At the wedding dinner, Shen Siyan drank a lot of wine, mainly because he didn't let Yan Mo touch the wine, so he took the initiative to help her block the wine, so he got drunk, and Yan Mo took a lot of effort to help him back into the room.

When he returned to the bedroom, he was dazed and rummaging around for something, and he kept muttering, "Where is Yan Mo? ”

"I am Yan Mo. ”

"No, you're not. She's prettier than you. ”

"Take a good look, I'm really Yan Mo. ”

"Are you really Yan Mo, why don't you look like it?"

So Yan Mo took off her makeup helplessly, changed into a wedding dress, stood in front of him again, and said, "Is it like now?"

"Well, it turns out that you are really my Yan Mo!" He drunkenly hugged Yan Mo, rested his head on her shoulder, and whispered: "I miss you so much." ”

Yan Mo smiled and put him down on the bed, gently helped him take off his coat, and fell asleep quietly beside him.

Soon after the marriage, Shen Siyan took Yan Mo to see the new home, and when Yan Mo pushed the door in, he found that the new home had already been decorated, and it was in the style he liked, warm and simple. Yan Mo thought that Shen Siyan was realizing his dream step by step, and his heart swelled with emotion.

During that time, the two of them were busy moving, and when they were sorting out old things, Yan Mo found the mobile phone he used in high school. The old style even had some of the keys out of order, but he was reluctant to throw them away and put them on the bedside table.

The call logs, inbox, and so on have long been emptied, leaving only the text message "I like you". It was a text message from Yan Mo's confession many years ago, and he still kept it, what kind of mood would he feel every time he read this text message? Thinking of this, Yan Mo's eyes were covered with a cloud of moisture, warm and wet.

Yan Mo found that the numbers 13459 on the keyboard were the most worn, and he couldn't suppress his thoughts countless times and dialed my number.

Yan Mo fantasized about his original mood, his heart seemed to be stabbed by something, and he felt a faint pain, turned around and came to Shen Siyan's side, hugged him tightly from behind, buried his face in Shen Siyan's broad back, tears wet his whole shirt, and muttered sorry to himself.

Shen Siyan looked at the mobile phone she was holding in her hand, and roughly guessed in her heart why Yan Mo was so abnormal, so her warm hand grasped her hand, and said softly and softly: "It's all over." ”

After a long time, Yan Mo eased her emotions, wiped her tears, turned around and walked to the bedroom, picked up her mobile phone and swiped the online drama, trying to divert her attention.

Time passed little by little, and the mobile phone was already reminding Yan Mo that her battery was low, but she didn't bother to charge it, turned over, picked up Shen Siyan's mobile phone at the bedside, and wanted to continue watching the online drama just now, and it happened that someone sent him a WeChat, Yan Mo thought that maybe there was something at work, so she clicked in, and when she saw that it was a boring advertising message, she directly ignored it, took his mobile phone and began to brush up the circle of friends.

Shen Siyan was quietly reading the book beside her, letting her play with her mobile phone, without saying a word, occasionally raising her head and looking at her with gentle eyes.

Yan Mo inadvertently saw the content posted in his circle of friends, and for four years, he recorded his thoughts bit by bit. The mood that had just recovered was disturbed again in the blink of an eye. Yan Mo remembered that after breaking up with Shen Siyan that year, the two of them never crossed paths, as if they had never met, they never received any more calls from him, and there was no correspondence...

"It's snowing in the United States today, it's very cold, and it's not warm at all in the city without you. ”

"Today I saw a girl at school who looked very similar to you, I was almost sure that it was you, and I wanted to chase after you and ask why you abandoned me so cruelly, but she disappeared around the corner. I think I'm crazy, how can you appear in front of my eyes..."

"My mobile phone number has never been changed, in order for you to be able to find me, I have used this PHS from high school to now, but why do you never take the initiative to call me?"

"I miss you so much, can you give me a call? As long as you say a word to me, I will forgive you. ”

…

Every item in his circle of friends is only visible to himself, if Yan Mo hadn't seen it by chance, he wouldn't have known that the person in front of him loved so deeply.

