It's a kind of emotional relationship between them, and I know that when he gets more and more into the stage of the heartthrob, he obliterates everything, very possibly everything. He is now a top traffic star, the higher he occupies, the more lonely he may be, those so-called scandals that are true and false cannot ignore the situation that he can face as public entertainment, everything is impossible to do at will, although he may be criticized by the public in every way, but he must go forward step by step, the so-called sailing against the current, if you don't advance, you will retreat.

I don't know if it's because I'm too bad, I don't know if it's because this kind of thing will be in this kind of emotional relationship and a kind of career, and this kind of balance will not be free to integrate this kind of feeling into it.

This may cause a kind of distress to the other person, and I know that if I continue to do so, it will be a big problem for his development.

And this problem may be the tip of the iceberg later, but it can be fatal if it hits it.

Therefore, from today onwards, I must completely separate this feeling from a business affair no matter what.

I can no longer let my emotions mean anything to the other party, make a big noise, and can no longer use the topic to play the listing, just because of his scandalous relationship, my emotions have been a kind of collapse that cannot be spoken.

That was a mistake on my part, and an unprofessional and unethical situation on my part.

From today on, I believe that I promise to be an honest professional manager in my heart.

On this day, I instructed Lisa, telling me that all announcements would be accompanied by Lisa alone, and that I would no longer go there, and this matter was also to try to distinguish this kind of feeling.

Fortunately, Lisa was quite happy to answer this aspect, and she didn't reject me too much, so she breathed a sigh of relief.

She was still a little worried and a little hesitant.

"Sister Ou, but, you know that I have indeed never seen that kind of big scene, if this time a notice is so big, I am afraid that I will not be able to handle the scene at that time, I am afraid that I may be swaying at that time, I don't know how to deal with this emergency, if you don't go, I don't have a heart at all."

"These things are not very big things, and they are not necessarily landed, just like the Spring Festival Gala, it is just for you to accompany you to do the next show, what is there to be afraid of, you have to pick up this burden on this road, and there will be a lot of benefits for your future development in the future, after you have seen these big scenes, you will slowly understand how to deal with this matter, in order to accept a greater responsibility, this is an opportunity to refuel. ”

Lisa was a little confused.

"Sister, I'm really going to be very soft, you also know how important this announcement is to this award ceremony, it's a prime time, it's a live broadcast, and it's an exchange of all Chinese and foreign people in the entertainment industry, all these big stars and directors are here, you say this is a big scene, but I ......"

After all he had to say, I finally laughed, and it was true that he was a little scared, worried that he might have messed up in the process, so I smiled and comforted her.

"Please, okay? You just look at this scene, you just want to talk about the relationship between this staff, and you don't let you go on stage to perform, it's Fei Yan who performs, and it's not you who go to you What is there to be nervous about, he is not nervous, what are you nervous about, you are just standing backstage, and you are not pushing you to the front desk, alas!"

"Sister Ou can't say that, you also know that I'm just very worried about this hub performance, what will happen when I'm nervous, I'm scared, doesn't that make me mess up, I'm afraid that my emotions will be unstable when I come, which will affect her overall performance, I'm really worried about my emotions, not his emotions?"

"Lisa, then there is no need to worry about this kind of thing at all, when have you ever seen Fei Yan have stage fright, since he is not stage fright, you are worried about what kind of stage fright you are worried about it is normal to solve this matter and complete it completely. ”

Lisa seemed to be moved by what I said, so whatever, because I probably hadn't been exposed to this kind of big scene.

So as a newcomer, it can be regarded as a relatively scary thing, and it can be regarded as a matter of special affection, like when I was not trembling on such an occasion, for fear of messing things up.

But after those occasions, you will find that many of your things and fantasies are actually a wasteful expression.

"It's more reassuring, in fact, it's just singing a song, and then I'll move a gift to talk about it on stage, just say a few words, these things have already prepared some manuscripts, what's there to be afraid of, you're just standing in the background and serving him tea and water, that's it, what's there to worry about?"

With my strong encouragement, I finally had a little bit of confidence, so I finally put my mind at ease, and I was supposed to accompany him to this celebration award ceremony today.

But I think there are some things that try to avoid the embarrassment of the two of us being together, maybe this may at least calm down both parties, and not give each other too much such wandering.

And my presence at least didn't let him have too much of a mind in it, and I had to try to make the so-called paparazzi work and not have any one-sided impact on the numbers.

I knew I could have dealt him some fatal blow in some way.

