22. Reveal your true feelings
Kwon Yu-ri drove the car and wore sunglasses.
Today she put on makeup, put on lipstick, and she was going to have dinner with a friend, who was the manager of a bookstore, and many of Kwon Yuli's books were bought from her.
The bookstore is in the middle of nowhere, on the corner of a street that is not particularly busy, and the decoration is not particularly good, and some places are a little old.
But this place is the place where Quan Yuli came the most before, because it is very remote and there are no people, Quan Yuli regards this place as a place where he can "stop and shelter from the wind".
The manager of the bookstore is a little older than Quan Yuli, and he is an independent woman, if you want to say how Quan Yuli met her, it is also a coincidence, and I found this bookstore by chance, because it was quiet, so Quan Yuli came many times, and over time became friends with this store manager, and Quan Yuli also regarded this store manager as a teacher, whenever there was any difficulty and confusion, she always came back to her, and this store manager would give her an answer or yes, puzzle every time.
Every time Quan Yuli was by her, she would ask her, how do you know, and give me an answer, and the store manager said silently, I read more books, and I naturally understood.
But Quan Yuli thinks that he has read enough books, but he still encounters some confusion every time.
Quan Yuli sometimes treats this store manager as a sister, and will quietly tell her what is in her heart, wanting her to know her happiness and sorrow.
The store manager's name is Sun Yiqun, and he looks like he is very ordinary, but he still has a good temperament, and he is about to enter his forties, and he looks like he is still in his thirties......
Quan Yuli pushed open the door of the bookstore, the wind chimes rang, the store looked old, and the bottom of the bookshelves was also a little rotten, but the books on the shelves were very new, and they were cleaned frequently, and there was no floating ash.
Facing the checkout desk of the bookstore door, there was a person lying on the rocking chair, with a fan in his hand on his stomach, wearing glasses and reading a book, hearing the wind chimes, and raising his eyes to see Quan Yuli walking in and sitting up straight from the rocking chair.
"Eh, long time no see. She greeted Kwon Yu-ri.
Quan Yuli smiled: "Yes, I've been too busy lately, and I haven't had time to come over." ”
"It's better to be busy than to do nothing. ”
Quan Yuli unceremoniously found a chair from the side and sat next to her: "Are you okay lately?"
Sun Yiqun closed the book: "What's good or bad, it's still the same as before." ”
Quan Yuli opened the bag, took out a small gift box inside, and handed it to Sun Yiqun: "Give it to you." ”
Sun Yiqun stretched out his hand to take the box and opened it, and there was a bottle of perfume inside.
"I bought it for you when I was shopping before, and I think it tastes quite right for you. ”
Sun Yiqun took out the perfume inside, sprayed it, smelled it and then put it away: "Thank you." After putting away the perfume, Sun Yiqun looked at Quan Yuli.
"Why are you here today?
"yes, we haven't eaten in a long time, so I'll take this opportunity to have another meal with you. ”
"That's it?
"Gone, what's more?"
Sun Yiqun nodded: "Okay, what do you want to eat?"
"Instant noodles, I want to eat the instant noodles you made. ”
"Coming all the way and wanting to eat instant noodles?"
"yes, it's been a long time since I've eaten instant noodles, and I want to eat them. Quan Yuli smiled sweetly.
......
On the second floor of the bookstore, there is an open-air platform with some plants planted on it, and a swing, at this time, Kwon Yuli is sitting on the swing, looking at the high-rise buildings in the distance, which are brightly lit.
The waiting on the platform lit up, and the bright and soft light was printed on Quan Yuli's face, which had a unique flavor.
Every time I come here and look into the distance, I have a feeling of relaxation and joy, and I always feel that all my troubles here are gone.
Sun Yiqun walked up with a pot of instant noodles and put it on the big table in the middle of the platform, "Okay, let's eat." ”
Kwon Yu-ri heard her voice, sat up from the swing, came to the table, and sat down.
"You said you have to eat this instant noodle if you have nothing to do, isn't it okay to eat something else?" Sun Yiqun said as he served her instant noodles.
