Chapter 78: Variations of Despair
Inspired by the name of "Divine Will", You Wei changed his screen name to "Wei Yu", and then added this person who represented the Foundation.
Ni Xianshen stood behind You Wei and watched their exchange without shying away.
The speculations and thoughts that were suppressed were known only to him.
Divine Will: "You want permission?"
Wei Yu: "You don't need to be too high, you can just come to level four." (Looking forward to .jpg)"
Divine Will: "Why don't you say level five?"
Wei Yu: "Eh, can I also send Level 5 clearance? I don't mind!(Surprise .jpg)"
Guan Li complained to the system: "This person is quite good at climbing the pole, I really think that anyone can take the fifth-level authority." ”
"That's right, you're the only one who currently holds this level of clearance. "The system caters.
"I didn't actually hear anything, but my gut told me that you were being sarcastic. ”
"No, it doesn't exist!" the system swears it has absolutely no objection to the dual-top-level clearance of "Doctor Will".
“...... Oh. Guan Li prefers to trust his instincts in this regard rather than the system.
He bluntly rejected You Wei's unrealistic idea, "At most level four, the center page you want to see only needs level four permissions." ”
Wei Yu: "It's okay, can you open it now?" If you can, I hope to open the permission of the Night Spirit Heart senior by the way. (cheek .jpg)"
lest when he discussed ideas with Ye Lingxing in the future, the other party wouldn't even be able to enter the corresponding file page.
As for the rest of the production staff......
It's just a response to the director's arrangement, and it's enough to be able to understand the ideas conveyed above!
Guan Li directly logged into the administrator account and authorized them to temporarily access Level 4 security clearance for both accounts.
A D-class person with such high authority is also unique in the Foundation...... No, only two copies.
Wei Yu: "I thought I could be promoted to A directly, and if I don't have an A-level personnel to be ranked, I can be regarded as an official partner!" (hint .jpg)"
Divine will: "Wait for the animation to come out, now you are just supernumerary." ”
The regular supernumerals are all E-level, and he is already merciful when he doesn't demote people.
Wei Yu: "It seems that Dr. Divine Will is a rather ruthless man. ”
God's will: "Don't dare to be." Why don't you have an expression this time?"
Wei Yu: "Under normal conditions, it is customary to put an expression at the end of each paragraph, and if you are guilty of obsessive-compulsive disorder, please bear with it a little longer." (Booth .jpg)"
Divine Will: "It's okay, pay attention to the confidentiality of the project, and don't disclose 3999 to the rest of the Foundation." ”
Expression or something, it doesn't affect communication anyway, let him go.
Wei Yu: "Don't worry. ”
You Wei switched back to the Foundation's web page, and sure enough, he saw that his personal information had been updated.
Although the editor is still the same D-class, he is not an ordinary D-class now!
“...... It's like clockwork center pages "finally open to him."
"-Content Warning:
Physical terror/bleeding/vomiting
mistreat
Self-harm
Suicide"
"Oh, that's interesting. The warning that was pulled down only served to pique his curiosity.
The rows of titles in the list of stories, You Wei swept them one by one with his eyes, and finally honestly looked at them in order.
The first article - "I saw a darkness".
"Year 23981
The parasite, which was seen as death, wrapped around my neck and didn't hesitate to knot itself as well.
'Don't you understand the pleasure of drowning yourself in pus?' it whispered in my right ear.
'Don't you understand all the troubles of the feast of life?' Death whispered in the other ear. ”
This is Researcher Talloran's monologue, when he confronts SCP-3999 alone, and the end of ZK-Class reality alone.
Even among the Foundation's many K-class apocalyptic scenarios, ZK is the most top-notch destruction.
It represents the total destruction of "reality" and "existence" itself, with matter being destroyed along with concepts.
The absolute disappearance of order.
Tarolan is in hell.
The world is as he sees, the world is as he thinks, and the world is as he fears.
At first, it was like the "reality" in his memory, the dangerous reality that there were all kinds of dangerous anomalies, but the Foundation had firmly suppressed the shadow of the world.
No, even that kind of unusually frequent dangerous situation was comforting to him now.
Talloran walks through the apocalypse as every human being, crazy crowds, melting heaven and earth, twisted worlds.
3999 whispered a greeting, "That's what you want?"
- No, it's not.
He just wanted to live in peace.
Live like an ordinary person.
And there is nothing here.
So, suicide and being killed, accustomed to endless death.
"What am I most afraid of?"
Ignorant.
"What am I most worried about?"
I'm pretending.
"Is it important to deliver me and my safety to those around me?"
Be.
"Even in a place like the Foundation?"
This is especially true in the Foundation.
"It's not a man, it's not a woman, it's not both. ”
Right.
"Do you think it's a real problem that you can't do it every minute?"
Yes, because I'm the root of the problem.
"And not the environment?"
Talloran is advancing in death, just a stone's throw away from life.
He passed through every world that went from reality to madness, and got along with every relative and friend who became strange from familiarity.
Kill a loved one, or be killed by oneself.
Endless.
It's boring.
"Why keep moving forward?"
I don't have an exact answer either.
"Tell me, are you afraid of paranoia and delusion?"
I think so.
"Are you afraid of being pestered?"
Yes...... Right.
"Are you afraid of the blow that life throws at you?"
...... Be.
"I fled from the mouth of hatred and saw the corridor of life that instinctively existed. If it were at another time, in another space, in another world, I might have a new life. They may be just my desires and thoughts, they may be the reality of reality, but to someone, they are far from false. ”
I'm in a ridiculous situation, but I'm going to accept it all.
I smile, I indulge myself.
Background caving.
It's a new reality again.
- SCP-3999 triumphs.
- SCP-3999 will eventually be lost.
"......" You Wei read all the contents of the "Story List" very carefully, and then stared at the "Further Reading" below and fell into deep thought.
Ni Xianshen took the mouse from his hand and pulled it down, there are not as many entries in "Further Reading" as there are in the "Story List", except for the files of 3999, which are the files of 3817 and 765.
- There are also two extended stories, "The Shape of His Heart" and "The Portrait of the Father".
And there is nothing worth noting.
"It's hard to understand?" he probably knew what You Wei was struggling with.
The person who was asked nodded and said, "It's really difficult for a normal person like me to understand their thinking, so the work of establishing the central idea should be returned to the night spirit." ”
Ni Xianshen knew that it was impossible for him to be an assistant director honestly at the beginning, and he probably had been secretly thinking about how to take away the power.
The result was denied by the work itself.
A person like You Wei, who is completely opposite to Tarolan's personality, really can't resonate.
But the strange thing is that in the final appearance, they are quite similar.
Will absolute egoism and absolute altruism be the ultimate of different paths?
"Regardless of style, these documents show a serious problem. Skipping the stream-of-consciousness psychological monologue that made his brain hurt, You Wei instantly realized a certain point reflected in the narrative.
- "Tarolan ...... He's gay!"