Chapter 247: I don't want to mention the broken past, but it's hard to forget
"Forget it, bastard, Gu Yueming, don't mention it in the future!" Ma Lili gritted her teeth and hated it, extremely hateful.
"But the broken past is hard to forget if you don't want to mention it?"
"Ma Nansheng, Ghost Master, Han Cheng, and Starling, all of them are haunting their minds all the time, are they burning or eating away at their brains?"
"Think about it, it's too brain-burning?"
"Unforgettable?"
There is a song here, a song that travels through the future, Wang Qi's "Once Upon a Time in the Clear Water River": If I had any other choice/I would definitely not let you fall in love with me/I would love your heart to be silent/Quietly walk through your world/I knew we had no results/I shouldn't let love flood into a river/Love is tormenting each other in the end/The most painful thing in the world is your life and death......
So history repeats itself, over the years, Ma Lili feels that she has really missed many people, has paid too much, and lost too much. It can be said that not only did she squander her youth, she tasted all the tastes of betrayal and abandonment, but also corrupted her soul and soiled her body, so at this moment, all she had left was to cry willfully.
Even remorse has become extravagant, beyond the reach of remorse.
But in the face of her sister Xue'er in front of her, she felt that she was not mistaken, and she was the only one who was the most reliable in this life.
In particular, she felt that her mind was beginning to mutate, getting heavier and heavier, and even resembling homosexuality. She, if she thinks about it, has almost done that before.
Especially since last night, she feels that all her life is no longer inseparable from Xia Xiaoxue, and wherever her sister goes in the future, she plans to follow wherever she goes, and she will follow Xia Xiaoxue at all.
What's more, from this moment on, no one should want to snatch her beloved sister Xue'er away from her, otherwise, she herself will be endlessly given to that person. Even her little brother Nan can't live.
Actually, in the past, Xia Xiaoxue was really unhappy that her sister had these "weird" hobbies and behaviors, but since she knew that she was a real stone girl, she let her sister Ma Lili get crooked and crooked, and slowly became accustomed to it.
Of course, especially when she was young, as long as Xia Xiaoxue liked something, Ma Lili would immediately follow what she liked, even what schoolbag to use, what clothes to buy, what job to choose after graduation, etc., both of them must be the same.
But Xia Xiaoxue will always let her, but Ma Lili is often not satisfied.
It was also from the day when my sister had a severe cold and fever more than ten years ago, because Xia Xiaoxue accompanied her sister to the hospital, and her aunt did a routine examination because she was old......
At that time, the female doctor said: Zhenshi girl, congenital genital structure underdevelopment, not only can not have children, but also will not have a great aunt, let alone live a normal life as a husband and wife.
It turned out to be so unfortunate at that time. Cher is like a blow to the head, or a bolt from the blue. I almost passed out on the spot. Both sisters couldn't believe that what they heard with their ears was true.
Later, a male doctor also said: It is really impossible to do further examination or exploration to see if it can be recreated?
At that time, Xue'er was still a budding flower and bone, very shy, and she still had to face some male doctors, so she insisted on refusing to accept any form of surgery to change her physical disability. or the reproductive system.
Especially at that time, she felt that life was given by her parents, whether it was fair or unfair from God, it must be predestined, so she didn't want those so-called plastic surgeons to test her clean body, which would make her body and mind worse and worse......
However, after that, Xia Xiaoxue really felt inferior.
But he was also strong.
Because no one else knows about the stone girl except Ma Lili.
She resigned herself to her fate.
At that time, Xue'er had a wish, as long as Ma Lili didn't say it to the public.
So at that time, there were many things that followed, and they were also restrained and constrained by my sister Ma Lili.
was also exploited by the fake brother-in-law Ma Nansheng, who has been coerced by him for the past three years and suffered so many grievances and humiliations. There is nowhere to tell about too much suffering and being bullied, but there is only a secret and silent cry.
"Alas! is it really—a broken past that I don't want to mention but can't forget?"
Ma Lili sighed again.
"Yes, life, how many past events, I can't forget it. But too much of the past is really too much to look back on?"
"Forget it, forget all the past, right?"
Cher was also meditating.
