I went, and he thought that if he didn't exist for himself, maybe he could really have a good time. In this way, whether he is or not, this man is no longer worthy, and her most beloved little girl has always been by her side. Thinking like this, he seems to have made up some determination, he wants to stick to the end and be his little girl's firmest backing.

No matter how life and the world change, he will guard his side and become his knight.

Walking to the ward, Xi Jingnan looked at the lifeless Su Yunxi, who was so quiet, like Snow White who ate a poisoned apple, and his heart couldn't help but hurt.

Su Yunxi's lively appearance is still vivid.

He gently stroked Su Yunxi's face, as if he was caressing the most precious thing in the world, which might be broken with a little force.

Lu Yan also followed Xi Jingnan to the ward, he was afraid that Xi Jingnan would hurt Su Yunxi, just like now.

"Yunxi, are you okay when you wake up, I will definitely believe you in the future. Xi Jingnan held Su Yunxi's hand and said a word from the heart.

With a snap, Su Yunxi felt something dripping on his face, and his consciousness gradually returned, slowly opening his eyes that were still a little red and swollen, and looking at Xi Jingnan who was sitting beside him.

Oh, that drop of water turned out to be his tears, but what does it matter now, he has decided to let go anyway.

Su Yunxi wanted to withdraw the hand that was tightly held by Xi Jingnan.

This move was terrifying, Xi Jingnan was broken, and his Yunxi finally woke up.

"Yunxi, how are you, do you feel anything uncomfortable. ”

Xi Jingnan's tone revealed anxiety.

blame yourself, why do you want to go to the bar, if you don't go to the bar, Yunxi won't become what it is now.

Now you can only prove yourself with more actions.

"I don't want to see you right now. ”

Su Yunxi looked at Xi Jingnan expressionlessly, and his tone was light, as if he had nothing to do with him.

When Xi Jingnan heard that Su Yunxi didn't want to see him, he grabbed Su Yunxi's hand for a moment, feeling that something was blocked in his heart, and his blood became coagulated.

But he also knew that it was best for Su Yunxi not to be stimulated now, so he followed her words.

"Okay, I'll go first, you have to take care of yourself. ”

Xi Jingnan made himself humble, he wanted to follow Su Yunxi, even if she wanted to let herself go now, then she would just go by herself.

After Xi Jingnan finished speaking, he slowly moved his feet to the door, but his eyes did not leave Su Yunxi for a moment.

How he didn't want to go, but there was no way, he didn't want to make Su Yunxi unhappy anymore.

Gently closing the door, Xi Jingnan should have stood outside the door for a long time.

Why hasn't Lu Yan come out yet, nothing will happen to him and Su Yunxi inside.

Why don't you want to see yourself, but Lu Yan is still inside.

If you knew this was the case, why bother in the first place.

Su Yunxi heard the sound of the door closing and closed his eyes.

Lu Yan watched from the sidelines, Su Yunxi needed to rest now, and he couldn't bear to disturb her, so he left the ward lightly.

Xi Jingnan didn't know how he got off the elevator or how he got out of the hospital.

Everything is like a dream, so unreal, how could Yunxi not want to see himself.

After leaving, Xi Jingnan sat in the car, looking at everything in front of him, and the regret in his heart became more and more restless.

Since when did I become like this?

Xi Jingnan slowly pulled the chair back, closed his eyes, and the sweet time when he was with Su Yunxi seemed to be engraved in his mind, rolling like a movie.

The more quiet it is, the more it can bring out your heart.

Everything hasn't changed, it's just the human heart.

He kept reflecting on himself now, thinking that from Xiao Yushan's incident to the present, his attitude had indeed chilled Su Yunxi's heart.

If time could be turned back, Xi Jingnan would definitely take a firm stand and choose to believe.

But there is no regret medicine in this world.

Xi Jingnan grabbed his hair with remorse and vented his resentment towards himself.

Sleepless nights.

Xi Jingnan got up early and specially cooked Su Yunxi's favorite meal, wanting to go and see Su Yunxi.

Xi Jingnan, who was dressed in casual clothes, came downstairs to the hospital, hesitating, like a young man in love who was afraid of being rejected by his beloved girl, and had been struggling whether to confess.

Anyway, I'm downstairs, so let's go up and see her.

He still has a lot to say to Su Yunxi.

knocked on the door gently, and got a soft response from inside the door, "Come in," Xi Jingnan walked in slowly.

Carefully place the prepared meal on the table and open it gently.

After doing all this elegantly, he moved a stool and sat next to Su Yunxi.

"Yunxi, it's me who is bad, I shouldn't disbelieve you, I shouldn't hurt you. ”

Xi Jingnan lowered his head in shame as he spoke.

Of course, if you do something wrong, you must have the courage to admit it and not be ashamed.

Su Yunxi glanced at him, but did not speak.

"In the past few days, I have also reflected on myself, I did something wrong, if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be in the hospital now. ”

"It's my bastard, who said a lot of things that hurt your heart. ”

"Yunxi, can you forgive me, I will definitely not disbelieve you in the future. ”

Xi Jingnan reached out and grabbed Su Yunxi's hand, put her hand between his hand, and quickly admitted his mistake.

"Jingnan, let's stop here, I don't think there is any need for us to continue, continuing will only hurt you and me. ”

Su Yunxi looked at Xi Jingnan and calmly said what he had been thinking about for a long time.

This sentence against his will, Su Yunxi mustered up a lot of courage to say it.

Xi's mother's troubles and her best friend's betrayal, she didn't give up, but now she has the idea of wanting to give up, although only a little.

A spark can start a prairie fire.

Even if it's just a little bit, it can still be magnified.

"What you say, you say again. Xi Jingnan's angry voice came into Su Yunxi's ears.

She suppressed the fear in her heart, and Su repeated what she had just said to Xi Jingnan, her tone was still faint.

What, she actually wanted to leave herself, no, he allowed it, she could only be his, and no one could snatch it away.

Xi Jingnan reached out and pinched Su Yunxi's wrist, which was still a little red and swollen, was pinched so hard by Xi Jingnan that Su Yunxi's tears swirled in his eyes.

The furious Xi Jingnan didn't find out.

Su Yunxi, who was already extremely sad, felt that she could bear many things before, back down, and let it get by, but now she felt that she was too naïve, and the injuries again and again made her want to escape, escape from this life full of traps.

"I'm telling you, I won't allow it, you can only be my Xi Jingnan's, and I won't let you leave. ”