Chapter Seventy-Four: Regner VS Barol (6)
Barol was stunned by Regner's words, and he stunned back to Field's dying expression. Anger, despair, disappointment, hatred is not made of steel...... That expression was so familiar to the once mischievous Barol, because whenever he made a mistake, Field would show that expression.
He had been haunted by Field's dying actions, and it wasn't until Ragner spoke of it that he realized that his father's expression was exactly the same as it had been at the beginning.
Did he think so before he died? He always thought of me as his son? He was doing what a father should do even before he died? I misunderstood him? I misunderstood him? No!
"Don't be kidding here!" Barol yelled, writhing weakly, "it can't be like this, none of you care about me, none of you care about me!
"Cowardly!" Regner slapped Barol again, and he scolded viciously: "Who hasn't deceived others? Who hasn't been deceived by others? But because Sister Vera was cowardly once, you completely deny the world because of this? Don't call me cowardly, I can see that you are a real coward!"
"I've been alone for so many years, and you call me cowardly?" Barol was unconvinced.
"You're a coward, you're a coward!" Regner glared at Barol and said, "Don't think I don't know what you think." I admit that Sister Vera's abandonment was really hurtful, but this is not a reason for your cowardice! Just because of Sister Vera's cowardice, you have denied Sister Vera, you have denied the world, and at the same time you have denied yourself!"
Regner said as he punched and kicked Balor, he had to take a few more breaths while he could still move, otherwise he would be unconscious for a while, and he would never have a chance again.
"What a pitiful thing! A cowardice on the part of a loved one hurt you, so the poor creature named Barol shut himself off in his own world from then on, and never dared to take another step outward. Regner sneered and mocked: "Hmph, and the reason is just because I don't want to be hurt again." So, instead of risking being hurt again and opening up again, it's better to close yourself off and be a person who only relies on yourself in your own eyes. I really don't understand, how can you do such a stupid thing to choke on me, when you are usually very clever when you calculate that I am framing me? How cowardly are you?"
"No! it can't be! it's not like that!" Barol shouted with red eyes, "None of what you say is true!"
"You listen to me!" Regner slapped Barol again, "You're not the only one who has been hurt, and you're not the only one who has been deceived, but there aren't many people like you who are as cowardly." There may be many unfairness in this world, but no one can live a life of good luck, a lifetime of no harm, and a lifetime of no ups and downs! At least in this regard, the world is fair! No one owes you anything! The world does not treat you harshly, and there is no pity for you! So, don't give me a stinky face all day long as if the whole world owes you five million gold coins. ”
"What do you know? You have never been deceived by your relatives, you have never been abandoned by your relatives! What do you know!" Barol was still struggling.
"You're right, I don't understand. Ragnar's tone softened suddenly, he sighed and then said with some sadness: "I really don't understand the feelings between relatives. Because I have always been an orphan, I have had no relatives since I was born. How can I possibly understand?"
"So, you're not in a position to judge me here. Barol said coldly: "You won this competition, if you want to kill me, kill me, but don't chirp here and pour me any big truth, you don't deserve it!"
"yes. Regner stood up, looked through the foliage of the forest at the moon's spots, and continued, "I don't deserve it, but, Balor, you know?"
"Know what?"
"Actually, I envy you. ”
"Envy me, envy me for being abandoned, envy me for being alone? I didn't expect you to be so cheap. Barol quipped.
"I envy you. "I envy you for having a beautiful childhood, I envy you for having your father, mother, brothers and sisters to take care of you when you were young, you don't have to fight with others over a sour leaf at that carefree age, you don't have to rummage through the garbage all day looking for leftover food scraps from other people's food," Regner said. I envy you for having a family and affection. Whether you admit it or not, but in my opinion, your parents, as well as your older siblings, love you very much. I don't think if I had made a mistake, there wouldn't have been a father who would come and scream at me and tell me what to do. And when I was chased and killed until I was cornered, there would not have been a brother who stood up and did not hesitate to block the enemy with his own life, and then let me escape, nor did I have a sister who knelt down and begged the enemy to let me live. ”
"......" Balor stopped talking, but his eyes were still red, and he stared at Regner, not knowing what was going on in his mind.
Regner wiped the corners of his eyes, originally he just wanted to persuade Baror, but he didn't expect that the more he spoke, the more aggrieved he became, and a few tears overflowed the corners of his eyes because of this, flowing along the black lines on his face due to the opening of the dark body.