But the high-end train is still running...... People outside looked at the locomotive, it was really sassy, and they had to admire the great progress and great leap in the era of science and technology-
And Ma Lili and Xue'er still let the "broken past" be entangled, bound, or imprisoned. It seems that you can't throw it away no matter how much you want to?
Especially the death of the starling, the death of Han Cheng and his parents, and the Zhou family compound...... It's really unforgettable.
Obviously, the torture and fright last night made Ma Lili and Xia Xiaoxue sisters linger on too much of the past. Similarly, I didn't get a good night's sleep last night.
Almost insomnia all night.
At this moment, the two sisters even thought the same: how great would it be if everything could go back to when they were children? At least carefree and carefree can follow Xiao Nange to play the game of "Sand Cottage" on the bank of the Fairy River - Leisurely Villa.
Especially Xue'er, she also hopes: How beautiful it would be if Brother Xiao Nan lived, and she would not be humiliated and bullied over the years, let alone be stubborn, or clever?
However, she didn't know, the imagination is very beautiful, but the reality is really skinny, you know, the years are really killing pigs, knives and knives urge people to grow old, maybe in this world, it is difficult for anyone to go back to the past, and the sweetness of the past can only become memories;
even thought: Since Brother Xiao Nan is no longer in this world, can he still meet the person he likes?
I thought again: What if I met? I haven't always "kept my original heart" and vowed to love Brother Xiao Nan all my life, I was born as a person of Brother Xiaonan, and I died as Brother Xiaonan's ghost-
"However, he is a 'real stone girl', even if Brother Xiao Nan is really still alive in this world, will he still accept Xue'er?"
"Besides, Xue'er is no longer the Xue'er she used to be?"
Thinking about it, before she knew it, her tears soaked her eyelashes again.
can think about it and do it, once Ma Lili encounters something dazzling or a man she likes, she will rob Xia Xiaoxue as soon as possible.
Some good things always want to be possessed first.
Therefore, Ma Lili is not only a very selfish woman in life, but also a woman who thinks about watery poplars.
She will never be as noble and pure as Xia Xiaoxue.
Because "duplicity" is Ma Lili's strength, sometimes, she will always change her temperament for something that is beneficial to herself.
No, at this moment, Ma Lili was still thinking about everything that happened last night, and she was regretting shooting and injuring Ma Nansheng, and she also said in her dream: "Ghost master, no, don't blame me, I really don't want to shoot......"
Half-asleep and half-awake, just as Ma Lili was thinking nonsense, Xia Xiaoxue suddenly patted her stomach and woke her up sharply, "Let's go, let's go, sister!
"Get off, get off, the West Station has arrived—" Cher shouted again.
"Ah, West Railway Station? Jinan West Railway Station?"
Ma Lili was suddenly startled, opened her eyes and stood up with a "whew" and asked. Cher didn't have time to answer, moving each other's suitcases. It just so happened that the announcer re-broadcast the terminology, and Ma Lili heard that it was really Jinan West Railway Station, "Oh, let's go, let's go." But she felt that Venus was shining in front of her, and then sat down again, looking uncomfortable.
I still thought to myself: Oh my God, it turned out to be a dream, but it scared me to death. I thought that Ma Nansheng really came to seek revenge again?
"Hurry up, hurry, if you don't get out of the car, you'll miss it?" Xue'er urged her sister in a panic, and the two suitcases were moved down by a strange young man.
"Thank you, thank you!"
"You're welcome, but you're done—"
The two of them were polite, and the strange young man put on his backpack and left with a smile.
For a while, Ma Lili was messed up, she hurriedly pulled up her luggage and hurriedly followed behind her sister, and also sorted out the fur collar of her camel-colored thin windbreaker, high boots and black silk, the two girls were dressed exactly the same, and the people were the same, it was difficult to distinguish at all, which was really "amazing".
In less than a minute, the sisters looked at each other and smiled and got off the high-end carriage, and as soon as their feet were steady, another high-speed rail Harmony passing through Jinan West roared on the tracks and ran up.
At this moment, it feels so good to be home.
So the sisters couldn't help shouting: "Ah-Jinan, I'm coming!" After shouting, they both smiled with tears in their eyes, hugged each other and cried.