It is said that seventeen or eighteen years old is the season of flowers, the season of dreams, and they enter in this way

The age of "nymphomaniac", once when I returned home from school, I heard my father say that he wanted me to work in the town's ** agency after graduation.

In fact, I already had my own dream: I wanted to start my own company and be the boss, but after communicating with my father, I was naturally shot in the bud by him.

Maybe my father is in the system, maybe I feel that I am aware of the infinite benefits and benefits in the system, and I can only temporarily restrain myself from being confused about the future

"Life dreams", let's take a walk according to his plans and ideas, while in my heart I am observing and thinking about the world.

With the collapse of the Soviet Union in 1991 and the end of the Cold War, the world has entered a pattern of reshaping and regeneration. When I returned to my home in the center of the town on the weekend, I said that it was actually the house assigned by the veterinarian station of my father's unit, and what I could see every time was: Dad and his staff were in the small conference room on the first floor, one by one with a cigarette foaming and shouting: 2 pairs, 5 pairs (playing cards), that black smoke miasma!

Sometimes many people come to my father to guarantee loans, just because the director of the credit union (at that time there were no branches of the four major state-owned banks in the township) said: If the head of the veterinary station Zhao gives you a guarantee, I will give you a loan today, as you can imagine, it was the peak of his career...... Many times, I was extremely reluctant to return to the unit that was both a unit and a name

A place of "home". In 1994, when I entered the second year of secondary school, I was only 18 years old, and I was in the library every day

The headline on the front page seen in the newspaper "Reference News": How many dollars have been added to our country's foreign exchange reserves today...... In addition, a few years after the end of the Cold War, I have a sensitive and keen insight into the fact that our country has abandoned the development model before the Soviet Union and is taking the road of Americanization.

So I mustered up the courage to write a three-page letter to my father, and it wasn't until seventeen years later, a year before he left us, that one day while we were driving, he suddenly took the initiative to say to me: "Son, do you remember the three-page letter you wrote to your father when you were studying?

"I didn't listen to your opinion, it's really a pity!" I told my father in the letter several major issues and directions: First, China will follow the road of Americanization in the future, and will implement the road of civil servants in the future, and civil servants will definitely have to take exams and will require a university degree or higher.

Secondly, China's existing public institution system will be gradually reformed and abolished, such as your veterinary station is now a public institution with full financial allocation, and will be divided into two parts in the future: one is related to public welfare public service projects, which will gradually be gradually incorporated into the civil service team or similar to the management of civil servants, such as pre-market quarantine inspection of pork and avian influenza epidemic prevention and control, etc.; Self-reliance takes the path of marketization, such as treating small animals or poultry or selling animal medicines, animal food and related services, etc.

Moreover, in the future, when the living conditions of the common people are good, there will be no pigs and chickens raised in every household, which will be dirty and smelly, and will develop towards the mode of factoryization, intensification, scale, and industrialization; you should make full use of the advantages of surplus personnel, technology, and capital to adjust part of the manpower, set up a special breeding company, and respond to future reforms and changes in advance, instead of playing cards with your employees all day long.

In fact, I wrote this letter to him at the time was selfish, I want to take over this specialized breeding company after graduation in the future, and realize my dream of being the boss; but as my father said, this letter was completely lost in the sea, and there was no news; he didn't even communicate with me after I went home to exchange ideas, he seemed to have seen me go to work in the ** agency after graduating from school!

There's no way, I can't resist him, I'm older, I seem to be a little stubborn, and I seem to be a little out of the analysis, discernment, and judgment ability, he is my father, he pays for me to study, I have to listen to him, in fact, the relationship between our father and son has always been very good, since he wants me to enter the township ** work in this town, there must be some beautiful vision that I hope my son will realize for him......