Chapter 344: The Last Straw Thread
As she walked down the street, she didn't know what to do, and maybe she didn't realize many things at all.
There may be too many surprises in the process. If it's really like what my mother said, it's not suitable for the entertainment industry at all?
Maybe the entertainment industry is as big as it is for itself, and there is no way to adapt to all this rhythm of life, and all this rhythm of life is really contrary to it at all.
There is no way to persist anymore, do all this according to your own understanding?
But in any case, all of this should be understood over a very long period of time, but what can be done about this thing?
There is no way to do this kind of thing, is there no way to choose the original choice in the first place? I don't have too many requirements for myself.
There is also nothing that can hold on to itself, and this kind of thing has already happened.
What else can I do, I can't do anything, and what I can't do now, do it as soon as possible.
Ou Ruoxi personally felt very depressed, and very difficult to breathe, and all of this seemed to feel very painful.
All of these things are like a huge stone pressed in one's heart, and the self under that stone has no way to get any movement.
All of this may really be all that you have no choice for.
When that thing has become something that you can't realize, you will find that this thing is real.
Ou Ruoxi's summary of walking on the street, she didn't know what she should do, and she didn't know what kind of situation she should do.
To be honest, she is alone now, like a bird of consciousness, and she doesn't know where to go.
Not knowing where she was headed, she felt that this life was really a very lonely situation.
I don't know how long it took, Ou Ruoxi came over when she came back at noon, and at this time she suddenly found someone patting her shoulder.
Well, when Ou Ruoxi turned around and looked over, she found that it was a very young girl.
She didn't know why, and she couldn't figure out why this person was slapping herself, and it was a slap in the face, and I think it was a big resentment.
I really think it's too much, I don't know that person at all, why did this person beat himself in such a way?
And with such a strong effort, do you have a grudge against her?
It was as if she didn't know her at all, and looked at the young woman in front of her with a very unbelievable eye.
This directly blinded Ou Ruoxi, she subconsciously stroked a painful part of her shoulder, a kind of surprise, and even said it with this very angry language.
"What are you doing, you insane, what are you hitting me? Who are you? Why are you hitting me?"
"I'm beating you, a shameless woman, and you know how to dig into other people's corners, at this time, woman, can you still tell me these things with such a show, think what you're doing now is not clear enough, I tell you that you are not only going to fight, but also likely to beat me, why can't you, I tell you that I not only want to beat you, but also teach you a good lesson, tell you what it means that people think you have vixen-like eyes, a fox-like appearance, can you not be? I'm telling you I can tell you for sure, it's you when I hit it!"
And the girl crackled violently on the surface, and there was no pause at all after saying this.
And the whole language is very fast-paced, and I also feel that the whole process of the language is very fast at all, and I haven't taken a breath at all.
And the voice was very loud, as if it had attracted the attention of some people around her, but the most bizarre thing was that when Ou Ruoxi refuted her normally, this girl ran away in an instant.
And ran without a trace, directly into the alley, you can't find her at all, a person is completely surprised at this time.
What the hell is going on, you have to quarrel with me, OK, and then you can quarrel with me.
But you're going to have some theories with me, you're bothering me for some reason now, and you're talking to me about some nonsense.
You're not good after you come to so many spectators, what kind of thing is this.
This is nothing short of deliberate murder!
"You say this nonsense, it's just inexplicable, you're in the industrial park, I really don't understand if people like you are neurotic, and if you have nerve changes, you go to the hospital for treatment, and here in broad daylight, you actually beat people and said it in such a mess, and after a while, you ran away after saying this, what does it mean......"
Ou Ruoxi is really a little resentful of this matter, and she can't scream a little bitterly.
It took less than three minutes for all of this to happen, and it came so quickly that there was no reaction at all, which was a complete sense of surprise.
And this feeling is to flash immediately, as if it was deliberately made to attract the attention of others and then run away.
There is no position at all, and there is no argument to convince yourself, as if this kind of thing is too nonsensical.
Ou Ruoxi's kind of thing is really incredible, who is so picky about choosing his own bottom line, who will plan these things.
So it's just going to a wedding with all the affairs, it's just a very simple thing to make.
Why do these people use this way to make so many such statements, even if the media creates so many kinds of news that are already bloody enough.
