34. Do you know what the people who care about you want

Lee Ji-eun ran on the streets of bustling Seoul, the lights of the shops and snack bars shone on Lee Ji-eun's face, and she looked very lonely, covering her head alone and continuing to run.

With his head empty, his feet not stopping, and his breathing maintaining a rhythm, Li Zhien ran to the Han River Bridge, stopped, pinched his waist with both hands, and gasped for breath.

There was an endless stream of cars on the bridge, and the sound of horns was also one after another, Li Zhien lay on the railing and looked into the distance, occasionally the wind blew, and the Han River was blown into small waves.

The wind blew on Li Zhien's face, Li Zhien closed his eyes, listened to the sound of the Han River flowing under his feet, and his heart slowly calmed down.

When he opened his eyes again, Li Zhien turned around and continued to run, around the rented house, Li Zhien ran around twice, and returned home covered in sweat.

Now she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to sleep, and after taking a shower, she fell asleep on her bed.

............

Li Zhien sat alone in the recording and looked at the lyrics, she came over early in the morning and went to sing it again, but she still couldn't get into the state like yesterday, and the teacher asked her to take a break here.

Why? I never felt this way when I sang before, but now I feel that I can't sing anything right, and I used to think that I was good at songs, but now I can't sing them right, I always feel that something is missing, but she doesn't know what is missing.

"Ahhh

Li Zhien grabbed his hair in annoyance, and the lyrics in his hand fell to the ground.

"What's missing?"

Her stomach rumbled at this time, she came early, she didn't eat breakfast, and now it's time to eat, and her stomach is already hungry.

Sighing helplessly, he picked up the lyrics and went out to the cafeteria.

Although he was very hungry, Li Zhien had no appetite at all, and sat alone at the corner table, eating dehydrated vegetables.

"Hello, what a coincidence. ”

Li Zhien looked up and saw Jung Jingxian: "Oh, Jingxian Oni. ”

"Why is this expression again, what's wrong. Zheng Jingxian sat down and said.

Li Zhien looked at her and said, "It's okay......"

Seeing her like that, Zheng Jingxian smiled and pinched her face: "Child, don't hold it in your heart if you have anything, say it and see if I can help you." ”

Li Zhien thought for a while, and then spoke: "I don't know what's wrong with me lately, I can't sing well." ”

"Huh?" Zheng Jingxian was a little puzzled: "What do you mean?"

"It's just that whatever song I've been singing lately, I don't think it's right. ”

"Isn't that right?

"I don't know, but I just don't feel right, and it's a very uncomfortable feeling. Li Zhien said.

Zheng Jingxian thought for a while: "Do you have something on your mind lately?" ”

"Oh, no. ”

"Didn't you?" Zheng Jingxian looked at her.

Li Zhien thought about it carefully: "There is really nothing." ”

Zheng Jingxian suddenly laughed: "If not, then why are you like this? What are you thinking in your head when you sing?"

"What do you want?" Li Zhien was silent for a moment and said, "I just want to think about how to sing the song well." ”

"No, it's not just about that, right?" Zheng Jingxian looked at her.

Li Zhien was silent and clasped his hand: "Uh...... Actually, I still think about something. ”

"What's the matter?"

Li Zhien looked at her and hesitated for a moment, and finally said, "I...... I was scared, I was afraid that I would go on like this, no one knew me, and I was afraid that if I failed, those who cared about me would be disappointed......"

Zheng Jingxian looked at Li Zhien and thought for a while and said: "Then if you have this mentality every day, you will definitely not be able to sing well, and if you push yourself too hard, it will backfire." ”

Li Zhien nodded: "I know, but I ...... There's no way I can't help it. ”

Zheng Jingxian said with a smile: "Then have you ever thought that those who care about you really don't care about what you can achieve, but whether you can take care of yourself as a person, whether you can be safe, and don't be bullied by others." ”

Li Zhien looked up at Zheng Jingxian and glared at the boss.

"So, don't think about that, go back to sleep, look at your dark circles, you didn't sleep yesterday. Zheng Jingxian said.

Li Zhien nodded, it was not so much that he didn't sleep well last night, but that he didn't sleep well, and he fell asleep in a daze in the early morning, and was woken up by the alarm clock not long after.

Zheng Jingxian looked at Li Zhien, who was still in a daze, and gently poked her forehead with her index finger: "What are you still in a daze, go to sleep." ”

Li Zhien nodded, thanked him, and then turned around and ran away.

Looking at the back of Li Zhien running, Zheng Jingxian laughed.

After Lee Ji-eun sent a text message to his agent Park Chang-woo, he trotted all the way home, didn't care about anything, lay on the bed, slowly closed his eyes, and fell asleep.

............

Ming Yan was sitting in the TV station, following the director of the scene, testing the sound together, originally Lao Liu was responsible for these things, but who called the personnel boss.

The executive director, holding the walkie-talkie, was discussing with the people inside, Ming Yan had nothing to do, he was doing it alone on this stage, looking up at the lights overhead.

His previous dream was to stand on such a stage, singing his own songs, who knew that after so many years, he was standing on this stage, but his identity changed, and he became a person who debugged the sound.

The executive director walked up to Ming Yan and said, "Okay, everything that should be checked today has been checked, and there is no problem." ”

Ming Yan nodded: "Okay, then I'll come back when I'm recording." ”

The two nodded to each other, Ming Yan turned around and left, out of the gate of the TV station, the weather was rare and not dark, and the sunset had not yet set, Ming Yan took a car and came to the moat.

When Wang Dawei saw Ming Yan coming, he couldn't help but ridicule: "Yo, rare guest, isn't this Ming Yan." ”

Ming Yan smiled and didn't say anything, and after taking care of Li Xuan and Tian Zifu, he began to get the keyboard.

There were more and more onlookers, and after Ming Yan tried the microphone, he said: "The following song is given to people from afar, I hope she will live better and better." Then the music started.

"We just hugged each other and laughed and wept. 」

"I've come from afar to meet you. 」

"Obsessed with wandering the world, I'm wild for her. 」

"I am this dazzling moment. 」

"It's a flame that cuts across the sky. 」

"I'm desperate to see me for you. 」

"I will be extinguished and will never come back. 」

"I'm here. 」

"Right here. 」

"The shock is short-lived. 」

"Gorgeous as summer flowers. 」

"I am this dazzling moment. 」

"It's a flame that cuts across the sky. 」

"I'm desperate to see me for you. 」

"I will be extinguished and will never come back. 」