Chapter 626 - Always Loving God
I promised Chris to let Kun go, but under this premise, I will follow Xi Zhan's advice and will not act blindly to avoid any bad results, but also because Xi Zhan is more thoughtful than me, and listening to his advice will make me feel no pressure.
Xi Zhan may have deliberately listened to my opinion when he saw that I took the initiative to ask about this, and he asked lightly, "What does Yun'er think?"
I lowered my head and rubbed the tip of his tall nose lovingly, and asked with a smile, "Did that Kun ever bully you?"
Xi Zhan shook his head and said, "He is a silent child, except for bandaging me, he has always been waiting to play the cello on the lakeside outside the wooden house, and he only sleeps in the corridor at the door of the wooden house at night, and I have never had a moment of communication with him." ”
I was shocked and asked, "He has never spoken to his second brother?"
The man said lightly: "Yes." ”
I was shocked and said, "Aren't you curious to ask him where this is? It's hard to believe that you have never spoken for a few days together! But according to the character of the second brother, it is understandable." ”
Xi Zhan: "......"
Xi Zhan responded to me with silence for the first time since we met.
I was used to his taciturn state, and I naturally continued: "I promised Chris to let Kun go." ”
Xi Zhan said generously: "Then let him go." ”
"Chris told me that even if it's not Kun, it's someone else, at least Kun will be able to forgive you if he lets you go. ”
"Yes, Assistant Yin explained it to me. ”
I asked him worriedly, "Who is trying to kill you?"
Perhaps reluctant to let me get in touch with those too dark sides, Xi Zhan explained in a few words: "There are countless enemies against me, this time is similar to the dangers I usually encountered, Yun'er doesn't have to worry too much, Assistant Yin has already destroyed that organization, so you naturally don't have to worry too much." ”
Xi Zhan said it lightly.
But the experience of the other day almost killed us!
Especially his life!
And his eyes are still uncomfortable.
I suddenly understood that Xi Zhan would have to experience a lot of dangers in his long life in the future, maybe even more dangerous than he encountered now, and most of them would be that he would resist all the dangers without me knowing!!
Thinking about this is even more clogged in my heart.
But there is no good solution.
Because in this world, in this position in Xi Zhan's place, this is what he must experience, and he must not give up his current position, otherwise he will be devoured like Mo Yuanlian in the past, and he will be hammered and hunted down by major forces like he did two years ago, so he must keep his position!
Hold this position in order to keep the family.
to keep me who he wants to keep.
But holding this position naturally can't avoid danger.
It's like an endless loop!!
Don't look at Xi Zhan so beautiful, and his power is monstrous, but he doesn't have a comfortable life.
His life was destined for rush and danger.
Thinking about this, I feel more and more sorry for him.
I think of my life before I met Xi Zhan, it was indeed too much of Miss Qianjin's style, and the most unsatisfactory thing every day was to be ignored by the man, that is, Gu Tingchen, and provoked by Xiao San! ..
None of this is a problem now.
At least in the face of danger and life and death!
I also suddenly understood why Xi Zhan indulged me everywhere, because he is a man who is in danger all the year round, he has experienced too many vicissitudes, his heart is extremely mature, such a mature man knows how to cherish, he will not make emotions, let alone have any doubts and misunderstandings about his women and the people around him, even Assistant Yin will stay by his side, he will let it go!
After all, Assistant Yin used to be Mo Yuanlian's person.
And Mo Yuanlian is a former god!
My mind suddenly remembered what he had said to me when we first got together, "Our life is too short, and this life with you is even shorter, at least you have never appeared in the first thirty years of my life, Yun'er, you have to remember that the negative emotions of misunderstanding, pain, concealment, etc., will only lead to the two of us drifting apart." ”
He also said: "No matter whether my mood is good or sad in the future, I will not push you away from my side, unless...... There are many unavoidable things in the world, which are not obstacles for me, I have the ability and power to solve them, but your mind is within the scope of control, I ...... Can't drive. ”
At that time, Xi Zhan saw it very clearly.
He also knew that the problem between me and him was in my heart, so he often taught me how to love people during that time.
Even if I think I know how to love someone.
But there is a gap between this lover of mine and the lover in Xi Zhan's eyes, the lover in my eyes is to do his best to treat each other well, even if it is a compromise, even if it is broken!
But in the end, I was the only one who moved!!
This kind of love is cheap!
It's an asymmetry in love!
And the lover in Xi Zhan's eyes is cherished, self-esteem and self-love, mutual fairness and fairness, the only one in this life, never give up, and trust for no reason!
I've been with him for two years, and his concept has deeply influenced me subtly, and I've learned to be coquettish to a man, and I've learned to show all my thoughts in front of a man without reservation, and I'll never be as deeply depressed and wronged as I once was! /.. /
Although I am usually very weak and need Xi Zhan's protection all the time, of course, I can be strong when he needs me to be strong, but I am more of a little woman when he is there, because I enjoy his pampering and spoiling!!
After thinking about so many things, I secretly sighed in my heart that Xi Zhan is probably the most transparent person in the world, and it is precisely because of transparency that he can make the most correct choice among many choices.
I was also able to communicate clearly about his three views.
His three views are extremely upright.
Sometimes he speaks a big truth, but it seems that he is particularly transparent about the problem when it comes out of his mouth.
It seems that he can always grasp the center of gravity and solve people's doubts.
The man's warm voice came, "What are you thinking?"
I came back to my senses and smiled, "I miss you." ”
He smiled softly and said softly: "Always love to be out of the mind." ”
I hugged his body tightly and said, "I think about a lot of things between us, and I always feel that I can meet you." ”
Xi Zhan rubbed my head with his palm, then withdrew his hand and rubbed my cheek again, rubbing it repeatedly as if he was addicted to playing, I suddenly opened my mouth and bit his finger and sucked, at this time Yuan You pushed the door open, he saw our move and quickly covered his eyes with his palm to leave a slit and said: "I didn't see anything! I came here to tell you that I will go back to Finland, so I won't disturb the reunion of the second brother and Yun'er!"
Xi Zhan said in a cool voice: "Get out." ”