Chapter 4: Regret
I left Zhou's house in a hurry, so panicked that I forgot to call Zhou Huaiyan.
Sitting in the car home, I kept thinking about it.
I have known Zhou Huaiyan for more than 20 years, not to mention the ignorant and naΓ―ve childhood, just in the past two years, he has not noticed what kind of feelings I have for him?
The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, for the past two years I always thought that he hated me and forced him to marry me, after all, for any man, it is not such a glorious thing to be forced to marry by a woman, he hates me as a matter of course, and I am afraid of seeing the disgust in his eyes, and I rarely appear in front of him, so thinking about it, the person who has been running away is me.
I finally figured it out, rather than proving to him that Gu Wanxin was pretending to be crazy, I should let him understand my feelings for him.
After planning like this, I went to find Zhou Huaiyan the next day.
He probably didn't know that I had been arranging for someone to follow him for the past two years, and I knew exactly which hotel he slept in every night.
When I pushed open the door of the hotel room, Zhou Huaiyan was still sleeping, on the hotel bed with messy bedding, he slept horizontally, I knew for the first time that he was sleeping so ugly, but his sleeping face was still very eye-catching, I put the packed breakfast on the dining table, and then generously admired his sleeping face.
The smell in the room is clean and fresh, and there is only a set of clothes scattered on the ground, although Zhou Huaiyan has been playing in various ways in the past two years, he has never played with women, but this does not make me happy, because I know that he is keeping a festival for Gu Wanxin.
Zhou Huaiyan is a good man, infatuated and dedicated, the only regret is that the object of his infatuation is not me.
Later, I kept thinking that if Gu Wanxin hadn't intervened, would the person he likes now be me.
But everything that should have belonged to me was snatched away by Gu Wanxin when I was seven years old, and after that, Zhou Huaiyan only lived in my heart, and thought about it every night when I slept on the moon, for fear that he would forget me.
The fact is that he has not forgotten me, but at that time he has been instilled by the Gu family with the impression that I am not a good person.
Running away from home, disobeying discipline, wandering the streets, stealing and robbing, fooling around with men.
They said almost all the truth, so I had nothing to say in the face of his rebuke.
His posture was so righteous and awe-inspiring that it made me laugh.
After scolding me, he went back full of anger.
After he went back, I was even more merciless in my blow to the Gu family, I originally wanted to take their begging for mercy as a spare time, but then I directly cut off their back road, that is, at that time, Zhou Huaiyan's attitude towards me changed from disappointment to hatred.
Zhou Huaiyan has always made no secret of his dislike for me, so when he woke up and saw me at the head of the bed, his heroic eyebrows instantly wrung together.
"Why are you here?!"
As he spoke, he jumped up from the bed and walked to the bathroom without looking back, his voice still full of anger: "Get out, I don't want to see you." β
Naturally, I wouldn't leave, and while he was in the shower, I put the packed breakfast on the table.
I arranged for someone to line up early in the morning to buy it, and it's still steaming.
For the sake of food, although Zhou Huaiyan was still unhappy when he came out, he did not have a seizure.
He sat at the table without saying a word and ate his breakfast, without even looking at me.
He knew he couldn't get rid of me, so he ignored me.
"Starting tomorrow, you go to work at Gu's. β
Suddenly I spoke, Zhou Huaiyan glanced at me and sneered, "What do you want to do?" β
"Don't you want to work?" Zhou Huaiyan returned to China when he returned to China to return from his studies, but when something like that happened, he didn't have time to show his skills at all. "I'm giving you this opportunity. β
"Why does it have to be Gu's? I don't want to work for Shen Changying. β
Hearing the three words Shen Changying from his mouth, I actually felt a little bit like I hadn't seen him for a long time, indeed I hadn't seen him for a long time, he left the city after he helped me lay down the Gu family, and the person who helped me get the Gu family back up and running with only an empty shell was also him, so some people said that although the Gu family was surnamed Gu on the surface, it was actually Shen Changying's.
I know that he actually wants to go back to Zhou's family, and after that, Zhou's family has been supported by Zhou Shengping alone, and Zhou Huaiyan, who is a son, wants to go back to help, but because he is afraid of me, he has been pretending to be drunk all day.
I didn't want to confront Zhou Huaiyan head-on, so I agreed to him, but he didn't go back to Zhou's work for two days before he angrily broke into Gu's top-floor office.
"Just say what you want to do, you don't need to go through my dad!"