In order to prevent her from getting lost from my side again, I carefully read the various strategies on the love book, for fear that love would pass by my side again! Yes, bold and thin-skinned, in order to temper these strategies and cheats, I even deliberately train in the usual times, once in the development zone after visiting the customer return bus on the bus, there are very, very many people, finally barely squeezed into the bus, I stood on the lowest step of the door, through the crowd found that there is a young beauty sitting on the seat is looking at me, looking at me, this suddenly reminded me of the first time I came to Kunshan in the "green building" In the dormitory, I was looked at by those dusty women, my face was red and I didn't know what to do, while I lowered my head and tried to avoid her gaze, I quickly reflected on why I blushed and didn't know what to do, I didn't know her and didn't owe her money and affection, so I raised my head and stared at her directly, the passion burst out between my eyes like fire, as if two strong lights in the night shone on her face, she still stared at me like this, and it was so deadlocked, one second, two seconds, three seconds...... Life is actually a game, we have different ideals in life, rushing to the road to pursue our dreams, why should I be shy! Finally, within five seconds, she was defeated and squeezed out of the train with a red face and a thick neck, and I even wondered if she had reached her station.

I began to "attack" her as if I had learned a peerless martial art In order to be able to win, I still won her trust and favor like doing business, conservatively and cautiously in the online chat platform she gave me a quick tapping on the keyboard, the person who has been a confidential secretary is also very rich in language organization and expression skills, I have a lot of new things to tell her almost every day, we also chat on the Internet almost every day, I told her frankly and frankly that I was unsettled and restless at dinner that day, and she also told me that since that day she has withdrawn from their tricks" Kaiko" to play the game.

I think she understood the meaning of the chicken thigh I gave her that day, and she gradually lifted her guard against me, and the distance between the two hearts became closer and closer. It's just that I really don't have the money to ask her to go to more material places to spend, such as taking her to the movies, drinking coffee, or whatever. In my long-emptied mind, I felt again that missing someone was so painful and uncomfortable, I wanted to be with her all day long, there were countless words and countless things I wanted to tell her, I wanted to tell her in person how much I missed her! Although these had been exchanged on the Internet, she also slowly told me some private things about her family, her father was violent, and when she was very young, it was deeply embedded in her memory, and she almost never talked to her father...... I knew she was in love with me, but I was desperate to see her again.

On the evening of January 13, 2001, I will never forget this day, after dinner, I walked all the way to her house near the public telephone booth at the intersection of Huanghe North Road and Tongfeng Road, calculated that she had already had dinner at home at this time, and dialed the phone number of her home that had already been memorized and closed her eyes, and the phone was connected after a few beeps, "Is Miss Dai Yumei at home?"

"Who are you? and you are calling so late?", the deep voice of a fierce middle-aged man on the other end of the phone, I knew it must be her father, I was so scared that I almost didn't hold the phone,

"Do you know what time it is?huh!?", I already felt the murderous and angry look on the other end of the phone,

"Oh, I'm sorry!", I shuddered and hung up the payphone, and from the moment I answered the phone, I felt like I didn't dare to take a loud breath.

In fact, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, but that day was a weekend off! My heartbeat but never saw her was still unwilling, I stood stupidly and shiveringly in the cold wind and waited for another fifteen minutes, praying that her father would not answer the phone on the other end of the phone, swallowed his saliva, took a deep breath, and mustered up the courage to press the redial button again, and the person on the other end of the phone finally got my wish was the person I wanted to see answered,

"I want to see you, you can come out and go to the city ** square together, take a walk, I'm at the door of your community", I was afraid that his father would jump out again to stop and pinch off the phone, and immediately expressed my intention without hesitation, in fact, we had already agreed on the Internet.

"Okay, you wait for me, I'll come out right away!".

At that time, I only had a total of 50 yuan in my pocket and on my salary card, and I spent 35 yuan in the Jieqiang supermarket near her home, bought a large bag of Xizhilang jelly, and happily led her to walk towards the city's ** square.....

In the middle of January night, you can imagine how cold it will be, I found a relatively leeward place to sit on the edge of the flower bed, she sat on my lap facing the opposite side, I plucked jelly for her to eat, while wiping the snot of the water blown out by the cold wind on my sleeve, I looked at her affectionately and said: "Sister Yun, I have no money now, I can't let you not blow this cold wind, but I promise to let you live a good life for the rest of your life, I promise not to treat you like your father to your mother!" I swear, if I can't, I'll be hit by a car and die!",

A cold hand covered my mouth, a pair of familiar and kind smiling faces, resisting the cold of the cracked bones, warmed my heart, I stretched her cold hands into my neck, that scene was forever deeply seared into the depths of my memory, never defended! This is the motivation for me to work hard, work hard, fight more and more, and work hard, I will always remember the promise of this life, if you do not give up, I will live and die together.