After seeing Shen Siyan in the hospital, he seemed to have completely disappeared from his sight, and he never heard any news about him again.

Yan Mo sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at the numbers in the calendar book in a daze, and the day stopped unhurriedly on the 25th, which means that the one-month holiday is coming to an end.

I wonder if he's getting better, I really want to see him again, I want to know if he's recovering well... Is it just that I have the courage to appear in front of him now? Apparently not!

Her mind wandered for a long time, and it wasn't until the phone rang that she moved and picked up the phone that was casually thrown on the coffee table.

"Hey, Momo?"

A quiet voice came from the phone. Momo - This is the first time in a few years that she has called her name so affectionately, does this mean that she has forgiven herself? Does it mean that everything is slowly getting back on track?

"Well, I'm here. What's wrong?" Yan Mo replied.

"There's a high school reunion tomorrow, are you coming?" Wen Jing asked tentatively, looking forward to Yan Mo's answer.

"I... I'm going back to work, so I'm not going to go to the class reunion. Yan Mo looked a little embarrassed, frowned slightly, and excused herself with a lame reason.

"Go, go, you haven't been here once since graduation, and your classmates miss you very much. ”

The classmates miss me very much? What about him not included in this package? Yan Mo thought about other things in her heart, and did not directly answer Wen Jing's words.

"If you don't say it, I'll just give you an agreement, tomorrow at five o'clock in the afternoon, by the river next to the north lane of the old street. Wen Jing's tone was resolute, as if Yan Mo was not allowed to shirk otherwise.

"Riverside?" Yan Mo was a little puzzled, why did the class reunion go to the riverside?

Wen Jing seemed to know Yan Mo's thoughts, and began to explain to her: "Someone proposed to go to the riverside for a barbecue, saying that everyone would do it together, so that everyone could return to the original appearance faster, be less restrained, and be more comfortable." ”

"Will everyone go?" Yan Mo asked cautiously, in fact, she just wanted to ask, what about him?

"Almost, except for a few who really can't come, they will basically go. Yan Mo let out a thoughtful sigh, and then hung up the phone.

The next day came quickly, and Yan Mo came to the place where Wen Jing said with an uneasy heart.

When he arrived, everyone was almost here, Yan Mo exchanged a few words with everyone, and then began to look around for a familiar figure.

He, did not come...

Yan Mo's face showed an incomprehensible expression. I don't know if it's because he's lost because he doesn't show up, or if it's because he's relieved that he doesn't show up.

The male compatriots were fiddling with the barbecue grill in full swing, and they were very enthusiastic about contracting everything, which made Yan Mo seem to have nothing to do and didn't know what she should do.

Wen Jing hadn't arrived yet, which made Yan Mo extremely bored. So she walked alone by the river, and the wind by the river was very strong, which blew up one of her long hair, and at the same time blew her thoughts.

The sky gradually darkened, and the colorful neon on the other side of the river shimmered, and the sparkling river surface became a little more colorful.

The night scene in front of her is so beautiful, Yan Mo sighed softly, beautiful things are always pleasing to the eye, which makes Yan Mo's mood better.

The weather under the night gradually turned cooler, and the wind blew, Yan Mo couldn't help but shiver, and wrapped the clothes on her body tightly. Then I heard a quiet voice behind me: "Momo, come back for barbecue." ”

Yan Mo didn't know when she came, after all, she didn't come when she arrived. But seeing her waving excitedly at herself, Yan Mo raised the corners of her mouth, as if the relationship between the two had returned to the original intimacy...

Yan Mo sorted out her thoughts, returned to the barbecue table, and sat down slowly. The moment I looked up, I saw him in the noisy crowd, to be exact, just a glance. Although it was dark and the lights were dim, Yan Mo was so sure that that person was him. Oh, yes... He was always so bright that she couldn't take her eyes off for a moment.

In the crowd, he didn't say a word, silently holding the wine bottle, and pouring it into his mouth one by one, as if everything around him had nothing to do with him.

The sky was dark, Yan Mo couldn't see his expression clearly at this time, but vaguely felt his loneliness, obviously in this lively atmosphere, why did he seem so desolate...

As Yan Mo took his seat, a few people who drank high and didn't think it was a big deal started their gossip road. Needless to say, Yan Mo bore the brunt of it and became the focus of their ridicule, after all, everyone knew that she liked Shen Siyan at the beginning, but at that time, it caused quite a stir.

"Yan Mo, you've finally come to the class reunion. "The first person to speak was a fat man.

The sudden roll call made Yan Mo pause, and looked at the greasy "middle-aged uncle" in front of him in astonishment, trying to recall anything, but he couldn't remember anything at all. But out of politeness, she still replied lightly: "Long time no see." ”

"Yan Mo, I've always been curious, a top-notch scholar like Shen Siyan is notoriously difficult to handle, how did you catch up with others in the first place?" the man staggered to his feet and asked with a smile.

Yan Mo's heart couldn't help but tighten, looking at everyone, you and I echoed every word, and seemed a little overwhelmed, and subconsciously glanced in the direction of Shen Siyan. But he didn't seem to care, let the people around him discuss, still drinking quietly, and never even raised his eyes.

Feeling cramped and uneasy, Yan Mo picked up a can of beer, wanting to use the strength of the wine to get through the "catastrophe" in front of her. It's just that she buckled it twice, but she didn't open it, so she had to put it back silently.

A sound rang out in her ear, "Pop-hiss-", and a slender hand placed the Coke on her desk.

Shen Siyan Yan Mo raised his eyes and looked at him, his mind disturbed by his inadvertent movements. But he sat quietly in the crowd as if nothing had happened, without saying a word, not even lifting his eyelids.

