59. I want to give happiness to others
"Then we got married. ”
Ming Yan said this, swallowed his saliva, and looked at Li Zhien cautiously.
Li Zhien looked at the bank card and car keys in his hand, and then raised his head.
"Who wants to marry you? ”
After speaking, he left, leaving Mingyan here alone.
"Uh......" Ming Yan turned his head to look at Li Zhien's back, and rubbed his hair in annoyance, why did he say the last sentence, confess, confess, why did you mention marriage.
He patted his face, "Grass." Ming Yan scolded himself.
Li Zhien turned his head and saw Ming Yan standing in place, "Don't come with me yet." ”
"Ah......" Ming Yan heard Li Zhien's words just now, his eyes widened and he was flattered.
Li Zhien saw his stupid appearance, and didn't wait for him, turned around and continued to walk.
Ming Yan stumbled for a moment, then ran up and chased after him.
......
Ming Yan followed Li Zhien and came to her door, and saw the mailbox hanging at her door, which was about the same size as her own home, and the appearance was also very similar.
Li Zhien entered the password and walked in, Ming Yan looked at the door she left for herself, this was the first time she came to Li Zhien's house, looking at the lights inside, Ming Yan just followed Li Zhien and thought a lot, but there were some that were not, such as losing a dollar when he was three years old, and he didn't find it until now, and he was pulled into a black Internet café by a friend in junior high school, etc......
just didn't think about whether Li Zhien would reject him.
"Aren't you coming in yet?"
Ming Yan heard Li Zhien's words coming from inside, and after answering, he walked in.
Her house is very big, this is what Ming Yan can imagine, Ming Yan walked in and saw that Li Zhien had already sat on the sofa, and then walked towards her.
Li Zhien looked at the bank card and car keys on the table, and then raised his head to look at Ming Yan who was walking over.
Both of them were silent, Ming Yan lowered his head and looked at Li Zhien, while Li Zhien also looked at the table with his head down, and no one spoke.
Instead, it suddenly started to rain outside, and the raindrops the size of beans hit the glass, making a crackling sound.
Ming Yan tried to say something, but every time the words came to his lips, he couldn't say it, and now he felt like he was caught skipping class when he was in school, and he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at the teacher.
In the end, Ming Yan still couldn't stand the atmosphere and said: "That you...... Did you say yes?"
Li Zhien looked up at him: "Mingyan, do you know, have I lived a good life since I was a child?"
Ming Yan saw that her eyes had changed, from being strong just now, to being a little pitiful and helpless now.
"I was looked down upon by many people since I was a child, including relatives, who were still taunting me when I was selected as a trainee. Speaking of this, Li Zhien suddenly laughed.
"Speaking of which, when I was a child, few people treated me well except for my brother and grandmother, do you know how I felt when I first received your letter?"
Ming Yan saw Li Zhien's face, he was smiling again just now, and now there are some tears rolling in his eyes.
"You are the first person who treats me well other than my relatives, you teach me the attitude of life, and you are the first to recognize me. ”
Li Zhien wiped his tears: "I have always been very lonely, and I am not happy at all, I pretend to be happy every day, and over time, I sometimes have an illusion that I am happy, but I am not." ”
Ming Yan heard Li Zhien's last hysterical roar just now, his whole body trembled, he really wanted to hug her now, even if it was to rub her head.
"Heh~" Li Zhien chuckled: "I often dreamed before I saw you, in my dreams, I was looking for something every time, but after I saw you, I no longer have this kind of dream, with you, I am no longer lonely, I find that being with you, loving you and being loved by you, everything else has meaning." ”
Li Zhien stood up, "Ming Yan, I'll stand here, you can hug me in one step, but you have to think clearly, this step is a lifetime, you... Do you dare?"
Ming Yan remembered what his mother told him when he was still in high school before, girls are really fragile, don't look at them talking and laughing on the surface, but behind the scenes, you never know what she has experienced, don't let a girl cry for you easily, because you will find that you must be more sad than her when she cries.
Ming Yan thought for a long time and finally spoke.
"Li Zhien, from now on, no matter what you go through in a day, it's dark, I'll take you home. ”
When Li Zhien heard Ming Yan's words, the tears in his eyes finally came down.
Ming Yan moved, he took a step forward, looked at Li Zhien who was standing there with tears, stretched out his hands and hugged her in his arms, then wiped the tears on her face, and said softly in her ear.
"A lot of people like you because they don't know you, and once they know you, they don't like you, but I won't, I will always like you. All the time. ”
Li Zhien, who was in Ming Yan's arms, seemed to laugh again, and seemed to cry again, and his shoulders shook slightly.
"Thank you. ”
......
Ming Yan returned to his house, sat on the sofa, thinking back to the time when he was at Li Zhien's house before, the two of them were in a confirmed relationship today, before Ming Yan hugged Li Zhien, who was crying tired, she said such a sentence in her arms.
"Thank you for getting to know me, and thank you for not leaving me after understanding me, I'm not actually what they look like, I've been trying to be what they see before, but I won't now, I'll try to be what you see now. ”
Ming Yan thought of this and laughed, this stupid girl, won't she think about herself.
It was still raining outside, and the temperature was getting lower, Ming Yan looked at the balcony, and he thought that he hadn't watered the plants of Quan Yuli's house for two days, and it happened to be raining today, so he didn't seem to have to water.
Ming Yan retracted his gaze, the expression on his face changed, he should also think about himself, now that he has a relationship with Li Zhien, he can't be like before, it's time to fight.
Ming Yan took out his mobile phone, opened the address book, thought about it for a while, found Fang Yaxian's mobile phone number, and broadcast it.
The call was answered after two beeps.
"Hey. "It's still such a cold voice.
"It's me. Ming Yan spoke.
"I know, what's the matter? ”
"I'm going to be a singer. ”
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds: "Why?"
"Because, I want to give happiness to others. ”