This unattractive woman took out hundreds or even thousands of silver tickets at every turn, as if "smashed" on Xinrong's face and heart.

Xinrong agreed to the request of this black and thin woman, and loved him wholeheartedly, in fact, in Xinrong's opinion, these money are worth several money at such a "speech" speed.

Naturally, the days of words and "warm * bed" began.

This is the day when Xinrong feels simple and relaxed, but it is the day when Luo Xuan thinks that all his life will be here in the future.

Xinrong's future has no plans for Luo Xuan, but Luo Xuan's future has no one else except him, so naturally arguments and various remarks will come, and their quarrels will increase with the friction of the days, but Luo Xuan is always reluctant to give up this boy.

Slowly, from the beginning, Xinrong always apologized and apologized, and then the other way around, it was Luo Xuan who always "kept" Xinrong.

Do you want to say that Xinrong has feelings for her?

It's impossible not to have a few years, but it's more about giving money to be relatively refreshing, and a "nanny" life, right!?

From Xinrong's point of view, there is nothing to do, someone solves his own needs, and even caters to all kinds of flattery that he is afraid of leaving, he doesn't have to work hard, someone has to make the meal, he can be like the uncle's call, and he will give money to himself.

In other words, anyone who doesn't love much is probably willing!

As for Luo Xuan, it is a man she loves, loves to the bones, and doesn't want to give up even if it is low to the dust.

Naturally, she was reluctant to give her warmth and care for the boy, a lot of life was not going well, Luo Xuan seemed to feel that this was a test of God's love for her, and naturally she had to work harder, as if she had a share, the more she didn't love herself, the more she didn't think she could do it well, the more she was afraid of losing, and the more she wanted to do a good job.

(a, ultimatum)

And such days are going to end, mainly because Luo Xuan wants to get married, and she doesn't want to be such a woman who secretly seems to be unable to see the light.

Naturally, after a long time, Luo Xuan felt more or less openly and secretly that Xinrong still seemed to have an unclear connection outside.

She wants an identity, a status.

And the one who went home together, and the woman in his household registration book, his daughter-in-law.

Such a title will naturally make Luo Xuan feel at ease.

Because she doesn't know how to do Xinrong before she is satisfied.

How to do it, Xinrong will lose his temper, it is clear that the food has grown more and more skillful, and naturally * do * things * will be more and more cooperative, tricks, but Xinrong is always this and that inexplicably always that kind of dislike, that kind of speech.

What Luo Xuan doesn't know is that in life, or human nature, there is a fatal and most ironic point of human nature, that is, "greed", that is, you have to make inches.

No matter how much Luo Xuan does, Xinrong still feels that it is not enough, which is not good.

And Luo Xuan knows how her figure and appearance are still inferior to others, and she also wants to hold Xinrong more.

One day, they finally went to their hometown.

Xinrong took Luo Xuan to meet his parents.

It should be more that he is tired of quarreling, urging marriage at home, introducing him to him is annoying, and he wants to have fun.

Naturally, there are also those who don't want to lose this "little rich man" who gives money at any time.

After Luo Xuan's last *ultimacy* again, otherwise he would leave his remarks, Xinrong took her back.

It's just that it didn't go well, and more importantly, the disease, the family knew about it and didn't agree.

Naturally, Xinrong intentionally or unintentionally stumbled, wanting to increase Luo Xuan's guilt, and at the same time, he didn't want to get married, but he had to take it with him at the moment, he wanted to have fun, and he didn't want marriage to bind his hands and feet, so he would watch this not so satisfied person walk around in front of him in the future.

It's the kind of psychology that you want all kinds of good, but you don't want to pay anything.

Luo Xuan naturally didn't know that Xinrong's thoughts, she thought that because of her illness and the dislike of other other family members, it hindered them from being together.

But what I don't know is that the real obstacle was created by Xinrong himself.

Because Xinrong only wanted Luo Xuan's money at all, and was not so reluctant to give up Luo Xuan's love.

The illness was also deliberately translated, making it obvious to the family that it was a fact that they had discovered by accident.

This fact is:

The girl was sick, and it was a heart attack.

Naturally, I don't want to touch it, no matter the situation, whether the condition is serious or not, I don't want to touch it.

Xinrong is such a simple family, and naturally he doesn't want to mess with it.

So here's the problem.

How to get rid of such a "burden" has become a matter.

Because if it is due to illness, naturally the Xinrong family does not want to carry a "ruthless and unjust" reputation.

