Chapter 64: Let Him Completely Die to You
Han Siyu covered her face and lowered her head, her heart jumped to her throat all of a sudden, she knew that Xu Sheng was looking at her, but she didn't have the courage to look at him.
"Siyu ......"
Xu Sheng's voice was a little hoarse, and the two short words contained surprise and infinite affection, Han Siyu pursed his lips and said in a muffled voice.
"Let me out. ”
Xu Sheng didn't think about it, and approached Han Siyu, "Don't let go." ”
He reached out and wrapped his arms around Han Siyu's stiff waist, imprisoning her in his arms, his chin slamming on Han Siyu's shoulder, trying to absorb the fragrance between her hair.
"Siyu, I miss you so much...... I think about it......"
Han Siyu's heart trembled, and he turned his head and forced himself to be cold.
"Why don't I come to you?
Xu Sheng's throat was dry, and his breathing was heavy.
"I don't dare, I'm afraid...... I'm afraid you'll break up with me, so I don't dare to look for you......"
Han Siyu bit his mouth and didn't speak.
"I'm useless and cowardly, I'm sorry...... It's all my fault for hurting you...... I'm so happy you can come to me, I really ......."
Han Siyu controlled his trembling body, put down his hand, and said in a low voice.
"Xu Sheng, you think too much, I'm not here to look for you, I'm here to pack my clothes, and I want to take all the things that belong to me back from this room. ”
Xu Sheng's body stiffened, and Han Siyu took the opportunity to push Xu Sheng away from his embrace, but to Han Siyu's surprise, Xu Sheng's body was as fragile as a piece of paper, and Han Siyu pushed him and fell backwards heavily, slamming on the floor.
"Xu Sheng!"
Han Siyu panicked and hurriedly walked over to pick up Xu Sheng's upper body.
"Xu Sheng, what's wrong with you? don't scare me!"
Han Siyu shouted several times, but Xu Sheng kept his eyes closed and did not respond, Han Siyu subconsciously touched Xu Sheng's forehead, it was hot and hot, this is a high fever.
This frightened Han Siyu, Han Siyu hurriedly put down Xu Sheng, and wanted to go out to call Xu Cheng for help, but before he could stand up, his wrist tightened, and then he fell backwards and fell to the floor, Xu Sheng turned around and pressed Han Siyu under him, buried his head in Han Siyu's neck socket, and his hot breath burned Han Siyu's skin, Han Siyu was shocked and angry.
"You—get up!"
Xu Sheng didn't move, "Don't get up...... Siyu, I'm so uncomfortable......"
Han Siyu tried to push Xu Sheng, but he couldn't push at all.
"Can you not feel bad if you have a high fever? Get up! Go to bed and lie down!"
Xu Sheng suddenly raised his head and looked at Han Siyu, Han Siyu was a little caught off guard, and hurriedly turned his head away from looking at Xu Sheng, but Xu Sheng straightened Han Siyu's head with both hands and forced her to look at himself.
"Siyu, don't you even want to look at me. ”
Han Siyu's pupils twitched, and he looked at Xu Sheng's slightly red eyes, and his heart tingled.
"I don't want to see you, you do something like that, what do you want me to do?"
Xu Sheng's eyes were a little hurt, "I didn't ...... Please trust me. ”
Han Siyu pursed his lips and forced himself to be ruthless, "Believe in you, how can I believe you?" Shen Rongrong's belly is big, can you make you believe you based on your own feelings?"
"No, you listen to me......" Xu Sheng's breathing was a little short, his headache was terrible, and he felt that his head was about to explode, he closed his eyes, relieved himself, and then said to Han Siyu again.
"Can you give me some time...... Just a month, a month later, I'll prove to you that I'm not lying...... I didn't betray you, I beg you......"
Xu Sheng begged in a low voice, speaking cautiously, his voice was hoarse, and his eyes were full of hope looking at her, such Xu Sheng made Han Siyu's heart throb, and he was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
"You mean...... Paternity test?"
Xu Sheng looked at Han Siyu with a shocked expression, "How do you know ......?"
Han Siyu took a deep breath, "Actually, I came here a long time ago, and I have been hiding in the closet and not going out, I have listened to the quarrel between Shen Rongrong and her mother, and I have also heard what you said." ”
Xu Sheng's gaze was a little dull, and Han Siyu laughed at himself, "Do you know how I feel now?" I feel very powerless, the two of us haven't broken up yet, but the Shen family and your family are already discussing your marriage with Shen Rongrong, what am I?"
