"What is the ...... after that?" Ying Hanchu looked impatient, he had already changed his shoes, he looked at Zhuang Ya and was about to speak, and said, "Can you stop a little, how can there be so many things, life is nothing, mediocre" raised his eyes and glanced at Zhuang Ya, and completed the last sentence "self-disturbance!"

When Zhuang Ya reacted in the next second, he had already "slammed" the door of the hotel.

Zhuang Ya pointed to herself, silently thinking about the tone of his voice, the disdain and a little impatience of the last three words.

Zhuang Ya was a little uncomfortable, "When...... That's all the ink (in my stomach) on me? What kind of 'mediocre' or 'disturbing', it doesn't sound like a good thing, am I that kind of person? Am I mediocre?"

Zhuang Ya was a little unhappy, and pouted, "What, let me stop, what am I doing, what are I doing?"

Then Zhuang Ya asked herself again, "I don't seem to have done anything, no? No, no, no, it's not me!"

Then Zhuang Ya was bored and went downstairs, probably wanting to comfort herself, but she hummed a small tune, but where she hummed, she didn't care about it, her mind was not here.

There is a very inexplicable feeling, different from the last time I left.

Zhuang Ya didn't remember the specific process of going and what happened in the hotel, so she naturally remembered waking up and going downstairs by herself.

Zhuang Ya has a feeling of looking for a pump, this kind of return to the same place, how to feel, I can't say where everything has changed.

Most importantly, she feels that what has changed her life is like a milestone, whether it is good or bad, life has turned and reached a fork in the road.

It was decisive, but he came here yesterday and didn't notice anything different, or the same.

Even Zhuang Ya prompted, "Did you notice any difference?"

Ying Hanchu replied directly, "What, the big bed, bathroom, toilet, everywhere is different, what do you want to say?

In fact, Zhuang Ya wanted to say that this was the place she came to for the first time, and it was also a place to change herself, she felt a different meaning, and she also wanted Ying Hanchu to say something else, such as repentance, what remorse, sorry for her, etc., let her be like this now, or compare the "moved" tears that she has come all the way now.

But it doesn't seem to be there, Zhuang Ya doesn't know what's wrong, or is she thinking too much about herself......

She pondered alone, and found a random place to sit in a daze, thinking.

"I always feel that something is wrong, am I here wrong, or is it right? or should I not come, so where am I going, where else can I go?"

Zhuang Ya took a deep breath and did not answer.

After all, now she has no way back, and the happy life she envisions outside and Ying Hanchu Immortal is like a paradise world.

But the reality always made her feel that something was wrong, "Is that fat woman looking for him, or is there something else?"

Saying that, Zhuang Ya subconsciously looked down at the self-conscious xiong, "It doesn't seem to be much worse?"

Roll his eyes, "Almost, it's not much of a difference, right?"

Thinking of the xiong of the woman she saw that day, she walked over and swayed, Zhuang Ya sarcastically said, "I'm not afraid of sagging like this, I really didn't wear (underwear) or sponges?"

Zhuang Ya thought about it, looked at his xiong, and then looked away, and said unhappily, "He's not so vulgar, isn't he just a fart, nothing, nothing! ”。 (This is the meaning of suspicion that the other party's xiong is fake, whole.) ）

Zhuang Ya didn't want to think about anything, but she just felt that her inexplicable heart was a little delusional.

(The paragraph expressed here, contrasting, showing Zhuang Ya's unconfidence, slowly formed, she began to doubt her figure, etc., self-doubt, thinking that such imperfection caused a distance between each other, in fact, Zhuang Ya's heart for this feeling, has been passive, there is a humble prelude.)

By denigrating other people's figures, and then thinking about being more confident in yourself, it's like not being able to eat grapes is sour.

This is the inner change of women when they feel the change of their lover, people with low self-esteem and people who care too much, first find problems from themselves, thinking that solving certain problems will make love warm, or problems that cannot be changed, so they try to use other "welfare" characteristics to attract the attention of their lovers and ignore the defects of their own thoughts.

In the article, Zhuang Ya felt that she was smaller than the fat woman, and she felt unhappy about it, and she would talk about it later.

It's just that the cost is too great, some people love and don't love, in fact, it is the difference between sleeping and not sleeping, nothing else, the parties still don't believe it, and others also find a "label" to put on it afterwards to indicate that the other party is not enough to cause abandonment, in fact, it is a scam!)

