Chapter 010: The Man Abandoned by the World (Free Storm Update, VIP Storm Update Immediately, Hope to Support)
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"It's alright, uh...... Huh?"
Xu Meng stammered, Xu Yu didn't know why.
"What about them!?" Xu Meng suddenly asked.
"Oh, don't (call) and ask, it's either playing cards or playing cards on the way, let's take a look while walking on the road, don't you want to chat with me?" Xu Yu still asked tentatively.
"Uh...... It's okay, you can ask whatever you want, right?" Xu Meng looked at his heart a lot, he didn't refuse too much, he didn't have the enthusiasm to agree too much, he couldn't say it, Xu Yu had a sense of distance.
It seems to be the kind of relationship definition that is better than dealing with strangers, the kind of distance that is not estranged or close, but it is this ordinary word that makes Xu Yu feel uncomfortable, because she is a sister, sister, how did she become so weird.
"Are you misunderstanding, my words are not what my parents want to ask, I want to ask as your sister......?"
"Then you don't ask anything, don't ask if it's my sister. Xu Meng replied lightly, raising his eyes that were not too high, but it made Xu Yu feel like he was dumb eating Coptis chinensis.
"I won't ask what is my sister, but obviously, obviously I have a lot of questions to ask" Xu Yu didn't know what to say all of a sudden, originally wanted Xu Meng to take it easy, although yes, it was indeed what I wanted to ask as a sister, but it was also to facilitate the foreshadowing of the question, so as not to make the atmosphere too stiff, but Xu Meng's sudden reply made Xu Yu choke, how did he feel that he was put in a dead end.
If you pretend not to know anything and continue to ask, then it is equivalent to the identity of the microphone of the parents in the words just now, no matter how Xu Meng will be wary, then her friendship with herself and each other's sisters may be buried in this way.
But if you don't ask, how can you enlighten Xu Meng, there is no breakthrough, and there is no basis for judgment.
Xu Yu didn't want to find out about Xu Meng's privacy or anything, but as a sister, she wanted to help Xu Meng, and wanted Xu Meng, who was mysterious at this time, to help a little, knowing that she and her parents were on her side and had always cared for her.
But if you really don't say anything like this, don't ask, and feel like you're a stranger!
Xu Yu didn't know how to describe the feeling as if he was stuck in his throat, obviously there were too many questions, but there was a feeling of no way to ask, and he wanted to care and had no sense of direction, no matter how easy it was for Xu Meng to misunderstand.
So Xu Yu wants to know more about what she has experienced in the past two years?
How did it become like this?
It's a strange feeling of unfamiliarity.
I don't like it, and I can't refute the strangeness.
Walking like this, walking a few steps, Xu Yu felt that Xu Meng had a lot of things on his mind, and he was absent-mindedly following behind, the kind of soul that didn't know where to run, often dull or thoughtful or drooping his head.
She was thinking about something, but she never wanted to speak.
Just like when she was a child, she was as silent as gold, really like gold, she didn't say three sentences a day, she was silent silently, and sometimes Xu Yu wondered if Xu Meng was given dumb medicine, or her language was degraded.
At that time, Xu Yu was really worried, just as worried now, but Xu Meng still felt like cherishing words like gold, as if he would lose a piece of meat if he said one or two words.
No matter what, reward or punishment, criticism or praise, anyway, Xu Meng is very silent, so silent that sometimes Xu Yu feels as if there is no Xu Meng at home.
As if she didn't exist, in the corner, in the corner (旮旯ga, sound, la, sound), silent, with her head down, or fiddling with pen and paper, or playing with toys, or looking down at a bunch of small objects that she didn't know......
That kind of silence, as if she is marginalized from the world, as if the whole world does not have her, or the whole world has abandoned her, she is like a forgotten child, or bowing her head and crying, or rarely laughing, it has nothing to do with the world, her family, and everyone.
But the irony is also this, her silence, in this world, parents, mothers-in-law, and fathers seem to be, children should be such a model, such praise, accelerated such a "petrified" Xu Meng.
Maybe this kind of Xu Meng was sick in the eyes of Xu Yu later, and he just felt that something was wrong at the time, children are like this, is he so silent?
Is that really good?
Xu Meng unknowingly became a "good old man", or "old bad guy", "old bad guy".
There are no joys, sorrows, sorrows, and sorrows, they are generally like that, bowing their heads and having no expressions, and there is no emotion or life needs, even simple interactions, no frolic.
That silence, no sense of boundaries, no sense of right or wrong, or expression of one's own thoughts.
Like, like......
I still remember that Xu Yu saw Xu Mengtian eat with her own eyes once or twice, but her mother-in-law didn't remember, saying that she didn't add it, she had a lot of food, and added half a bowl, but Xu Meng still didn't say anything, not to say whether she added it or not.
Xu Yu said, "I saw (Xu Meng) added."
The mother-in-law said, "She doesn't know if she adds it or not, maybe you are wrong, she didn't make a sound herself." ”
"You added it, you added it, I obviously saw it added. Xu Yu still remembers that he was pulling Xu Meng's arm and shaking it vigorously.
But Xu Meng didn't speak from beginning to end, nor did he say anything.
It's as if he invisibly agreed with his mother-in-law's words, so he was telling a lie, was he wrong?
Can't you see it clearly?
Yes, I saw it!
How?
Xu Yu was very angry at that time, so she watched Xu Meng finish the bowl of rice that had been added, and together with the rice grains in the corners that her mother-in-law saw in the rice pot later, she gave two rice spoons to Xu Meng's bowl, and she still ate the same, and there was not a single rice left.
"I'll just say (Xu Meng) didn't add (rice)!" the mother-in-law's laughter still lingered in her ears.
As a result, Xu Meng's stomach was bulging that day, and he couldn't move for half a day.
Xu Yu held a grudge against Xu Meng for several days because of this, but Xu Meng still didn't say anything, as if nothing had happened?
As if nothing happened?
"Why don't you say it after adding rice, don't say it, why, you know that your mother-in-law still thinks it's a lie, how is it possible, I saw it with my own eyes, obviously you added it, you added it, why didn't you say it, why?"
Xu Yu remembered himself at this time, and inadvertently muttered, "How can you be wrong!"
Yes, it is possible for my mother-in-law to be wrong, but she is a child, her eyes are very good, how can she be wrong, her bulging belly that day was also a real hammer.
But......
Xu Yu remembered what he said to Xu Meng inadvertently when he was a child: "If you don't see you at home one day, it's not strange!"
To put it simply, the corners of Xu Meng's mouth simply pulled made Xu Yu feel inexplicably desolate now.
If Xu Meng is gone one day, it is estimated that not many people will be worried.
There won't be many memories of her coming.
She is the forgotten person of the world.
It is also a person who has always been immersed in his own world.
Then there is no sense of presence:
Lonely.
Indifferent.
Dreariness.
"Do you remember when you were a child?" asked Xu Yu as he suddenly turned his head.
Xu Meng stopped and looked at Xu Yu, her stunned eyes, stunned, as if she was "petrified" when she was a child.