Xu Sheng held Han Siyu's face and said to her in a firm tone: "I won't marry her, I only have you in my heart." ”
Han Siyu shed tears, "But we can't control the development of things at all, can we?"
"Why can't you control it?" Xu Sheng looked a little excited, "As long as it takes another month and the paternity test is done, we can-"
"What's the matter?" Han Siyu asked rhetorically, his tone a little unkind, "Xu Sheng, what you think is too simple, do you think Shen Rongrong will cooperate with you? Let's not talk about whether this child is yours or not, what woman is willing to take a paternity test during pregnancy? Isn't this an obvious way to tell others that her husband is suspicious of her and doesn't trust her? Will she go to someone as strong as Shen Rongrong? Even if you put a knife on her neck, she won't go! Can you be sober!"
Xu Sheng's breath stagnated, his face was as pale as paper, his elbows supporting his body shook, and the whole person smashed on Han Siyu's body.
Han Siyu endured the pain and continued: "Even if Shen Rongrong agrees to cooperate with you to do a paternity test, the results are nothing more than two kinds, one is yes and the other is not, each accounting for a 50% probability, if the test result is not yours, it can only mean that Shen Rongrong is blackmailing you, but this does not prove that you have not slept with her, but this hurdle in my heart will never be passed, because I will never forgive my boyfriend for sleeping with another woman!"
"And the other result......"
Han Siyu cried, "Xu Sheng, what should you do if it's true?" I can't afford to gamble...... My life can only be a multiple-choice question, the other answers, sorry, I can't choose ......"
Xu Sheng didn't know how to answer, so he could only hug Han Siyu tightly, his body trembled, and he kept saying sorry.
Han Siyu wiped away her tears, sniffed, and forcibly broke Xu Sheng's arm sideways and stood up quickly.
"Siyu! Don't go!"
Xu Sheng panicked and wanted to stand up, but as soon as he got up from the ground, his head spun around, his head was top-heavy, his steps were floating, and he couldn't even stand steadily.
Han Siyu picked up his luggage and turned his back to Xu Sheng, "Everything I should say has been said, Xu Sheng, we will ...... in the future."
Han Siyu pressed his chest, "We'll ...... later." Leave it to fate. ”
After Han Siyu finished speaking, he opened the door, and Xu Sheng's pleading voice came from behind.
"Siyu - don't!
Han Siyu closed the door directly to block Xu Sheng's voice, she was afraid that she would turn around and hug Xu Sheng without hesitation if she listened for another second.
No! No!
Han Siyu walked quickly to the living room, Xu Cheng was walking back and forth in the living room anxiously, seeing Han Siyu Xu Cheng was stunned, Han Siyu wiped his tears and smiled at Xu Cheng.
"Goodbye. ”
"Wait a minute, Han Siyu!"
Xu Cheng hurriedly stopped Han Siyu, "You really think about it?"
Han Siyu took a deep breath, "I'm very timid, I just want to be able to be stable and happy. ”
Xu Cheng sighed, "Really don't give each other a chance? This matter is indeed my brother's fault, if he hadn't been so indecisive before, maybe he wouldn't have so many things now, but since things have happened, why can't they face it together, can't they get through it together?
Xu Cheng's words hit Han Siyu's heart directly, and shook Han Siyu's heart fiercely, Han Siyu held his hands tightly and stared ahead, not knowing how to answer.
"Bang-"
Suddenly, there was a slamming sound behind him, and Xu Sheng stumbled out of the bedroom.
"Siyu ......"
When Han Siyu heard this, he suddenly woke up and immediately walked to the Xuan Illusion.
"Siyu—I beg you! Don't go, okay...... I don't want to be left to fate...... I just want to be with you!"
Xu Sheng's voice of pleading was heard in his ears, Han Siyu's hand holding the doorknob shook, and tears came out of his eyes again.
Xu Sheng's vision was blurred, his head was dizzy, his breathing was heavy, his chest was undulating, and the distance from the bedroom to Xuan Xuan was obviously so short, but he couldn't move a small step despite his best efforts, Xu Cheng hurriedly supported him, but Xu Sheng threw him away.
"Siyu...... Come here...... Come to me, okay?"
Han Siyu held the doorknob tightly, bit his mouth tightly, ignored Xu Sheng's pleading pleading, opened the door, and walked out without looking back.