"I haven't eaten it for a long time, and I especially miss the taste of the instant noodles you made. After Quan Yuli picked up the chopsticks and took a bite of instant noodles, he showed a satisfied expression, "That's the taste." ”
Sun Yiqun looked at Quan Yuli's appearance and laughed: "Your expression is too exaggerated, how can a bowl of instant noodles make you feel like a big meal." ”
"It's not an exaggeration, it's delicious. ”
Sun Yiqun nodded helplessly: "Okay, if you say it's delicious, it's okay, eat more." ”
Quan Yuli sandwiched a piece of kimchi, and then put it on the instant noodles, and put the instant noodles and kimchi in his mouth, eating is 108,000 miles worse than usual, how can Ming Yan see her eating at this time, he will definitely mock Quan Yuli, after all, it is too different from the one Ming Yan usually sees her.
"Huh. Sun Yiqun laughed: "How are you doing lately?"
"I'm okay, I just finished filming a scene some time ago. ”
"It's rare to be filming, it seems that your company has taken you seriously. ”
Quan Yuli shook his head: "No, it's just that when I signed the contract, I said that I would give a few plays." ”
"Then are you still thinking about fighting?"
"I don't think about it, there's no need, I'm doing well now. ”
"That's good? I've heard that for the first time I've heard from you. ”
Quan Yuli also smiled: "I just didn't figure it out before, but now I have figured it out, and I want to thank you, thank you for your previous teaching or enlightenment, so that I am where I am today." ”
"Me?" Sun Yiqun took a bite of instant noodles, and then wiped his mouth: "Do you know, there is no sentence that can make people understand at all, some are just what you have experienced or met who has made you grow." ”
"Who did you meet?" The first thing that came to mind in Quan Yuli's mind turned out to be Ming Yan, since he met Ming Yan, the originally peaceful life has become lively, the conversation on the balcony every day, the tone of tone, as well as barbecue, Chinese food, these are all vivid, she has said a long time ago, Ming Yan is a strange person, and she is too, so the two can talk together, he is a person who doesn't like to owe favors, and it just so happens that Ming Yan is too, touched the watch on his wrist, Quan Yuli quieted down.
Sun Yiqun watched Quan Yuli fall silent, and didn't bother her, it seemed that she was recalling something.
"Actually, there really is one person. ”
"Male?"
Quan Yuli nodded: "Yes, one of my neighbors." ”
"What kind of man is he?"
"He...... It's a strange person, he doesn't eat coriander, he likes to eat garlic, and it's good to cook. ”
"Cook?"
"No, a singer, very talented, but his personality is a little out of tune, he often jokes, by the way, he has a very bad amount of alcohol, he pours a glass of alcohol, and every time he complains that he can't talk about business in the future, because the amount of alcohol is too bad. ”
"Looks like you know him well. ”
Actually, I don't know him at all, you said before that behind a person who is a fool of himself, there are some unknown sadness. ”
"Well, it seems, you still understand. ”
"Perhaps, he's pathetic. ”
"Why do you say that?"
"Because, I've seen him when he's drunk and angry. ”
"Does these two have any special meaning?"
"He said that to truly understand a person, you only need to see two states, drunk and angry. ”
"You care about him?"
"Where do you start?"
"Because you remember what he said, what he did. ”
"Can I remember what you say and do?"
"So do you care about me?"
Quan Yuli was speechless, and then shook his head again: "No, he already has a girlfriend." ”
"I didn't ask you if you liked him. ”
Quan Yuli looked at Sun Yiqun, "I have very few friends, you know this, so I cherish every friend around me." ”
"You made him a friend?"
"Of course. ”
"But you said that you will only make friends with those who have the same interests, but from what you just described, you and him are not the same people at all. Sun Yiqun looked at her and said.
"So I've changed now, and the criteria for making friends have changed. Kwon Yuli smiled.
Sun Yiqun shook his head: "You can't fool me, I know you very well, what you just said is already a true expression." ”
"Reveal your true feelings?" Kwon Yuli denied: "I just don't like his girlfriend and don't want to lose." ”
"What are you betting on?"
"I didn't bet anything, I just didn't want to lose to her. ”
"Jealousy?"