I quietly withdrew and watched him silently, waiting for him, just standing behind the scenes.

Then I handed him the form and made sure that one of the key things of the trip was arranged.

"In this form, there are some very important contact information for this union, and there are some public relations departments that have a phone number in various ways, you had better go over and confirm with the other party, because we need to have a separate and independent dressing room, these things can be arranged by the other party, you can contact the other side, and the most important thing is that you also ask this Xiao Wang if he still has a fever and has any contact with the organizing committee, try not to interrupt this matter, and if Xiao Wang is sick, he will immediately accept your matter。 ”

"Ok, I see, there is a sense of truth and rules, but when the time comes, please don't congratulate me. ”

Then he reconfirmed the itinerary.

"The phone call I just made to Fei Yan has confirmed that there is no fever, and the overall condition should be considered to be recovered, and Director Jiang has asked for leave and rested at home, so it should be tomorrow to participate in this awards ceremony, without any problems, so tomorrow morning, as long as we go to the director's side to make up for this scene, in the future, we will go directly to the afternoon according to the agreed time, fortunately, this live broadcast is in the evening, so we have more time at noon to make an arrangement, and this time is also abundant, we will pass a little earlier tomorrow to avoid traffic jams。 ”

"Ok, there's no problem, it's just like normal work, so what about your side, if you have any problems or situations, you can call me anytime and anywhere, you know. ”

"Okay, Sister Ou, I know you don't have to worry so much about this. ”

Generally speaking, at the end of the year, these are our busiest times, and many things will come roughly, and the year-end summary party will be very frequent.

After I took care of all these things, I looked at the time when it was almost the beginning of the day, and I realized that I had been busy in the office all day today, and I actually forgot to order takeout.

I can't help but get hungry, it's true that sometimes I'm busy with work, and there are really some things that I can't take care of too much, so that you don't have much time to think about a lot of things in many times.

When the phone rang, I saw that it was Luo Jin calling.

"What's wrong? You're not going to tell me you're working overtime again, are you?"

"No, I just finished this thing, you know that by the end of the year, some of our annual meetings like this are more busy, OK has been done, and we are preparing to go home. ”

"I don't know if you like it?"

I suddenly remembered that he sent me the bouquet of red 99 roses that day, and it turned out that he was asking me this question, and I quickly answered very politely.

"Thank you, well, I love roses. ”

"Then do I want to buy you these roses next time, the roses here are very beautiful. ”

"No, no, this is too troublesome, and the price is so expensive, this piece is set to top dozens of fried chickens. ”

"No, you deserve all these best things, you are worthy of these things in my mind, and whenever you receive these roses, I will have a feeling of giving roses to others, and my hands will have a lingering fragrance. ”

Oh hey, this man is really too sensational, and he is a first-class master of completely talking about love, which girl is simply impossible not to soften in front of her, completely defenseless, and slam into your heart.

But I know it's a joke, and I don't say anything, because we're still a little bit of a barrier between us.

"What's wrong? I have a few good sisters outside during this time?"

"Ouch hey, my God, don't say I have a few good sisters, these days I have been opening this kind of finance every day, and I will have you left in my head in addition to the power numbers. ”

I couldn't help laughing, I enjoyed this kind of care, and I also enjoyed this kind of quiet love talk.

At least I don't feel particularly repulsed, and this Luo Jin feeling seems to be just right, a little higher than friendship and lower than love, maybe I'm a very vain woman, maybe I'm also a very self-satisfied woman, but what, at least this feeling is just right.

"When will I be back? ”

"Maybe it's these two days, because if I don't go back, I may really stay here for the New Year, and I don't want to stay here for the New Year. ”

I seemed to hear a subtext of some kind of meaning from him, and I seemed to hear some kind of longing for those words.

We're all smart people, and sometimes we get to the point without having to explain it completely.

I immediately seized such an opportunity, or rather, I had a decision in my heart, suddenly made up some kind of decision, and asked directly without hesitation.

"What's wrong? It's the New Year, you should go home for the New Year. ”

He was very humorous, and smiled faintly.

"I want to go back, I'm a homeless puppy, alas, how can I say this, every year is the most painful day, what's wrong beauty, can I invite you to watch the Spring Festival Gala with me?"

This is a kind of subtext, this is a certain kind of words spoken by a smart man, this is a kind of invitation from Xiang Yu, whether you can contact and whether you are willing to contact, that is your business.