Han Siyu cried all the way back to school, heartbreaking, his heart had never hurt so much as it did now.
She admits that she is ruthless, but she is like that, and she does not allow any infidelity in terms of feelings.
This stubbornness also made Han Siyu taste heartache, Da Niu and Xu Jiajia both persuaded her not to be so stubborn, things have not yet reached the point where they can't turn around, but where can Han Siyu listen, in addition to studying or studying every day, he uses such a coercive method to numb himself and force himself to divert his attention.
In a blink of an eye, it was June, and Han Siyu's thesis had been submitted, and he was about to prepare for the thesis defense.
Professor Sun suggested that Han Siyu continue to study for a doctorate, and Han Siyu said that she would consider it, even if she would continue to study in the future, Han Siyu would not choose Ningcheng University again, and she didn't want to stay in this city anymore.
Han Siyu decided to travel with Da Niu for a period of time after graduation, and the emotional injury was too difficult to recover, so he could only change his mood and heal slowly.
In the past two days, she was choosing a tourist location with Da Niu to do a travel strategy, but to Han Siyu's surprise, Xu Sheng's mother Aunt Xu actually came to her.
In the box of a tea restaurant near Ningcheng University, Han Siyu and Aunt Xu sat opposite each other.
"Aunt Xu, do you have something to do with me?"
Han Siyu asked very directly, Aunt Xu took off her sunglasses, revealing her haggard eyes, Han Siyu was surprised, the last time she saw Aunt Xu, she was full of spring breeze and radiant face, why is she a few years older today?
"Siyu, Auntie didn't hide it from you, so she told you directly, I came for my son. ”
Han Siyu had already guessed it, so he wasn't surprised.
"Auntie, are you here to persuade us to divide, or to persuade us to make peace?"
Han Siyu smiled, as soon as these words came out, Aunt Xu was surprised, and looked at Han Siyu for a long time.
"Siyu, I finally know why Xiao Sheng likes you so much. ”
Han Siyu's smile stiffened slightly, but it quickly returned to normal, and Aunt Xu sighed.
"I'm not here today to persuade or persuade peace, it's inconvenient for me, as an elder, to interfere in the affairs between your children, after all, the feelings are your own, and I can't control them. ”
Han Siyu was puzzled, "What is that auntie for?"
Aunt Xu sighed heavily, "Siyu, Auntie came here to ask you for something." ”
Aunt Xu took a sip of tea, as if it was a little difficult to speak.
"I know you've fallen out with Xiao Sheng, after all, it's all Xiao Sheng's fault that this kind of thing happened, and you are also a victim, so Auntie doesn't blame you for being ruthless, if this matter is replaced by me, I'm afraid I won't be able to get by." ”
"Auntie, just say it, as long as I can do it, I will definitely help you. ”
Aunt Xu took a deep breath, "Siyu, can you ...... Go and persuade Xiao Sheng?"
Han Siyu frowned slightly, "What's wrong with Xu Sheng?"
Aunt Xu couldn't help but reddened her eyes, "Since the last time you left, Xiao Sheng has been seriously ill, refusing to take medicine or going to the hospital, it took a week to see well, and finally his spirits improved and he started to go back to work, and the Shen family came over to put pressure on him again, not to mention Xiao Sheng, even I was annoyed by the Shen family with several white hairs, then Shen Rongrong coerced and seduced, and her face was dead, just to marry Xiao Sheng." ”
Aunt Xu was so angry that her chest rose and fell, "I've never seen such a shameless person in my life in half my life." ”
The smile on Han Siyu's face gradually faded, and he looked at Aunt Xu with some embarrassment.
"That'...... Auntie, what do you want me to do?"
Aunt Xu took another sip of tea, "Siyu, Auntie asked you, do you really not want to be with Xiao Sheng?"
Han Siyu was stunned for a long time, "Is this question important?"
Aunt Xu nodded, "Important, of course important!"
Aunt Xu grabbed Han Siyu's hand, "Siyu, you tell Auntie that you really plan to cut off Xiao Sheng and never contact each other again?"
Han Siyu lowered his head in a hurry, pursed his lips as if thinking for a while.
"Auntie, I think about it, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart, even if I am still with Xu Sheng, I will not be happy. ”
"That'...... Are you really going to let go completely?"