Then he thought about it again, "No matter what, there is still a difference between having goods and not having goods in this belly, right?"

remembered the appearance of Zhuang's parents who thought it was a stone child's Xingshi asking for sin.

and said those few sentences, "If he *kind* still dares to deny it, don't chop him*, even if he wants to run away, how can he still have his family, how can he marry a baby over, obediently welcome him, and make a lot of silver as hush money!"

Yes, Zhuang Ya thought, then change the angle, even if Ying Hanchu loves others during this period, or which fox spirit *seduces*, even if he has other ideas, he doesn't want to admit it, no, is there still a child?

Having a child is to have the opportunity to enter their house from another angle, anyway, he has feelings for himself, and he enters the house, this sooner or later.

Zhuang Ya thought in her heart, when the time comes, please her mother-in-law, and how to rely on the child well, and then let her place slowly turn around, and even in his house in the future, you can raise your eyebrows, and then decide how much, this "hush money" makes Ying Hanchu's family pay more.

Then, when I go home, I still have face, what, my lover, my child, and my status are all there, and now I have patience for a while, it's okay, and when the child slowly lands, everything will be fine.

Then Zhuang Ya was in a good mood, rubbing the net, eating, very leisurely.

There is a little bit of the feeling of being a child as the emperor, and from now on the sky is high and the sea is wide, and the feeling of letting you gallop.

Lost a few drifting bottles, with blessings written on them, and cursed the fat woman's wishes.

Then ignore the madness and scold a few, and a few times add information with all kinds of scolding, ignore it, and then listen to the song.

"What don't you show off about such a good opportunity? "But looking through the QQ contacts, ready to say something, thinking that there may be *exposed* their own information, I have to explain this and that.

That disturbed the interest, and then thought of Xu Yu, while sending a message, chatted a few words, "Even if the sky is high and the sea is wide and we fall out with each other one day, it is impossible to tell myself Feng friends and family to cause some damage, and it is still good to chat occasionally!"

It's not too familiar, but knowing the secret, it won't affect any life, and what consequences to bear, so it's still very safe to say something private, because it's too familiar, as well as people you know, relatives and friends, in case you know something, it's easy to cause something, tell your parents, and change your impression of yourself, and even people who are active in your own circle, it's easy to inadvertently leak to some people in your circle after changing your mentality, so as to cause some unnecessary lest affect it.

And people like Xu Yu who don't know themselves well, like Xu Yu, who don't have the possibility of intersecting reality, and know a little bit about themselves, even if they evaluate something, it's good that it won't affect their lives.

So after thinking about it, there is no need to repeat anything, Zhuang Ya said directly, "Sister, I'm going to take off!"

At that time, Xu Yu was working for herself, working in the hotel of "Food", after getting off work late, her family didn't understand and troubled, and occasionally chatted about Ha Tian, but most of them rested, or had nothing to do at night.

This message was not replied to until Xu Yu, who had been off for half a day for two days.

But Zhuang Ya's routine has not changed much in the past few days, so she chatted.

"What, what do you mean?" asked Xu Yu.

"It's empty!" replied Zhuang Ya.

Q Xu: "Rest, all day, always half a day, and the first half of the day, I want to play for a few hours, and I have to go to work!"

"You just saw the message you sent, eh! Why are you so idle, don't you have to go to work, or what are you doing at home? I just saw your second reply message, and I was shocked!"

Q Zhuangya: "At present, during this time, it is estimated that there is time......! I always feel like something is wrong!?"

Xu: "What's wrong and what are you saying, what do you think like you're going to live a comfortable life from now on!" Looking at the first message, Xu Yu still didn't understand what it meant.

Q Zhuang: "I don't know if it's comfortable, but"

Zhuang Ya thought about it, she waited and waited like this every day, and then gathered at night, she always felt that something was wrong, and when she thought of Ying Hanchu leaving this morning, she said that she was not going to come over tonight, Zhuang Ya was not happy, but she didn't know what to say.

There is an inexplicable illusion of being "raised", just a baby to support, if not, she doesn't know what will happen, or sit on the truth that she is "raised" and wait for the occasional occasional waiter.

