Chapter 174: The Letter That Fell into Ashes

To see or not to see?

She pinched the envelope, which had already been covered with a thin layer of dust, and after a long choice, she finally opened it.

The pink opaque curtains, holding a hint of pink curtains, show a hint of softness and a little honey in the dim light of the dark night.

The envelope was sealed in two layers, and Lu Wanzhou slowly opened the first layer only to find that the envelope on the second layer was pink, which was her favorite color, as well as Qiao Shengnan's handwriting.

In a hurry, her heart was like crawling with countless ants, tearing and biting mercilessly, Lu Wanzhou saw the content of the letter.

Sweetheart's Enlightenment:

Saturday, March 20, 2010 was sunny

Today is the first day I have liked you, and I don't know why your beauty has been imprinted into my heart just by a glimpse. Looking forward to the next encounter with you.

To my favorite Qin

2010.3.20

The letter must have been written a long time ago, and the handwriting was still very immature, and the letter paper was also tinged a deep yellow.

How can there be another one?

Lu Wanzhou was just about to put the letter back, but inadvertently shook out another piece of letter paper in the envelope.

Sweetheart's Enlightenment:

Saturday, March 9, 20** was sunny

Today is the 3294th day I like you. Today's weather is the same as the day I was sure I liked you, the sun was shining on the earth. After so long, I finally got my wish. Others think I'm a ruthless machine, but only you are the warm baby who warms my heart. Qin Bao, I really want to like you more, what should I do?The way you smile, the way you pear blossom with rain, the expression you were forced to kiss by me······ I dare not forget each one, even deeply in my mind, ready to remember it for a lifetime.

Two years of love, seven years of deep love. My future can only be you. I, Qiao Shengnan, swear here, that I will only recognize you in this life, and I will only love you alone, and I will never swerve in this life.

If you wish one person's favoritism, you will be willing to be generous for the rest of your life. My love, hello!

To my favorite Qin

March 9, 20**

To··· Favorite··· Qin?

Qin Jing?

Qin Jing!

Oh, that's what it meant, no wonder she was so confident when she came to her.

Or is she overestimating her charm, she still doesn't deserve it, she doesn't deserve love.

March 9th, wasn't that the day he and her reunited in the cafeteria?

Well, what else is she not acceptable?

Lu Wanzhou kept pinching the envelope, and her long nails were sunk deep in her palms, and there were drops of blood.

One night, tossing and turning, Lu Wanzhou couldn't sleep······

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The light and shadow dotted the emerald green on the branches with mottled dark colors, and for the past week, Lu Wanzhou has been soaking in the dance room, and only dancing can calm her down.

She didn't go to Qiao Shengnan to ask for any explanation, the man's words deceived people.

She needed a baptism of wind and rain to force her to be calmer.

In the dance room, sweat is like rain. The classmates who had taken the physical class together had already run out two hours ago, and she was left alone in the empty room.

The sky outside the classroom was hazy, and it was no longer clear what it looked like. Packing her things, she was ready to go back.

"Why are you here?" she turned, and her otherwise hurried footsteps stopped the car in time to see him.

"I'm going to pick you up. I heard you didn't eat dinner?"

"I'm not hungry, lose weight. ”

Qiao Shengnan's brows frowned even tighter when she heard this, and his eyes quickly scanned her whole body, obviously it was a standard figure, with a waist and a waist, a chest and a chest, slender and slender limbs, and those legs were stunners. The figure that girls envy, still need to lose weight?

"You've lost weight and lost weight?" there was obvious dissatisfaction in his tone, and there was some resentment in his careful taste.

In the past few days, she has been asking her openly and secretly, and she always finds all kinds of excuses, soaks in the dance room, and doesn't come out for a day. There was no way, he could only come to the door to block people in person.

Qiao Shengnan picked out the green peppers in the dish one by one, and then pushed them in front of her.