Regardless of whether it is a serious illness or not, what kind of illness it is, even if it is an unavoidable illness, but it is announced in the mouth, it is abandoned due to illness, and the face of the Xinrong family is not easy to say.

Then, Xinrong gave a chance and also created a second "killer feature".

That is, when Luo Xuan met Xinrong, she was no longer complete.

(2, Luo Xuan's growth background)

Maybe Luo Xuan couldn't have imagined that she hid, covered up, and kept making up for it, and she was so good to Xinrong that she would never give up on her feelings, but there was another reason.

That is, Xinrong is not Luo Xuan's first man.

Like all the probability of meeting a scumbag like that, so is she, and she always meets the same type of people.

As mentioned earlier, it's probably because such people themselves lack love, so they naturally provoke and are attracted to those same types of people.

Unfortunate families, children are almost the same, after childhood, adolescence and growth are easier to make up for because of the love that really falls, and the self-soul.

Naturally, I am more attracted to those who have "light" and "warmth" on the surface.

Because the light and warmth of honest people are often covered up by poor words.

And people like Xinrong naturally make up for that, wanting to be loved loudly, to be said to love, and to please their lovers.

Luo Xuan is also one of them.

Therefore, they have a higher probability of meeting scumbags and unhappy love or marriage.

It's a bit of "slag sucking potential".

Because Luo Xuan's father is not at home all the year round, he naturally cares less for Luo Xuan, and he is also out of the woods, always going out early and returning late, or even not returning.

So, Luo Xuan grew up in this kind of childhood like this, growing up in her mother's tears and complaints, and money seems to be the only and most realistic and powerless way to make up for Luo Xuan's father.

But like all women, waiting for her husband to come home, waiting for irritability, waiting for tears, waiting for her heart to die.

It's just that the difference is that Luo Xuan's mother didn't wait all her life, she waited all her life.

Later on, she met the right person.

Later, my mother was naturally attracted and cared for by other people, and divorced Luo Xuan's father and reorganized the family.

So when Luo Xuan's mother left, like Luo Xuan's father, she left behind the pale and weak money.

So for Luo Xuan, what is lacking is not money, but love.

It's also caring.

Naturally, after she didn't maintain her feelings after giving herself, after meeting Xinrong, she fell into the same pit again, or rather, in a daze.

And it was originally not perfect, Xinrong didn't mind much, as well as words.

But what Luo Xuan didn't know was that it was because Xinrong didn't love her very much, and she wasn't the object he wanted or was going to marry, so naturally he didn't say anything.

Luo Xuan thought that she was meeting someone who cared about her this time, not someone else, and cherished and cared about it.

But I didn't expect it to turn out to be not.

That day when Xinrong and Luo Xuan quarreled.

(3. The Night He Must Have)

That day, Luo Xuan and Xinrong lived simply.

It's just that she thought it was no different from usual, but she didn't want it to be a special day, Luo Xuan always regretted whether her words were wrong that day, or what kind of tone and how she behaved, which made Xinrong disgusted and brought up her incomplete.

She had gradually forgotten about it in her life with Xinrong, so when she mentioned it suddenly, Luo Xuan panicked.

She has always felt and explained something, thinking that if there is no such behavior and behavior, so as not to disgust Xinrong, maybe there will be no quarrel behind.

Luo Xuan even regretted whether it was the sentence she said, or that incident, she shouldn't have mentioned Xinrong's mother's attitude, even if she asked what was wrong with her carefulness, Xinrong was still angry.

The words were talked about whether it was finished, and the matter of investigating Luo Xuan's past.

At that moment, Luo Xuan was at a loss, she felt like a sinner, but she didn't think that in fact, all this was just Xinrong deliberately looking for trouble.

Because Xinrong remembered the words of his mother, that is, Zhao Xiaozhen, "This girl can't have it, our new family still has to have a *live* head, and a face to live, you can't just find a healthier one, forget it if you have a clear mind, Mom doesn't expect anything, but this child counts, I don't know how much it will cost in the future, I see this disease, it's not good......"

Xinrong only remembered Zhao Xiaozhen's feelings and the sigh, and only thought about the "trouble" and the unloading of the "package".

Because she went to her hometown, Zhao Xiaozhen said something that Xinrong hadn't thought about.

That is, to bring it back, nine times out of ten it is to be a quasi-daughter-in-law, otherwise it will be difficult to talk about it.

Whatever the fault and problem is, it will be discussed by others, and if you talk about it next time you talk about it to others, you will definitely ask about it.

After turning over the words, he knew that Xinrong did not intend to make Luo Xuan his daughter-in-law, so he should not bring it back, what to say next time others introduced, and how to introduce others well?