Zhuang Ya didn't know how to say this feeling, and was even a little worried, as if he was not by his side when he was not around, he went to look through other people's brands like illusions and worries.

Q Xu: "But what?"

Xu Yu only knew that Zhuang Ya's family seemed to want to give her a blind date or something, and she had someone she liked, and she didn't know anything else.

It's still more contact later, so I know more about it.

Zhuang Ya was not very familiar with Xu Yu at this time, so she didn't say much, just chatted a few words!

Q Zhuang: "I don't know how to say it?"

Q Xu: "Say whatever you want!"

Q Zhuang: "I told you before that you have someone you like!

Q Xu: "Well,,It seems that you're still pregnant.,So you didn't go to work.,Left the hotel!What's wrong now?The man is looking for you.,Or is the family forcing you to go on a blind date.,With someone else.,Or that person has?"

Xu Yu paused, ready to hit "have a family" and deleted it, and changed it to "For other reasons, I can't marry you!"

I looked at it, and I sent it out without any mistakes.

Q Zhuang: "I don't know how to say it, it's just,"

Zhuang Ya thought about it and continued to answer, "There is another reason, I have now found the child's father for that person, but he is still a student, what should I do?"

Xu Yu didn't answer for the time being.

Zhuang Ya added, "I'm leaving with my family now, so I don't know what to do?

Q Xu: "Looks like you've got a wrong question!"

Q Zhuang: "What's the problem?"

Q Xu: "First, this is not a problem that you should consider, it should be a problem that the child's father has to solve, in other words, how do you take his responsibility and problem on yourself."

Second, he doesn't have the ability now, and it's not convenient for you to contact the family now, but the paper can't hold the fire, your family will know sooner or later, the point is, you have to think about it, whether you can't hold it back first, his family knows that you exist, and you're pregnant, or let your family get involved first.

I suggest the latter because no matter what, your interests, and this identity, a person is known by his family, which is very disadvantageous, how to say, multiple people and multiple helpers!

Third, think about your belly, count, it's been half a year, you are not suitable for running around, running around, you have to settle down, I have relatives, I have children, they all say so, you have to raise a fetus, and people are sophisticated!

That's it for now, you think about it first. ”

Q Zhuang: "If the current situation can be actively controlled, it is not so passive! As for the rest, I don't want my family to know first, and then, do you know people around you or something, I always feel that you know a lot!"

Zhuang Ya thought about it, so she sent it out, after all, she still had a worry, she didn't say it, she was afraid, in case, she stayed here, she felt a little bit of a sitting still, and yesterday, Ying Hanchu said something unintentionally, that is, it was similar to leaving this morning, which meant that she would not come tonight.

The original words were, "Come, you can't do anything, and you can't do anything!" Then you run at both ends, and you're tired, if you don't hold back, it's not good to hurt the child, and I'm afraid that you won't rest well, stay well, don't wait for me!"

Zhuang Ya was powerless to refute this sentence at the beginning, as if she was thinking about herself everywhere, but she still thought of the fat woman.

Then ask "Is it ...... I'm now, slowly...... I heard that when the child is born, Xiong will be much older!"

"What the hell do you want to say?" asked Ying Hanchu impatiently.

Zhuang Ya's sentence "Are you looking for that fat woman or someone else" but she didn't say it, she was afraid that the window paper would be stabbed *broken*, and they would be even more embarrassed by each other, the point is, she doesn't have it now, except for the child, supported by a little guilt from him, if she shakes her face, she doesn't know what to do?

Thinking about it, Zhuang Ya could only say, "It's nothing, just to say, I'm slowly getting fatter, isn't it...... It's a bit ugly."

This is what Zhuang Ya said unintentionally, and intentionally, because she looked in the mirror recently, and felt that her body was swollen, and it was obviously not good-looking, she felt so herself, so what about him!

Zhuang Ya had a sense of dazedness that felt that her advantages were decreasing.

If she can't take the initiative, she is afraid that she will not be limited by others, but she is even more afraid that she will be frustrated everywhere.

Then Zhuang Ya added on QQ: "Will a man turn his face and not recognize people if he gets it?"

This sentence is what Zhuang Ya wants to say, and it is also the place of doubt.

She felt as if she was about to reach the point where he didn't recognize people when he lifted his *pants*, how should she end and continue?

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