Lu Wanzhou is not blind, she has seen all his carefulness and seriousness, but she has no way not to be jealous of his past, and the letter that puzzled her, she has been very confused these days, why they just met again that day, but he turned around and wrote a love letter to his ex-girlfriend.

But when she saw that Qiao Shengnan was so attentive to her now, the angels and demons in her heart began to argue again······

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"How?"

After Lu Wanzhou returned to the dormitory, she stayed on the balcony all the time, and there were several beer bottles in front of her.

"Yingying, why do you think we are in love?" Lu Wanzhou curled up, leaning against the cold white wall, alone, with a cold expression, as if he had seen through the red dust.

Liu Yingying didn't know why, she could always see an extreme despair in her eyes, I hope it was just an illusion.

"Of course, you fall in love because you like it, because as long as the person you like is by your side, no matter what you will meet in the future, you will feel that there is still hope and the courage to live. ”

"And what if he's with you right now, but he doesn't like you?"

"This... Wanzhou, do you have a conflict with Qiao Shengnan?"

Lu Wanzhou didn't tell her about that night's letter, but just nodded lightly.

In the silent night, the wind blew, slightly cool, shivering, beer could still warm up, Lu Wanzhou poured it into his stomach vigorously.

After pouring it for so long, there are more than 20 bottles after rough calculation, and Wanzhou is not necessarily drunk, Liu Yingying has to wonder why her alcohol consumption is so good?

"I'll drink with you. ”

Fang Cao has been busy lately, his feet don't touch the ground, and he often doesn't go back to the dormitory at night, and the two of them can't find anyone else to talk to. They can only complain to each other.

"Aren't you all curious, why do I drink so well? I couldn't sleep all night long, I had insomnia every night, this situation lasted for more than three months, and then by chance I took the liquor as plain water, drank two glasses of six and fell asleep, and slept very comfortably. Later, as soon as I couldn't sleep, I would drink, and as I drank, I drank more. ”

Ying Ying hugged her distressedly. She can actually empathize.

If you want to say why she is the only one in the entire dormitory who discovered her problem first, it is because they have all been so desperate that they want to give up, and they know that unforgettable pain, and it hurts to the heart.

"Wanzhou, you deserve better, if you're not happy, then do something that can make you happy. You're so good, some guys pursue you. ”

"But, that's different, you know? Yingying, he's my obsession, I've been obsessed with him for eight years, I've liked him since I was a kid, just like a person who is used to drinking bitter black coffee can never fall in love with a sweet caramel macchiato. I really can't see anyone else in my eyes except him, really, I'm just a blind man, and he's the cornea that I see again. ”

“······” Liu Yingying didn't know such a period of the past, she had only heard of it at first, Qiao Shengnan had waited for her for a long time, and now it seems that the rumors are wrong!

But isn't that what love is? It's never flat!

"Wanzhou, if you really like it, don't care so much, sometimes, why not moths to the fire? If you want him, try to hold him. ”

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Lu Wanzhou pondered for a long time. Although the alcohol content of beer is not very high, the more she drinks, the more sober she feels.

Yingying didn't drink enough, and after drinking three bottles, he was dizzy. Lu Wanzhou hurriedly helped her to the sofa.

The bright lights shine brightly, and the eyes of the people who shine hurt them, but they are still not as bad as when they are distressed. In the middle of the night, Lu Wanzhou couldn't sleep again, I don't know how many days it was, she stood alone on the balcony to blow the wind and sober up.

Transferred to the men's dormitory, it was also in the middle of the night, Qiao Shengnan also got out of bed lightly and went to the balcony in order not to wake up his roommates.

The dormitory they live in is the school's famous Mandarin Duck Building, and many couples like to apply to live here, but it is precisely because of its popularity that the school directly assigns it to the students of the ballet department over the years, so the Mandarin Duck Building also has a special name - ballet dormitory.

Qiao Shengnan's place of residence happened to be opposite their window, facing the balcony······