Yan Mo's eyes were filled with a ball of heat, warm and humid, he picked up the cola and drank it all, then wiped the corners of his mouth, took a deep breath, and said hard: "Actually, he is very easy to chase." ”

Everyone looked like they were watching a good show, and they were excitedly waiting for Yan Mo's answer.

Yan Mo was very nervous and uneasy, her hand kept rubbing the corner of her clothes, and she pretended to be relaxed: "The first is to be cheeky." ”

After speaking, Yan Mo secretly glanced at him with her eyes, and then continued half-jokingly: "The second is to insist on being cheeky... After a long time, he obediently surrendered. ”

After Yan Mo finished speaking, she unconsciously glanced at him again, but there was no emotion on his unhappy face, and she lowered her head with a little loss in her eyes.

"It's as simple as that?" said the group, incredulous.

Suddenly, a harsh voice came into Yan Mo's ears, her voice was not loud, but it was enough for everyone to hear: "Don't you think, this is not reserved at all?

Everyone looked in the direction where the voice came from, it was a girl who had a crush on Shen Siyan, her name seemed to be Wang Yufei, or the class flower of the next class, she was better than Yan Mo in everything, but Shen Siyan had never looked at her, which made her very annoyed, even if time had passed, she was still full of hostility towards Yan Mo, and her words were full of fire.

Everyone liked to hear about this, and they moved their stools one after another, and became the people who ate melons.

"Uh... I didn't think about it so much at the time, I just knew that I liked him..."Yan Mo half-raised her head and replied awkwardly.

"Bang-"

That Wang Yufei wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by this sound, and then Wen Jing said sorry with a little apology.

Her move was undoubtedly helping Yan Mo out of the siege, Yan Mo understood, nodded to Wen Jing to express her gratitude.

Wen Jing raised the wine bottle in her hand and motioned for everyone to clink glasses together.

"Cheers~"

Everyone raised their glasses, and after three rounds of wine, the previous smell of fire was dispersed, and everyone began to talk and laugh again.

It's just that Wen Jing hasn't drunk much, and she is dizzy, as if she is drunk. Zhao Yuanyang took her into his arms, said sorry, and hurriedly took her away.

The surrounding atmosphere seemed to be gradually clearer, but Yan Mo had no intention of staying any longer, so she made up a random reason and prepared to leave.

At the moment of turning around, a hand grabbed the corner of Yan Mo's clothes. Before she could react, Shen Siyan grabbed her hand and left together. Along the way, not a word.

"Where are you going to take me?" Yan Mo asked softly, and before he could answer, he was restrained into a strong embrace.

The sudden kiss made Yan Mo's mind blank, and Shen Siyan kissed him frantically, his hot lips absorbed the temperature from the other party, as if he was venting his anger and longing for the past few years, and it took a long time to stop his movements.

"You're drunk. Yan Mo gasped slightly.

"I'm sober, even more sober than ever!"

"You're really drunk, I'll send you home. ”

"I'm not drunk, I know exactly what I'm doing. ”

Shen Siyan seemed to have regained his senses, and his tone was somewhat steady, but his body staggered a little.

Yan Mo wanted to reach out to help, but his hand was still in mid-air, and he threw it away.

He staggered back a step, and finally couldn't suppress the anger in his heart, and said angrily to Yan Mo: "Why! Why can you leave me so ruthlessly!"

"I'm sorry. Yan Mo lowered her head, and there was a slight tremor in her voice.

"I don't want to listen to I'm sorry, I just want to know why, why!" Shen Siyan roared in a low voice, slowly, his head fell on Yan Mo's shoulder, and his mouth still kept asking "why", but his voice weakened little by little.

Under the influence of alcohol, he gradually lost consciousness, and the whole person leaned on Yan Mo's body. Yan Mo's body stiffened, obviously unable to bear the weight of his whole person.

Yan Mo moved his body with difficulty, took out her mobile phone and prepared to call Wen Jing, but she didn't respond after pressing it for a long time, and then she remembered that she forgot to charge her phone yesterday...

Her luck was good, just when she didn't know how to take Shen Siyan back, a taxi drove by, and Yan Mo waved excitedly to try to stop him.

Fortunately, the driver saw her, the car stopped on the side of the road, and the driver helped Yan Mo get Shen Siyan into the car.

The car sped all the way, and soon it was drowned in the night, and it didn't stop again until Yan Mo's door was in front of her house.

When I got home, my mother was already asleep. Yan Mo carefully helped him into his room, put him down on the bed, and then simply wiped his face and covered him with a quilt.

Finally able to sit down and rest for a while, she moved her arms, supported her head with one hand, leaned against the desk, and looked at him quietly.

This familiar face is a little more pale because of drunkenness. Yan Mo unconsciously reached out to caress him, tracing his eyebrows, gently stretching his frowning brows.

The sky gradually brightened, Yan Mo took a nap slightly, the alarm clock rang out inappropriately, Yan Mo was suddenly awakened, dissipated her sleepiness, quickly turned off the alarm clock, and got up to check if Shen Siyan on the bed was woken up.

He seemed to be sleeping peacefully, with messy hair scattered across his forehead, and it was very quiet.

Yan Mo unconsciously approached him, until her lips fell on his forehead, and when she touched him, Yan Mo felt the temperature she hadn't seen for a long time, making her sink.

"What are you doing?" his tone was slightly angry, his pupils were slowly contracting, and he stared at Yan Mo domineeringly.

When Yan Mo heard this, her body trembled, she got up in a panic and took a step back.

"I... I'll make you a decanter soup. With that, she slipped out of the room.

When Yan Mo came out of the kitchen with the decanting soup, Shen Siyan had already left his room, leaving nothing, as if he had never been here...