Quan Yuli looked denied: "Jealous? ”
"Jealousy you know for yourself. ”
Quan Yuli was silent, as if the secret had been revealed, and as if it had been deliberately exposed.
"Some people can only be used for nostalgia, and some things are only suitable for collection, people will experience many things in their life, big and small, some things can be told to others, and some things can only be used for collection. ”
Quan Yuli listened to what Sun Yiqun said, and thought slowly, "He said that I should read less mourning books, because the world is actually quite beautiful." ”
"So you're changing for him?"
"Not exactly, it's just that he said the right thing to me at the right time. ”
"Then you mean, what I told you before was not in the right place and time?" Sun Yiqun said with a smile.
Quan Yuli shook her arm as if coquettishly: "Ernie." ”
"Hahaha, it's good, I've been talking about chicken soup for so long, and I haven't changed you, he can, and suddenly I want to meet him. ”
"Seeing what he is doing will only ruin your good mood. ”
......
After eating this meal for a long time, Quan Yuli helped Sun Yiqun clean up the table and sat on the swing with him.
"Yu Li, there are some things that must be grasped, otherwise, if you miss it, it will be a lifetime. ”
Quan Yuli didn't know what Sun Yiqun meant by saying this suddenly.
"That's right, but how many people can really catch it. ”
Sun Yiqun shook his head: "If you are decisive, maybe you can catch it." ”
"But what about after you catch it? You can't catch it if it doesn't belong to you. ”
"Sometimes, when you do something, don't think too much, don't worry about it if it's yours or not, catch it first. ”
"Ernie, you would say something like that. ”
"Hahaha. Sun Yiqun smiled: "I am also a human being, and people will always have a selfish side." ”
Quan Yuli thought for a while: "However, if you can't grasp something, you don't even seem to be superfluous to reach out." ”
Sun Yiqun rubbed Quan Yuli's head: "The cat in the alley is very free, but it has no home, the dog under the eaves has a home, but it always keeps its head down, no matter how you choose the multiple-choice question of life, there are regrets, so you still have to rely on your own heart, follow your heart, even if you are wrong, but you don't regret it." ”
......
Quan Yuli came home, dragged off her coat, and lay on the sofa, she seemed to be very tired, she hadn't been like this for a long time, thinking about what Sun Yiqun had said before.
What did she say to catch me by saying those words? Mingyan? She seemed to have misunderstood something, she and Mingyan could only be said to be friends, and they had a very good relationship.
"Old power, old power. Ming Yan shouted on the balcony again, and Quan Yuli sighed, stood up, and walked towards the balcony.
"What are you doing?"
Quan Yuli came out angrily.
Ming Yan had a smile on his face: "That, you're back?"
"If you want to say such nonsense again, I'll go back. ”
"Oh, don't, don't. Ming Yan hurriedly stopped: "I just have some doubts in my heart and can't figure it out, so I want to find you and listen to your opinion." ”
"What's the matter?"
The expression on Ming Yan's face became serious: "I have been with Li Zhien for more than three months, but I always feel that there is something wrong with us together. ”
"What's wrong, I saw you last time I felt very good. ”
"Yes, it's just great, everything is so smooth, so I think there's something wrong. ”
"I think people like you just have nothing to do, they're all together, what's the problem? Quan Yuli said angrily.
"Well, anyway, I just said I think it's a little too fast. ”
"Hurry? What kind of death did you look like when you were rejected by her everywhere? Now that we're together, you say it's fast again? Are you sick in the brain?"
"Alas, forget it, I don't want to, maybe I'm sick in the head, by the way, where did you go to eat at night?"
Quan Yuli gave him a blank look: "You don't care where I go to eat? Li Zhien is back, can you still take care of my business?"
Ming Yan felt a little wrong when he heard Quan Yuli's words, he seemed to smell a smell of vinegar.
"Are you jealous?"
Quan Yuli instantly exploded: "Are you a psychopath? I eat your jealousy? Who are you?" After saying something neurotic in a whisper, he turned around and walked in, leaving Ming Yan standing alone on the balcony.