Han Siyu raised his head and smiled again, "Hmm." ”
Aunt Xu breathed a long sigh of relief, and looked at Han Siyu with moist eyes.
"You are such a good boy, if you want to blame Xiao Sheng, you have nothing to blame for having nothing to do with you, and you can't go to the end. ”
Aunt Xu calmed down, "Although this matter is difficult for some strong people, and it is not easy to speak, but since you have already thought about breaking off with Xiao Sheng, then Auntie will tell you directly, Auntie hopes that you can make Xiao Sheng completely dead to you and completely break your thoughts, otherwise Xiao Sheng may really be ruined by the Shen family......
Han Siyu's pupils widened, and he asked in surprise, "Auntie, what do you mean by that?"
Aunt Xu clenched her hands angrily, "It's not forced by the Shen family!" That Shen Rongrong said in front of Xiao Sheng that if he didn't marry her, she would die with the child, we thought it was a joke, but we didn't expect her to drive into the guardrail when she went out, but fortunately, the rescue was timely, and the adults and children were fine. ”
Han Siyu's body froze, speechless in shock.
Shen Rongrong: Is this dead?
"And Shen Rongrong's mother, who is even more unreasonable, threatening that as long as our Xu family doesn't give her daughter a good explanation, she will go to the hospital to report Xu Sheng and go to the hospital to make trouble!
Aunt Xu clutched her chest and choked up, "I really can't do it, I'm afraid she really does it, I can't let them ruin Xiao Sheng...... Therefore, our family discussed, or let Xiao Sheng and Shen Rongrong get married, wait for the child to be born and then do a paternity test, and then divorce, as long as the Shen family doesn't be a demon anymore, anything can be done, but Xiao Sheng where is he willing to agree, his mind is full of you, and his heart is also about you, so Auntie can only come to beg you, Siyu, please let Xiao Sheng completely die to you...... I know that's too much to ask, but I can't think of anything else. ”
After Aunt Xu finished speaking, she stood up, walked to Han Siyu's side and knelt down with a plop.
"Auntie, what are you doing?!"
Han Siyu was startled and hurriedly helped Aunt Xu stand up, but Aunt Xu refused to get up.
"Siyu, I can't watch the Shen family ruin Xiao Sheng, if this stalemate continues, Shen Rongrong and her mother don't know what they can do, Xiao Sheng's future is bright, and it can't be destroyed in the hands of the Shen family like this!"
"Siyu...... Auntie begs you, since you have given up on Xiao Sheng, let Xiao Sheng completely die to you...... There is no other way to do it. ”
Han Siyu was stiff, her eyes were dull, and she couldn't move, she opened her mouth and subconsciously wanted to say I'm sorry, I can't do it, but her throat is dry, she can't breathe, and she can't say anything.
Half an hour later, Han Siyu walked out of the tea restaurant, she stumbled back to the dormitory, lay on the bed and thought about it all afternoon, she remembered the first time she and Xu Sheng met, the first time they flirted, the first time they kissed, the first time they kissed, the first time they quarreled, and the first time they applauded love...... All kinds of things passed through her mind like a movie.
Han Siyu laughed for a while, wanted to cry for a while, and it wasn't until later that she realized that she and Xu Sheng had known each other for almost a year.
Han Siyu was in a daze for a long time, and secretly made a decision.
The next morning, according to the address provided by Aunt Xu, Han Siyu came directly to the high-end community located in the city center.
Han Siyu knocked on the door, and the door opened a few seconds later.
"Who?"
The one who opened the door was a middle-aged woman, she was well maintained, her figure was slightly fat, and a pair of slender eyes looked at Han Siyu.
"You are?"
Han Siyu smiled slightly and tugged at his lips, "I'm Han Siyu." ”
The middle-aged woman was stunned for a moment, then said with wide eyes and a sharp voice.
"You're Han Siyu?"
Han Siyu nodded, "I'm here to find Shen Rongrong, is she there?"
The middle-aged woman clasped her hands around her chest, looked Han Siyu up and down again, and then snorted coldly.
"Looking for Rong Rong, I think you're a weasel and you're not kind enough to give New Year's greetings to chickens. ”
Han Siyu raised her eyebrows, "Auntie, how can you say that you are a chicken?"
"You-"
The middle-aged woman was angry, Han Siyu didn't look at her but shouted at the room, "Shen Rongrong!"
As soon as the words fell, Shen Rongrong's delicate voice came from the room.
"Mom, let her in. ”