It means that Xinrong doesn't have a girlfriend or that this girlfriend has been blown, isn't it Xinrong's reason?

Under these words, Xinrong naturally thought about how to get rid of Luo Xuan decently.

At least in the eyes of others, even if the contact is something later, what they know is that it has been broken, and it is the girl's reason, and it has nothing to do with Xinrong.

After thinking about it, there is, the first trick, there is a disease, heart disease words.

But because I was afraid of criticism, I had a second move, and I didn't finish it.

This has nothing to do with Xinrong, and I won't criticize whether it's too unconscionable or not.

So Xinrong worked hard towards this "weakness", and then worked harder, so she magnified the problem, and any little thing became very big and very problematic, as if it was fatal.

So in fact, it doesn't matter what Luo Xuan said and did that day, no matter what, Xinrong will find something, and he will find something to do with that matter if he has nothing to do.

It's just that Luo Xuan doesn't know.

When Luo Xuan was still regretting how to explain this and that, and begging not to separate, Xinrong was secretly happy in his heart, the "weakness" he found was very good, very good, and it didn't take much effort to solve the trouble, should, according to it, there will be no reason to pull it up, right?!

Naturally, they don't think it's their own problem!

Not long after that, if he sees the right one, he chats as usual, saying that he will be free as usual in the future, as well as his face, and how to get married, all of which are in him, and his reputation will not be affected in the slightest.

The "soft underbelly" of this choice is perfect.

He didn't expect that his words and actions would have a big impact.

Luo Xuan cried into tears that time, even if she knelt and prayed, it didn't have any effect at all.

Outside the door, there are figures by the window, those speech points whispering, and those big or small, high or low shadows printed on the window, which are the "chi* humiliation" in Luo Xuan's memory, and the stain of her memory that she can't erase!

She is like herself who can't be washed clean, she can't wash away her own shame * that day, and Xinrong's heart-wrenching remarks.

And then there are the speculations that are then amplified.

Luo Xuan was very decadent, and Xinrong played a helpless and sad and helpless departure.

His family members even shook their heads, not wanting to speak, or not pointing at the words that were there next to him.

No one thought about her situation and psychology.

Luo Xuan didn't remember how she got through that day, her knees didn't know how long she knelt down, she was a little numb and sore, and she couldn't get up, she didn't finish eating that day, and she didn't know if her tears had dried up that day?

She didn't know what awaited her?

Like the feeling of looking at bystanders with cold eyes, looking at the people and things that I thought were my own home, and thought that they were part of it, were so far away from me......

Luo Xuan fainted and woke up, but when she fainted again, she was in the hospital.

(iv)

Because, she *killed* herself, cut her wrists*, and the xue* on her arms flowed a lot, but she was still rescued.

She hated to be saved.

Hate why he is still alive.

Hate yourself for going through this.

......

And what is even more dazed is the world after waking up, as if it has been cut into two halves, and there is no longer him in her life, as if the first half of her life has been said goodbye and has nothing to do with the past.

The first moment of the memory was still decadent, helpless and sad, and even more guilty, and the next second, she didn't know whether she was guilty and what she was waiting for, but there was no doubt that she seemed to have lost him.

There were no noisy voices, no remarks, some were just fathers who occasionally came over to eat and drink, and Luo Xuan's father's eyes flashed that he couldn't see what it was.

Then came the world of black and white.

Only Luo Xuan's father came to see, and Luo Xuan's mother was like "dead" in her memory a few years ago and was no longer mentioned.

And Luo Xuan's father, just like "dead", is not worth mentioning.

In addition to the nurse is the one who returned to her previous familiar, unfamiliar house, and began to live an alternating life of black and white.

There is no color, there is no other life day.

Luo Xuan even hoped that his father could scold him and say anything, but there was nothing, because he was always busy, always so busy, but what the relatively close nanny said and asked about the preparation of daily meals.

Luo Xuan seemed to ask herself more than once, as if she was asking the nanny, "Dad, where did Dad, Dad?"

There is always no clear response that should be, "I don't know, this is eaten!?", "I should be back soon!", "I don't know, the boss didn't say anything!......

And, sometimes the nanny was speechless in the back, shaking her head silently, just like her heart, but also denied the appearance of "Dad" in this life, he was more like a passer-by in a hurry.

And what about Xinrong, is he a dream, or a passerby?

Why did everything change after waking up, so he and her still have a future, and is there still a possibility?

Luo Xuan asked herself, asked, asked......

Over and over again, there was no answer......

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