I was driven by Yu Minghui, more and more confused and lost my position, those overcharged feelings came up one after another, and my whole person seemed to be dragged by Yu Minghui to run on a boundless grass, seemingly never stopping.

When everything was calm, I saw Yu Minghui's clothes being thrown everywhere in exhaustion, and then touched the sweat on my forehead, thinking about the uncontrollable overflowing voice I just had, and then thinking about Yu Minghui's skillful movements and seemingly never-ending energy, I may really be hopeless, what I thought of at this moment turned out to be whether Yu Minghui had done such a thing with other women in the past four years. If he does, it seems like I can't blame him for anything, but I'm more uncomfortable, that's right.

I was in a trance for a while.

Yu Minghui leaned over and kissed me, his lips lightly touched my cheek, and he said, "Lin Sisi, what's wrong with you?

I pulled the quilt up a little more, I shook my head, smiled reluctantly, and said, "It's okay, I want to get dressed." ”

Yu Minghui leaned on the edge of the bed to help me retrieve my clothes, and he said, "How about I help you dress?"

Shame and a strong feeling of depression came hand in hand, and I said weakly, "No, I'll come by myself, you turn around." ”

Yu Minghui sighed, he didn't stubbornly fight with me anymore, he quickly turned around.

After I put all my clothes on my body, I lay down with my back to Yu Minghui.

Yu Minghui's hand was on my waist and swam back and forth, and he whispered, "Lin Sisi, did I make you unhappy? ”

I didn't answer him, but after a moment of silence, I asked a question that was extremely stupid and uncomfortable.

I said, "Yu Minghui, in the four years since we broke up, have you found another girlfriend? Or, have you ever had another woman around you?"

Yu Minghui's hand on my waist paused for a moment, and it took him more than ten seconds before he said, "Lin Sisi, do you want to hear the truth, or do you want to hear what you will be very happy to hear?"

I was stunned and responded, "Is there a difference?"

Breaking my body with his hands, he turned my whole body to face the ceiling, Yu Minghui said: "You turn around first, when you turn your back to me, I feel a sense of distance and panic." ”

I suddenly regretted that I had asked this stupid question.

Twisting my body, I turned to face him, and I said, "Come on, I didn't ask this question, don't say it again." ”

Yu Minghui's gaze fell on my eyes, he slowed down his speech, and said slowly: "Lin Sisi, I have always been an ordinary and superficial normal man. ”

Even if Yu Minghui's words were ambiguous, I was no longer the naïve and stupid Lin Sisi, and I understood his answer at once.

I suddenly hated asking that question. I also hate to face him, so careful, I have to die more seriously.

Some were discouraged, and some blamed themselves for ruining the atmosphere, and I said, "Understood, stop this question." ”

However, I was about to pretend that nothing happened, but then my eyes turned red.

Yu Minghui suddenly and quickly hugged me into his arms, and he said, "Lin Sisi, you are stupid." ”

He was so strong that I felt like I was about to be squeezed into his voice. But I used those rich imaginations to force my little happy emotions to the point where I had no place to stay, and when I thought of Yu Minghui in the past four years, he had also hugged other girls like this, he had kissed other girls, and he had also leaned on the edge of the bed to help other girls pick up the clothes scattered all over the ground, my heart was like being cut by a thousand knives, and I was so sad that I died.

But I know that I am not qualified to entangle these entanglements, after all, during the time of the breakup, he did not belong to me, and what he loved was his freedom.

But how greedy I am, I wish he could love me as I love him as I love him, without any impurities, and there is no room for another person in his eyes, to redeem myself with lonely memories like I do, to swim myself through with a sour nose and red eyes when I occasionally think of him, and he is not.

Just when I was stunned, Yu Minghui's lips came over and pecked me on the cheek a few times, and he said, "Lin Sisi, I haven't finished my words yet." You listen to me and decide if you want to be sad or not, okay?"

My whole body, I didn't have any extra strength, so I nestled softly in his arms, my heart was a little cold, and I said, "If you like to say it, just say it." ”

Moving his hand, Yu Minghui said slowly: "Lin Sisi, at the beginning, I really thought that I was an ordinary and superficial normal man, and I thought that I could start the next period of life if I left anyone. The year before last, I met a girl who looked like you at a business party, and when I first saw her, I had the illusion that it was you. But she's really not you. Even if she is not you, I suddenly felt at that time that I could find someone to replace you, I was very careful, I didn't want to end up with a lonely life because of a girl named Lin Sisi. For the first time, I took the initiative to contact a woman other than you and ask her to have dinner and coffee together. I ate with her for a week and drank coffee for a week. After dinner that night, it was not too late, it was about nine o'clock, the girl suddenly hinted that she was tired and wanted to find a hotel to rest, she took the initiative to come forward and wanted to hold my hand, and I felt at that moment that all this disgusting I could not accept. I was so ungraceful that night that I left a woman on the side of the road and ran away on my own. ”