Yan Mo couldn't help but wet her eyes, hugged Shen Siyan tightly in her arms, and said in a choked voice: "Thank you for not giving up and continuing to love me." ”

"Fool, life is long, I just want to be with the person I like. Shen Siyan spoke in a gentle tone from beginning to end, gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Yan Mo's eyes, coaxed her like a child, and gradually fell asleep in her arms.

A few days later, Shen Siyan was missing a page in a plan, so he rummaged through the study, but still didn't find it, but accidentally turned to Yan Mo's diary, so he sat at the desk seriously and looked at it, and when he saw a certain place, a trace of anger slowly climbed on his originally indifferent face, he ran to Yan Mo angrily, and asked angrily: "What does it mean that I don't like you anymore this year?"

"Just... It's literal. Yan Mo bit her nails weakly, not daring to look up at the person in front of her.

After a while, he pointed to a place in Yan Mo's diary and said, "Have you been to the United States?"

Yan Mo hummed softly.

"Then why didn't you come to me? I..."

Yan Mo knew that he was wrong, and immediately raised his head to block Shen Siyan's lips, Yan Mo's action made the anger in his heart dissipate instantly, and he responded gently, and he was reluctant to part for a long time.

Love may be that you are still angry one second, and you are happy and forgetful because of a trivial thing in the next second.

That night, Yan Mo lay in Shen Siyan's arms and asked him a lot of questions, but he didn't get bored at all, and answered every sentence seriously.

Y: "Shen Siyan, why did you always like to stand in the corridor and bask in the sun when you were in high school?"

S: "Because there's a view there's what I want to see." ”

Y: "There is only a playground and a school building as far as the eye can see, and there is nothing to see. ”

S: "Because there's a you there." ”

Y: "Shen Siyan, why do you like me?"

S: "Like is like, how can there be so many whys." Shen Siyan doted on Yan Mo's nose.

Y: "I'm not pretty, I'm not good, I'm afraid I'm not worthy of your liking." ”

S: "Me too. ”

Y: "But you're good!"

S: "Yan Mo, you have to know that you are the best version of yourself in the world." ”

Y: "But I'm always getting you in trouble, and one day you're going to get bored with me." ”

S: "I don't think so, I'm used to you making mistakes and being stupid, and suddenly it's quiet, I don't think I'm used to it." ”

Y: "So can I bother you like this for the rest of my life?"

S: "My pleasure. ”

Y: "Shen Siyan, when did you start liking me?"

S: "I don't remember. ”

Y: "And do you believe in love at first sight?"

S: "I believe it." ”

Y: "Are you going to leave me?"

S: "No. ”

Y: "But one day I'll get old and ugly, and then you won't like me..."

S: "As long as you don't leave me, I'll love you for a long time." ”

Y: "Shen Siyan, what is there that you have persisted in until now and have never changed?"

S: "Yes." ”

Y: "Hmm, what's that? I don't seem to have ......."

S: "Fool, from this moment on, you just need to know that I have always loved you, and that's enough. ”

Y: "Shen Siyan...... I think meeting you is the luckiest thing in my life, every day with you is a kind of happiness, it's good to have you. ”

S: "Well, it's good that you can think so, please keep it up." ”

Y: "Then why do you always like to hold my left hand?"

S: "So I can be a little closer to your heart." ”

You always hold me with your right hand and feel my heartbeat on the left...

I don't know how long it took, Shen Siyan fell asleep beside her in a daze, Yan Mo looked at the sleeping Shen Siyan, picked up the notebook, and wrote something in the diary.

When I was a teenager, I met you, fate made us sit at the same desk, the distance between the two people is very close, as long as my eyes are slightly slanted, my eyes are all you.

What's even more fortunate is that when I was in my twenties, as long as I turned my head, I was still with you.

As soon as I think about having you for the rest of my life, I am full of anticipation for the future. It seems that as long as I am with you, I will not be afraid of the unknown world at all.

Perhaps, this is love, simple and pure.

Yan Mo gently closed the diary, and then got into his arms, lay down beside him peacefully, and fell asleep deeply, with a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth.

Outside the window, the stars twinkled, and the moonlight fell on the two sleeping people, quiet and peaceful. The breeze blew, and the diary flipped with the wind, and landed on a page, with a few short lines written on it, and the handwriting was beautiful.

Love at its best

Probably

The breeze is just right

The roses happen to be in full bloom

And I just happened to meet you

So much so that later time

It's all about you