"That's nice. Regner took a breath and said softly: "Family and affection, but I can only watch, and I am not qualified to feel it at all." ”
"So you're just a wretched wretch. Balor said coldly.
"Yes, I'm a wretched creature too. "I was born with nothing, and the world is fair, and if you want to get something, you have to give something," Regner said. I crave affection, but it can't be in my world, so I'll retreat to friendship as a second. But I had nothing, nothing to exchange forgiveness. So, I can only fight with my own life, Irene, Boss, Vera, Annie, Ini...... These people ...... These are all friends I fought for with my life. So I cherish it very much, I cherish it very much, they are precious things that I have obtained with great difficulty, and for them, I will not hesitate to fight with your life. ”
"Is that why you have so much courage?" Barol muttered, then added coldly, "Stupid." ”
"Yes, I'm that stupid. Regner spread his hands and said: "People will never cherish what they have at their fingertips, so you don't cherish your affection, and I, because I know that all this I have is not easy to come by, so I cherish what I have very much." If stupidity can keep me firmly guarded what I have so hard to get, then there is nothing wrong with being an idiot in my life. At least, I think it's a lot better than a smart guy like you who ends up with nothing. ”
"Cut!" Barol gritted his teeth, but there was a drop of crystalline liquid in the corner of his eye, and despite his best efforts to restrain himself, Regner's words moved him somewhat, and tears dripped almost involuntarily.
Seeing that what he had said was almost done, Regner said, "I can let you go this time, if you want, you can go back with me, Sister Vera has been waiting for you." ”
"No need, I can't go back, I can't go back......" Barol muttered.
Regner looked at Barol and didn't force him, he continued: "Then it's okay for you to leave by yourself, but I want you to promise that you won't come to me again in the future, and you won't be allowed to hurt the people around me." If I find out in the future that you are plotting against me or my friends, then even if Sister Vera breaks up with me in the future, I will definitely kill you!"
Balor snorted coldly and said, "I lost to you in this duel, and Mr. Wellles naturally won't look at me anymore, and I have no reason to trouble you." I think you can rest assured about that. ”
"Then we are left with one last question. Regner paused before asking, "Erin, tell me where she is." ”
Hearing this, Barol suddenly laughed: "I still asked, it seems that that ugly bastard is really that important to you." ”
"One, I don't want you to call her ugly, and second, she really matters to me. Regner said expressionlessly, "Although I promised Sister Vera to spare your life, since you are also a disciple of Teacher Verles, you should know that there are many ways that Teacher Wei can make life worse than death." Luckily, he taught me a few as well. So, you'd better tell me her whereabouts. ”
Although his heart was very nervous, Ragner still quietly waited for Barrol's answer.
In the end, Balor hesitated for a long time and said, "You come here, I'll tell you." ”
Regner was a little strange, why were there only two of them in this forest, so mysterious? But he didn't think much about it, just leaned over.
Barol struggled to move his neck and leaned into his ear to say a few words. Regner looked at Barrol, then nodded.
"The province of Semrela, the town of Thorn ......" Regnar remembered the awkward name, and although the names seemed extremely unfamiliar, Regner's whole body trembled slightly after hearing them. He took a deep breath and asked, "She...... Are you alright?"
"The dishwasher in the restaurant, although life is hard, is not starving to death. Balor said in a deep voice.
"How did you find her?" Regner asked again, wondering why Erin Barol, who couldn't even be found by the Lunaris Thieves Guild, found her.
"......" Barol was silent for a moment, then continued: "What I just said is true, you can see it yourself when you go there, Erin is not in my hands at all." If I found it, do you think I'd be stupid enough to come and fight you alone?"
"......" Regner was also silent, he looked at Balor, and then said seriously: "Thank you." ”
Balor also looked at Regner, and then said coldly, "Idiot!"
"Then I want to thank you too. Regner shrugged nonchalantly, he looked at the sky, and the time for his dark body was almost over, so it was better for him to leave here earlier. He turned to Balor and said, "Now that our business is over, I'll go." ”
"My life is in your hands now, what you want to do is your business, and I can't stop it. Balor said coldly.
"You're right, you're defeated. Ragnar stood up triumphantly, and he finally said to Barol: "I think your poison will soon be undone." If you change your mind in the future, you can come to the Western Continent to find Sister Vera, she has never hated you and has been waiting for you. ”
"I don't need you to worry about my business!" said Balor, stiffly.
Regner shrugged noncommittally, then used the shadow to teleport away.
Shortly after Regner left, a figure reappeared beside the immobile Barrol.