And even if there is enough of that thing, it doesn't matter, this kind of thing has been going through this kind of thing for so many years.
It doesn't matter if you record the news of this so-called trace of the ancient style, but you are now every day and even Fei Yan has this kind of thing at this time.
Don't you feel that you have really been in this industry for so many years, and you are ashamed, and you feel very ashamed when you are really sleepy.
Although this choice is understandable, the hearts of graduates are really very pale, very uncomfortable, and very sad......
These things are some of the things you yourself have been in the process of doing after all.
What did you do with it, but now you actually take my enthusiasm as such a situation.
Do you find things particularly hateful?
Ou Ruoxi was really unhappy in her heart, and she really felt very uncomfortable.
Now Ou Ruoxi has always thought that she and Suzhou should use a kind of mutual acceptance between friends, and they used to have a classmate between them.
Anyway, it should be out for the sake of not doing such a desperate thing, and this thing is too cold-blooded.
I didn't care about any emotional component at all, and when it came to a critical moment, when it came to the most dangerous period, I actually abandoned myself for all my own interests.
What is this, it's really funny!
I actually seem to have so many thoughts about this matter, and I really feel very naïve by relying on this appearance.
What kind of thing is this, and what kind of identity it plays in the process is not clear at all!
In the 60 minutes you understand that no matter where it happens, no matter where it is, you may not even be qualified as a friend.
She has been thinking too much, and she is really too naïve, in this kind of society in the entertainment industry.
How could it be possible to have a top wandering spot like Fei Yan, and what kind of identity Fei Yan is really too different from her.
Yes, no matter where you compare yourself to other men, you are too good, and you are just a Cinderella.
How could there be this man among them, it's so hilarious, and he really only has one follower.
They don't recognize this fact at all, and they are repeatedly blinded by this so-called fact.
Forget it, this thing should be asked, this matter has already obtained a truth on a matter, why think so much.
You've already recognized this thing at all, and it's a good thing to look back now, you don't have too many ideas about many things now.
There are too many conceptualizations, and then you may be blinded by too many things in the process.
It may be too late to realize the truth of this thing now.
Today, Ou Ruoxi understood what was different at noon, she was really not qualified enough, the two of them were completely different people, and the two of them were completely different.
It's just that I'm thinking too much.
For example, when she stood up at this time, she suddenly felt dizzy, and everything seemed to fly smoothly.
She felt that everything was rejecting her, that she was being despised all the time, that she was being laughed at, that everything was looking at her with a very dismissive attitude.
These things really make me feel like this process of breaking here, but there is no excretion of any element in this world.
And how can I meet more people in this process, maybe this is really a circle that is not suitable, maybe the original choice was a wrong choice.
Why did this choice continue to this day and develop again, I really feel that I was really wrong.
If it's really wrong, it's really wrong, it's a mess, it's a mess.
You don't have much room for this at all.
Maybe.
In fact, all the space in my imagination is called a non-consolation.
Ou Ruoxi walked endlessly like this, and she unconsciously walked to a riverside at this time.
Looking at the turbulent river and Yangtze River, she really has a very undulating feeling in her heart.
She thought deeply.
"Maybe Suzhou was comforting myself a few days ago, but I went to the bar with me, and I met a lot of good friends, and I also knew the old times, as if everything was a very romantic beginning, as if everything should be a very moving process, I like to go to Bali, everything is so disguised? Is it just to attract our own joy for her, because of this kind of revenge? As for what happened, but what is happening now, isn't it very clear to me now? It is just a few days that the earth-shaking changes have taken place, and it is still too terrible in people's hearts!"
She was in a daze, she didn't know how you felt at all, she just felt that if you breathe well and blow the air by the river here, maybe her mood might be able to recover a little.
But I don't know why she couldn't get out of that sad mood, she just stood by the river in a daze.
I don't know what I'm thinking, so I soften my thoughts and let them go.
Suddenly, a voice sounded in Ou Ruoxi's ears, and with a very anxious voice, as if there was a lot of worry:
"Girl, what are you doing? The road of life is really not smooth sailing, some things are tortuous, and this thing is not a road can be taken, don't you know that Rome was not built in a day? Some things take a lot of time to slowly pile up, not a day to complete, you have to think that the great Rome is built like this, will there be any twists and turns in your life? You have to think about it and it's windy, you better go back to the shore, otherwise there will be a lot of danger here, you just have to think about it, some things are really simple......"
