I went back to the bedroom, Xi Zhan was taking a shower in the bathroom, I sat on the edge of the bed and straightened the child's quilt, he came out and went to the balcony, I went out with a hair dryer and saw him smoking.

I asked him, "Is there anything bothering?"

He shook his head slightly and asked, "Aren't you sleepy?"

Xi Zhan spit out a puff of smoke rings, I plugged in a hair dryer and blew his head from the left side, his quality is very good, it is very soft to the touch, and the color is pitch black, in fact, Xi Zhan's whole body is exquisite, it is hard to imagine that God favors him so much.

I dried his head and put the hair dryer aside to hug his body, his dressing gown was slightly loose on his chest, and my hands slowly slid in to caress the scar on his chest.

Here it is, the scar I left behind.

I still feel guilty.

There are too many scars on Xi Zhan's body skin, many of them are shallow after the passage of time, not so scary to look at, but there are also many left in the last two years, it is so scary to look at, what this man has experienced is unimaginable to me, I know that it is not easy for him, I also hope that he can put down everything in his hands and be an idle person, but the father of the child, my husband, but it is not easy to let go of everything.

Mo Yuanlian is the best example.

The world is too sinister, we want to live an ordinary life without ease, and the most important thing is to be able to keep it, and I and him have a heavy burden on him, and we have to keep this position.

"Don't move, do you know what to provoke the fire?"

Xi Zhan never hides his thoughts about wanting me.

I stopped in my palm and asked him, "Second brother said before that he wanted to quit his current position, have you thought about how to quit?"

Xi Zhan took a puff of his cigarette, the smoke floated in the air, and he said silently: "Send the clouds to a higher position." ”

Xi Zhan is talking about Yun Fei, not Mo Yuanlian.

"Clouds ......"

"Yun Fei is Mo Yuanlian, Mo Yuanlian is Yun Fei, if I want to withdraw from the center of power, I have to send Yun Fei to a higher position, but this position must be below me above Lan Yan, the three of us form a three-legged stand and can maintain peace for a period of time and wait for our children to grow up...... But before that, Yun Fei and Mo Yuanlian must be unified, I am talking about his spiritual world, and Mo Yuanlian's mental condition must be healed. ”

It turns out that Yun Fei is Mo Yuanlian, which is what it means.

"What if you don't be healed?"

"The world will be in chaos, and he himself will collapse. ”

"What is his state now?" I asked.

"It is understood that it is a state of repression. ”

Mo Yuanlian was suppressing himself......

I then asked, "Will Lan Gongzi be an enemy?"

Xi Zhan shook his head and said: "Although Lan Yan is scheming, he doesn't have much interest in power, his scheming is only aimed at what he hates and what is not in the interests of the Lan family, and the real one is still indifferent to fame and fortune." ”

"Can I understand that he doesn't take the initiative to stir up trouble?"

Xi Zhan looked at me with partial eyes, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed my lips and said: "Well, Lan Yan doesn't take the initiative to stir up trouble but never allows himself to be bullied, so it can be regarded as a trouble, after all, in this world, as long as it is a big family, as long as it stands in a conspicuous position, it will be targeted by others." ”

I said my thoughts to Xi Zhan and said, "Mo Yuanlian can suppress him under you, and above Lan Gongzi, he can suppress Lan Gongzi, which is equivalent to one ring after another...... In fact, this is not the best solution, if the three of you work together...... Although I say this whimsically, if the three of you cooperate, the major families below will no longer have the audacity to provoke you, and a long-term peace will be formed. ”

Hearing this, Xi Zhan hooked his lips, he retracted his gaze and took a puff of cigarette and suddenly turned his head and spit on my face, I choked and coughed a little, Xi Zhan suddenly grabbed the back of my head and pulled me towards him, his tobacco-smelling lips fell between my lips and teeth, I subconsciously opened my mouth to cooperate with him, his palm reached into my pajamas, and the gentle friction was not too hot.

After a long time he let go of me, his forehead against mine, and I smelled his breath and heard him answer my question: "There is no long-term peace, from short."

In the future, your suggestion may work, you can negotiate with Mo Yuanlian and Lan Yan, but in the long run, it will not work, and Mo Yuanlian's current mental state is not suitable for an alliance with us, besides, we still have a family that has been chasing us under the three-legged stand, and there are also blue out of blue and better than blue, and the world will change sooner or later. ”

"Second brother means that sooner or later you will be seized power?"

He curled his lips and kissed me again, "No one can occupy a position for long, including me...... Because the world is, after all, the world of young people, and all I can do is send my own flesh and blood to that position, but they are still young...... Thankfully, you found me a fourteen-year-old Yue Tsubaki. ”

I was surprised and asked, "Do you want Koshitsumi to succeed you?"

"But not only I want to, but Mo Yuanlian also thinks. ”

"What does that mean?" I asked.

"Mo Yuanlian has seen Yue Chun in Mohe. ”

I know this, Yun'er also took his sugar two days ago, because of this matter, Xi Zhan made up his mind to give Yun'er a sugar stop.

"He wants to ...... when he sees Yue Tsubaki"

"No matter what he wants, he won't deal with Yue Chun, so sending Yue Chun to my position is the best way for me to retreat, of course, before that, I need to wait for him to grow into a person who can sit in this position, this time will take seven or eight years or longer, no matter how long it is, it will be more than ten years shorter than Qing Sakura. ”

That is to say, before Yue Chun sits in this position, Xi Zhan needs a short-term peace, and this peace is not negotiation but suppression, a three-legged stand and a ring of suppression.

Xi Zhan snuffed out the cigarette butt and hugged my waist and said: "I don't want short-term peace, I can keep this position by myself, but baby, I was never afraid of danger in the past, but now I am afraid, I have jealousy in my heart, I have people to worry about, I always think about what if I don't come back to you one day?

Xi Zhan's voice was low but gentle and soft: "Although they are your flesh and blood, you have to believe that they will eventually grow up, and they will eventually go away to explore their own world, they will not be by your side for a lifetime, you are already talkative, and when you want to say something in your heart, no one listens to you?" So, only Xi Zhan will be by your side in this life, because of this, when I go out, I am afraid that I will be in danger, this is an emotion that I have never had, I am afraid that I will not be there, who will coax you if you are wronged, and who will help you if you are bullied, I think only Xi Zhan can do this, so ah, I want to be by your side and am not willing to go far away, and no longer let you be afraid. ”

Xi Zhan had never expressed his emotions to me like this, and I was touched by his consideration for me in all aspects.

I never thought he cared so much about me.

I also understand that the man who was once not afraid of heaven and earth has a weakness because of me, and this weakness will directly kill him.

Xi Zhan's love ......

Xi Zhan's love is moving.

I'm glad I was the one he loved.

"Second brother, thank you for letting me meet you in this life, compared to you, I know that those obsessions I once had were trivial jokes, and your view of love made me understand what faith is. ”

He made me understand what this life is, the only one.

He made me believe in this love unwaveringly.

"Although there will be conflicts in our marriage, I want to say that our marriage is the most perfect marriage because of you. ”