I took a deep breath and I didn't hesitate to ask a rhetorical question.

"But I'm going to go back to my hometown this year, and my mother is urging me to break my leg if I don't go back, so I might be at home watching the Spring Festival Gala. ”

You see that smart people don't have too much pneumonia when they chat, and they don't have too much pneumonia, which is very blatant, but it's easy to directly grasp the core of a conversation in this way, for example, he immediately seized such an opportunity and was very happy, just ask.

"Then do I have such an honor, can I have such an opportunity to watch the Spring Festival Gala in the hall of your house, to visit your parents, and to make dumplings overnight together. “

"How much do you have in deposit?"

"Well, it's not much, but if you can divide the account, it's probably more than a million, right?"

"How many houses do you have?"

"Two houses. ”

"My mother will definitely like your conditions very much, and will be very happy to deal with you, congratulations, you are very suitable for my mother's requirements in this regard, you have a car, a house and a deposit, and you are very handsome. ”

He came back and forth and seemed to be very satisfied with this aspect.

"I also think your mother will like me, but the important thing is that you are willing to let me go to see it? Are you willing to let me accompany you to watch the countless Spring Festival Galas for the rest of my life?"

I confessed without hesitation, very directly, because I don't want to have any hint of concealment in this world, any concealment is actually a kind of deception, we are adults should do adult things, not do that kind of boys and girls a kind of youth that does not know what to say.

"For now, I'm sure I'm not in love with you, at least I like to be with you. ”

"It's OK to like it.,It's OK to fall in love with something.,Slowly you will not hesitate to fall into my love network.,Presumably a certain year, a certain month, and a certain day,You will definitely fall into it for me。 ”

He laughed out loud at one of his narcissisms, and indeed he was very conceited in addition to being humorous.

And it makes you feel very happy in the process of chatting, you don't feel abrupt or rather, you feel that these statements are forcing you to do things you don't want to do.

He always makes you feel a kind of width and a kind of freedom in yourself.

"Please, big brother, can you rehearse what we said just now, can you revert every word we just said and say it again, can you?"

He was very resolute, and immediately sonorously denied it, without any intention to agree.

"Women don't even think about it, these things are like spilled water must be executed, I tell you I will come back tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, you don't want to run away at this time, even if you flee to the ends of the earth, I will follow to the ends of the earth, and the ghost will not disperse. ”

"Guys, my God, all right, please, don't say this kind of thing again, I'm really going to be scared of what this big brother heard at night. ”

"Don't worry, I'll be in your dreams tonight. ”

Listen to these, what kind of man? This kind of man, every word makes you deeply difficult, is this kind of man not worthy of your love? This kind of man really makes you want to love when you are there, if you don't have another man in mind, you don't hesitate to jump directly into this net.

After reporting the phone, I don't know why, I didn't seem to be in a particularly good mood, but seemed to be a little preoccupied.

Maybe because of an event at Fei Yan's awards ceremony tonight, he may seem to feel that he didn't show up, and he always feels a little unsteady at this scene.

Because I had to come forward in person, I was worried that Lisa didn't get it done.

I immediately walked out, took a look at Lisa's situation, and was a little worried about him.

"Lisa, there should be nothing wrong with things tonight, there shouldn't be anything particularly important at night, and I must be on time today no matter what. ”

Lisa took a sip of coffee, and seemed to be a little interested, and she didn't feel particularly worried.

"There is no big problem in this case, and this matter of arranging leave has already been told to the director, so Li Hai will be filming in the crew tomorrow, so if we can solve the problem as much as possible, we must also arrange the time to be relaxed. ”

Because this time is very tiring, and maybe a big vacation is coming soon, so I try to avoid this thing, and these peaks are staggered.

"Lisa, you show me some announcements during this period of time, and see what you can adjust as much as possible, some things can be participated, and some things can be avoided as much as possible, otherwise you will be too tired to make this Fei Yan too tired, and you can't affect the crew's performance because of the problems of this announcement. ”

I immediately printed a copy of the contents of this notice and showed it to me, I read it seriously, and felt that through this situation, there was really no big problem, and I had nothing to do.

Sitting on that sofa, my head was dizzy, and I don't know why I had a feeling of wanting to vomit, stuffy and hot.

Lisa walked over and observed my expression very carefully.

"Sister Ou, if you feel uncomfortable, go home as soon as possible and take a rest, your face is a little pale, and everything here has been dealt with. ”

"It's okay, I'll be fine for a while, take a break. ”