Xi Zhan refused very simply, when I wanted to ask him the reason, he said to me first: "The Xi family is your inheritance, the inheritance left to you by your father, even if we don't distinguish each other, but it is always something that belongs to you, even if you want to, everyone in the Xi family ...... Yun'er, they all once heartfelt your father, you let me accept the Xi family will cause a lot of unnecessary trouble, and I hope that you have an important power in your hands, so that even if you fall in the future...... The two of us will not collapse at the same time, and leaving a piece of power is also planning for the future. ”

Xi Zhan was far-sighted.

He thinks about these questions that I never thought of.

"We are each managed separately, even if there is really any problem in the future, the two of us will always have a share of power and peace. ”

Hearing me say this, Xi Zhan agreed: "That's true, one of the two of us must always stand on the highest place, not to covet anything, but to protect our family. ”

Life is unpredictable.

Neither Xi Zhan nor I can guarantee the future.

So we have to think deeply from the present.

Xi Zhan put down Run'er, I pulled his sleeve and said, "When Run'er's condition is better, we will go back to Xi's house to live for a while, where the scenery is beautiful, the air is fresh, and it is suitable for children to live." ”

The Xi family's old house is near the ancient town, which is full of fireworks in the world, which is suitable for taking children to live and play.

The man seemed to think of something and said, "Well, after this trip with you, I will be busy again, and you will not see me often." ”

I sighed and said, "I can understand you." ”

Xi Zhan and I are not short of money, if there is a choice, we want to live in seclusion, but if the person standing in our position wants to quit, it will end up like Mo Yuanlian back then.

The Xi family must always be run by someone.

Xi Zhan must also stabilize his career all the time.

This is a fate that the two of us can't escape.

Xi Zhan pulled the back of my neck and pressed it to him, he kissed my forehead and said, "We have to give the children time to grow up." ”

I won't refute how Yue Chun chooses his life, and even support him wholeheartedly, but Run'er can't.

Run'er wants to take over his father's mission to protect our family, so Xi Zhan will work as hard as she does now before he grows up, and I hope that Yun'er will also be able to help her brother at that time.

Of course, I hope that Koshitsumi will participate.

I want my three children to support each other.

But I'm not going to push Tsubaki on a mission.

I want him to be himself.

I want him to choose his own life.

"Well, wait until they reach adulthood. ”

When the children grow up, when they can hold up for a while, Xi Zhan and I will be able to retreat into the background, although this time is still very long, so long that I can't even imagine the scene when they grow up, but I know that they will grow up and will take on the responsibility on their shoulders, I hope I will still be there by then.

Although I am very reluctant to think like this, I am a person who has moved a kidney, and the lifespan of a kidney is limited, and my lifespan is naturally much less than that of ordinary people, not to mention that my family has a family history of kidney failure, including my mother.

My mother......

My grandfather said that my mother had a kidney transplant when she was young.

It stands to reason that my mother should not be able to donate a kidney to me after a kidney transplant, and I still need to have an in-depth understanding of my mother's condition.

But about my kidneys......

Xi Zhan has always been clear.

He knows that people like me have a limited lifespan!

Fifty or sixty years old is already the limit!

And it doesn't include whether you will get sick on the way.

Hopefully I'll be able to make it to the end.

I suddenly felt melancholy in my heart, I hugged Xi Zhan's waist and pressed my cheek to his chest, my ears could clearly hear his heartbeat, and it was very rhythmic one by one.

I shouted, "Second brother." ”

The man replied softly, "Huh?"

"I cherish the two of us together, I didn't know I would love you so much when I first met you, if I knew, I would be with you as soon as possible. ”

Xi Zhan asked clearly, "What are you thinking about?"

I shook my head and said, "No." ”

"Don't think nonsense, you sleep with Run'er, I'm here with you, and I'll take him home tomorrow when his fever subsides. ”

There are also doctors at home.

Besides, feel at ease at home.

After all, I also have Yuna in mind.

"Well, then you have to sleep when you're tired. ”

I lay down next to Run'er, Xi Zhan covered the quilt for us and arranged the corners of the quilt, he held my palm and stared at me for a long time, then suddenly lowered his head and kissed the corner of my lips, "Good night." ”

"Good night, my husband. ”

Xi Zhan hooked his lips, "Hmm." ”

......

Shi Sheng slept extremely restlessly, Xi Zhan reached out and combed her ears, her forehead was covered with sweat, she should be doing some nightmare, he wiped it with a tissue, and only after she slept soundly did he get up and open the window to look at the dark night scenery outside the window.

Shi Sheng has vomited very frequently recently, she will vomit when she rides in the car, she will vomit when she rides on a roller coaster, she seems to be very fragile, and if she doesn't pay attention to it, she will have problems, Xi Zhan understands that this is the reason why her body resistance is too poor, and remembering her previous things, Xi Zhan's heart began to complain about Gu Tingchen, that man left irreparable physical damage in Shi Sheng's life.

So Xi Zhan never agreed with Gu Tingchen's love.

There was too much hurt in his love.

It's a pity that he met Shi Sheng too late.

Xi Zhan closed his eyes, and suddenly felt helpless in his heart, helpless about life, and helpless about Shi Sheng's poor physical fitness.

Hopefully, she won't be hurt in the future.

Otherwise, Xi Zhan would never forgive himself.

In fact, Xi Zhan's investment in uterine cancer and kidneys in the past two years is unprecedented, although he is preparing everything, but he hopes that day will never come, hoping that she can be a lucky person, can be luckier than her mother, and luckier than Song.

"Yun'a, I hope I will bear your pain. ”

"Yun'er, although Gu Tingchen has given you great grief, although you have experienced the torture of despair and illness, I still hope that you can be a happy princess in the future. ”

"Yuna, you are just my princess. ”

Xi Zhan loves Shi Sheng, not because she gave him two children or gave him a family, but just because she is just Shi Sheng, she made Xi Zhan understand that she has a woman in this world who is willing to give and love without scruples.

If Shi Sheng is Mo Yuanlian's belief, then Shi Sheng is Xi Zhan's only joy in living in this world.

That girl,

The girl who opened his mouth to lie but broke into his world, the girl who had promised him to let him into his heart but didn't know what love was!

Although she keeps saying that she knows love best, her love is too cowardly, too humble, and she never puts herself in a fair position to tell her true heart to the person he likes......

He wanted to say that it is not love to compromise and seek perfection.

"Yuna, love is fairness, but also dignity. ”

Someone who loves you will not make you lose your dignity.