Chapter 90: You Don't Count
Liu Suling just had a hard mouth and refused to admit it: "I just care and be curious, nothing else." ”
"You were so disconnected from me before, what do you care about? In the second half of the semester, you didn't even ask, what is it now?"
Qin Bai's tone did not mean to question, but it was very relaxed, giving Liu Suling a feeling that she was going to be eaten by him.
"You burn nonsense, and I won't accompany you if you talk nonsense. ”
Liu Suling wanted to throw her hands and leave, but her arm was dragged by Qin Bai, and she couldn't pull it out.
He laughed "cunningly": "Since you came out with me, can I still let you go back like this?" ”
Qin Bai dragged her and didn't know where she was going, so she walked out of the alley and through a street, to a darker place.
There is a residential building not far away, and the street lights outside are flickering, which looks quite scary.
Qin Bai pulled her in that direction, and Liu Suling instinctively shrank back.
He glanced back at Liu Suling: "Don't worry, it won't happen to you." ”
Liu Suling thought that she stayed at Qin Bai's house to wash clothes last night, and he didn't do well, so he wouldn't come out, right?
If I really wanted to do something, I would have dismantled her a long time ago.
She followed, up to the top floor.
As soon as I opened the door to the top floor, the wind blew.
But it's strange that the wind on this top floor is not strong, and it should be because the surrounding buildings are higher than this.
By the moonlight, you can also see the flowers planted on the top floor, as well as other people's clothes.
There should be people who usually come up for amusement, and there are a few stools and rocking chairs.
Liu Suling stood on the edge of the fence on the top floor and looked down, just in time to see the flickering street lights below.
"You don't come here often, do you?"
Qin Bai's voice didn't come as promised, but Liu Suling's waist stretched out a pair of hands, and he hugged her from behind.
Liu Suling was frightened and was hugged by Qin Bai.
He is tall, his arms are strong, and the cool breeze on the top floor doesn't seem to be so cold.
But her heart was beating fast, and she could hear it, poof, poof.
"Uncle Qin...... It's not good for us to do this. ”
Liu Suling knew very well what it was like, very warm and throbbing.
I want to say no, but I covet this feeling.
For decades, she didn't dare to imagine that there would be a person in her life who could warm herself.
This was not what she expected at all, she thought that she would live in this life desperately to get rid of the past days, but she didn't expect that she and Qin Bai would have such a fate.
"I don't care anymore, what are you afraid of?"
His voice was in his ears, still gentle, but he sighed when he finished speaking.
"What's wrong?" Liu Suling's focus was no longer on being "violated" by Qin Bai, but on being curious about what he was thinking.
Qin Bai smiled: "It's okay, anyway, take this step, and I will take it next." ”
Liu Suling didn't know Qin Bai's psychological journey, when Liu Suling left angrily, and he didn't show up again for a few months, he had already begun to give up.
When I came back to see Liu Suling, I just wanted to apologize and compensate.
But he found some of Liu Suling's careful thoughts that she shouldn't have, and every time she went out, she would subconsciously look at the door of Qin Bai's house and stop for a few seconds.
Qin Bai saw it once, and every time he heard a voice, he would go to see it, and then confirm it again and again.
But these are not the reasons why he finally took the initiative, at most it made him hold illusions again.
The reason that really made him take the first step was that Liu Suling secretly came to see him back that day.
This was unexpected by Qin Bai, he walked to the edge of the stairs and saw Liu Suling sneakily come out and knock on the door of his house.
And he came up lightly and stood behind him to watch.
How could Qin Bai not know what Liu Suling was thinking? He was just surprised, and he was also surprised.
There is a more important reason, people can't always follow the old path in this life.
He was used to the lonely days, and suddenly wanted to fight for it, not to mention that it was still a matter of opportunity.
When Liu Suling heard Qin Bai say this, she hesitated in her heart: "But, we ......"
"If you're really scared, you can leave your parents at bay for a while, just give me a probationary period. Feelings should be a thing that needs to be responsible, and only when you know whether you can get along with each other can you think about the future. ”
I have to say that Qin Bai's thinking is mature.
Liu Suling also thinks so, if the two of them don't have the confidence to be together, they don't have the courage to face difficulties for so long.
She was really shaken, at least for this moment she wanted to try.
It's itchy in my heart, like I'm addicted, and I don't want to refuse.
Qin Bai saw that she didn't respond, so he didn't ask any more questions. He knew that there was no need to ask at this time, anyway, as long as she didn't refuse, she was willing.
This is probably the beauty of the relationship, the two of them have nothing to say, and they don't do anything, so they just stay quietly, and they seem to be happy.
Liu Suling looked at the moon in the sky, they were all hidden in the clouds, and thought that it should not be too early.
"Shall we go back?"
He nodded: "Good ......"
Going with the flow of feelings is that no one needs to show the relationship, because the two are tacitly aware that there is no need for more words.
Qin Bai held Liu Suling all the way, and he didn't let go of his palms when he was sweating, or he wiped the sweat on his clothes with her hand, and then continued to hold it.
Liu Suling smiled secretly in her heart, but didn't say anything on the surface.
But she didn't mind something else now: "What about Zheng Peipei?"
Liu Suling suddenly thought of this, and the feelings just now dissipated in an instant.
He smiled and glanced back at Liu Suling, with a look of indifference: "People didn't come to me, her aunt was sick and hospitalized, and she was in the hospital during the day." I also bothered to help Zhang Luo with this matter, I must make it clear to others in person, and I will find them when I know that they are coming. ”
It turned out that this was the case, then Jiang Yan and the others misunderstood, and thought that Qin Bai really planned to be with Zheng Peipei.
"And what did she say?"
"She's still a child's surname, how can she have so many ideas? It's nothing if she makes it clear, and she brought it that day because she said she wanted to come and see you. ”
Liu Suling pointed at herself in surprise: "Look at me, what do I have to look at?"
"Guess. ”
Liu Suling rolled her eyes, and when she saw that she had arrived at the gate of the community, she quickly withdrew her hand: "I'll go back first, you ...... behind."
"Aren't you here without three hundred taels of silver? Your parents don't know that we went out together. ”
Liu Suling was right when she thought about it, but she still advised: "Then you walk behind me and don't get too close to me." ”
Qin Bai also smiled and nodded: "Okay, it's all up to you." ”