After a pause, Yu Minghui's hand was placed on my cheek, he smiled bitterly, and said: "But this incident made me panic, and the reason why I panicked was that I, Yu Minghui, used to be a superficial man who could change women at will, but I found that I couldn't." The more panicked I became, the more I wanted to try, and I went to meet different types of women for dinner and coffee, but every time I got to the point where I could have physical contact, I realized that I was completely finished. Because when they want to touch me, I will easily remember that they are not called Lin Sisi, they are not Lin Sisi, they have never been embarrassed and helpless in front of me, they have never cried helplessly, I have never drunk in front of them and revealed their most essential selves, they have never cooked noodles for me to give me warmth, and I have no urge to kiss them wantonly to take them for myself, they do not have a pair of eyes that are still shining even if they have been knocked down countless times by countless cruel lives, and I can't forget those sparkling eyes no matter how many days and nights have passed。 Even if I thought that when those eyes were facing me, there was no love, only perfunctory, and only used me as a life-saving straw, I still can't forget it. I refused to be touched by a woman other than Lin Sisi, I repelled and even disgusted, as if I had been hit by the most stubborn poison, I thought I was cured, but it always came occasionally and killed me by surprise. I desperately tried to turn myself back into my previous ordinary, superficial and normal self, but in the process, I found that I had always been an ordinary and superficial normal man. Because of me, I suddenly have the ability to love someone deeply, and I went from being annoyed at the beginning to silently accepting and accepting my fate later. I'm ready anyway, and I think it's not a scary thing to be alone all my life. ”

Leaned over again and squeezed my face with his lips, Yu Minghui said: "Fortunately, Lin Sisi, you are still willing to want me, otherwise I will definitely die alone." ”

And for me, I feel that in the past few minutes, my mood is like a roller coaster, first I was thrown to the lowest point, and now I am thrown high by Yu Minghui, stuck there and can't fall down at all, and my whole heart is so beautiful that I can't do it.

However, such a beautiful mood didn't last long, and those touches that trembled and flowed in my heart didn't last long, and Yu Minghui ruined them all with a few words.

That's right, after he looked affectionate, it was only half a minute, and his painting style changed abruptly, and he was entangled with a dead face, and he said: "Lin Sisi, you see that you are all to blame, I am almost incompetent, you have to compensate me, let's rest for a while, and we can go again." I was a little anxious just now, and I was so disappointed. ”

I almost want to slap him on the wall and can't pick it off, can you still give me a good beauty and move for a while!

Unable to complain, I pushed him and said, "Gotta get it, stay away from me." ”

But he was even more dead-skinned and grinning, Yu Minghui was closer to me, he put his mouth to my ear, he first blew into my ear, and then lowered his voice and said charmingly: "Lin Sisi, you should have enjoyed it just now, your voice is very good, I like it very much." ”

I was so ashamed that my face was flushed, so I had to rub into the quilt and say, "Yu Minghui, if you talk nonsense again, I'll buy a durian and go home and kneel for you!"

Of course, we didn't go to buy durian, but the two of us stayed in the hotel and tossed and turned until more than three o'clock in the afternoon before coming out of the hotel.

After eating, the two of us went hand in hand to Guangbai to buy several sets of new clothes for Xiao Gray Ash, and then went to the sea viewing promenade for a walk, and Yu Minghui found a speedboat to take us home.

As soon as I stepped into the house, I saw several men and women packing things in an orderly manner, I was stunned, so I asked Yu Minghui softly and said, "Yu Minghui, why are you packing things, what are you doing?"

Yu Minghui shrugged his shoulders lazily, and he said calmly: "What else can you do, the old man is going to Shenzhen with him." But he moved quickly. ”

I groaned.

Just then, a message came to my phone.

I took it out and glanced at it, and it was He Siyuan who sent me a message.

I immediately avoided Yu Minghui and said, "I'll go upstairs to change my clothes, and you can go and see if Xiao Gray is taking a nap." ”

didn't say much, Yu Minghui quickly pretended to be serious and said, "Obey, wife." ”

I then turned and went upstairs, and quickly clicked on the message again.

There was no mud and water at all, He Siyuan said quite neatly: "Lin Sisi, give me a call if it's convenient for you, and I'll look for you if I have something." ”