she has long since lost the courage in her heart, and the kind of heart that cares about everything, and she is not the one, at least some confidence, believing that she may like the heart.

Time, as time goes on more and more, Xu Yu becomes more and more suspicious that Liu Nian really likes it?

She had to not know the word "wrist", as well as the disparity between herself and him, the gap that could not be opened before, a supervisor, a manager, he said that he had a meeting, said roll call, said that the regular meeting was to pay attention, she was just the same as others at the bottom of the regular meeting to point employees, subordinates.

He said there that she had to obey, the reality of the ticket that did not go well or violated, and the fact that she was opposite the flow of people, service, serving tea and pouring water, and tirelessly cleaning up the table and doing the work of cleaning and taking out the garbage.

And now?

It's just that she is not an employee, but he may climb up to the manager at least the previous supervisor, and he is now just a waiter, when he used to go to the Jiangbei City store, he was once the head of the hotel sales department, thinking that the manager was pregnant and left, he was promoted to the position of manager, but there were a lot of things to learn, Xu Yu took over not long after, something happened and left.

In addition to Xu Yu's more pressure, he may have been in the back of the wrist in the past, this may only be a part of the wrist, a part of the personality charm, which means that Xu Yu is more suspicious of whether there will be a motive point for the flow of years, because Xu Yu is the best among his front office staff, then I have a letter of praise, and I have won the most awards, in fact, the fact that there are a bunch of letters of praise is not allowed to be denied by others.

And Xu Yu especially entered the store for the second time (and then went in after resigning) actually wanted feelings, but what he wanted in the passing years was performance, as well as commendation and representation, or honor.

There are a lot of things that Xu Yu can't think about without thinking about them......

And if you like impurity, then what's the need for you to contact again, not to humiliate yourself on the surface, or to find your previous inferiority complex?

Xu Yu's heart was very confused......

A lot of things are annoying!

Xu Yu stopped going home and sent a mobile phone message to Han Ziyan.

(SMS content: When are you free? I'll play with you after work?)

Xu Yu turned off the mobile phone screen, looked into the distance, looked at the white clouds in the sky, remembered the hope and miracle that Xu Meng compared that night, Xu Yu said to himself:

"Future...... Does my future have him? What about her (Xu Meng)?"

Then, Xu Yu smiled bitterly, looked down at the ground, and muttered, "There is no answer, no! And it is difficult to clarify the situation at present, a mess, I hope it will be better in the future!"

It's just that Xu Yu knows that it's difficult, it's difficult......

Continuing to walk in broken steps, Xu Yu's mind was already drifting away.

Home, so far away, it really seems that there is no end, Xu Yu also hopes that there is no end, no way to finish, will not go home and face changes and various unexpected situations......

"Sister, I'm still waiting for myself to help, to match the marriage, hehe!" Xu Meng smiled bitterly, but the steps are a little difficult at the moment, there are too few known risks and unknown things waiting for her, and if she doesn't want to go fast, she can only finish it as quickly as possible, after all, the family still needs her to fight the fire, I hope I have been fighting the fire, not the fire, no, I hope I don't need to fight the fire in the future, it's all good, it's all good......

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