Ou Ruoxi was suddenly stunned for a moment, and she suddenly looked back at this time, and it turned out to be an old man with glasses.
She was looking at the river with a cane, and looked at Ou Ruoxi with a very kind eye, it seemed that this old man was about 80 years old.
But her eyes were blazing, and her whole body seemed to be good, and she didn't have such anxious eyes looking at Ou Ruoxi now.
Maybe she was worried that Ou Ruoxi might not jump into the river directly for these reasons.
Are graduates really a little ashamed, can't imagine that they are willing to have an old man to comfort them, and are they really worried that they will jump into the river?
In fact, I won't jump into the river at all, but I didn't want to let myself relax just now, why did I come to this river unconsciously?
It turned out that she had been with Fei Yan a few days ago, so she might have more thoughts about this matter.
But I don't know why I came here all of a sudden, maybe it's because I'm thinking about it?
"Auntie I'm sorry, I won't come here to jump into the river, don't worry, I will respect my life very much, I won't come here to breathe fresh air, I just want to feel very bad mood, I want to come to this place to drain the pressure, after seeing these storms, I feel much better, but, sometimes things are really depressed, they all say that I may really be so bad, I really think that I sometimes insist on things are not wrong, to be honest, I want to understand if I really have such a thing, if there is no value, no matter how hard I try, what is the use, maybe I may forget, maybe it will be better." Looking for another way?"
This 80-year-old man seemed to hear such words and nodded, her eyes carried too many thoughts, and contained the kind of wisdom that had been precipitated over many years.
"Little girl, then you have to see what your persistence is, if you insist on something you like, then you have to persevere, I told you just today, Rome is not a day to persevere, she needs some time to precipitate, the original decision to establish Rome is not an overnight thing, it is a kind of faith from their hearts to do this, if there is no faith, maybe Rome is a kind of brilliant building today, so if you like it, you insist, of course, if you don't like her, it was once a thing that you are not a necessity, you can give up appropriatelyOf course, one of the only criteria is whether it is worth it or not, it is up to you. ”
The old man said this sentence slowly, and she used her life experience to tell the little girl in front of her that maybe there are really many choices in life.
But maybe there are many choices in life, and there may be a degree where you should stick to it or not.
If the relationship with one's own beliefs and liking is just a dispensable thing, then of course it can be abandoned.
Ou Ruoxi seemed to have some understanding when she heard this, but she had a lot of confusion that could not be solved all at once.
So.
She couldn't help but talk to the old man about a kind of panic in her heart and a kind of uneasiness and anxiety in her heart.
"Thank you for the comfort of the old man, I also know that there are some things that I like very much, I really want to stick to it, and there are too many uncertainties around me, they are accusing me of convincing me that I am not suitable for this entertainment industry, not suitable for this job, they think I can do other things, but these things are really things I like, but now no one around me likes me, they even use a very extreme way to reject me, and I can't fit into this circle at all, my trust in many people was completely lost at that time, what should I do, how good I am doing is rightI don't know I'm not sure, but I've found that these things are really beyond my imagination, and even the person I trust the most will use a way to deceive me, and I think what should I do at this time, will I continue to believe it? I can't believe it......"
Ou Ruoxi's voice was full of very endless loneliness, it was really because of this affair that Fei Yan overwhelmed the last straw thread.
All of the things that are unspeakable pain because of this situation make it impossible for yourself to get a struggle in the process.
"Young friends, this world should not only be because of the existence of these things, you should pay more attention to your relatives, maybe those people may not be enough to worry about, may not have much impact on you, and your relatives are the most important, no matter what happens to you, the first thing you have to think of is your relatives, they will support you all the time, there is no doubt about it......"
Ou Ruoxi was completely shocked when she heard this, yes, she never thought of her mother, she was really too selfish?
Why do I have such a lonely thing, isn't it because of a support from my mother?
Now I can have a self that really shouldn't be depressed because of anything, because my heart is backed by a strong backing, and my mother needs her!